YRKKH BTS, SM updates & Spoilers Thread #48 - Page 30

Originally posted by: Apsvenky

Honestly I expected it to be so much worse than it currently is - mujhe toh bas hassi aa rahi hai sabki baatein padh kar

I have been itv show-less and shipless since ishqbaaz/ yrkpk/kuch rang whichever came last meri adat chali gaayi thi. But itv is a good exercise in patience, if nothing else.

Today I'm angry with armaansa so a small kp which is to knock some sense into him..

After 3 months:

Abhira accepted kaveri ka offer and became a capable lawyer by making a name for herself among the clients.

Armaan and abhira's relationship was just like how it was before. She wants armaan to talk to her but to no avail. He is too hurt that he is hurting her unknowingly. But she is still there holding onto their thin thread of relationship.

But now she is too vulnerable to handle anymore. She couldn't tell anyone but also cannot show her real emotions.she is pretending to be happy infront of others but dying inside for his single word and touch. Now she is too depressed by holding all her emotions inside her. She wants to escape for sometime but can't bear to leave armaan. So she is in dilemma. She didn't know what to do she is suffocating.

Then one day like God heard her prayers kaveri bought a case and told she suggested abhira to the client as armaan was too busy to handle many cases. She suggested her because she thinks only Abhira can compete and draw armaan in a case. But she is hesitating after listening the opposite party name because it was dangerous. When abhira asks about the other party of the client she tells it was yuvraj's father.

Abhira was taken aback as well as armaan. When just armaan was about to reject the offer on behalf of abhira she accepts and states that it may serve as a little bit of revenge on akshara behalf that too legally. Kaveri agrees and everything proceeds smoothly but armaan was silent. By the time he processed what happened abhira took tha case file from kaveri and she too was happy.

Back in their room armaan wants to talk to abhira about the case and was about to suggest not to take it, abhira comes before him and asks if there is anything he wants to say. But he didn't opens his mouth as he didn't know where to start bcz he didn't talk to her properly in these 3 months yes there was guilt inside him as well as fear. Just as he was about to say something abhira says goodnight and turns to her side. Armaan was embarassed to speak to her and lies in his side.

Both didn't know that neither were asleep and waiting for the other one to speak. Abhira was in tears as she atleast expected a little bit of encouragement and support from him. He didn't even speak a word to her. Armaan on the other side many times turn towards abhira but he doesn't even know if she's asleep.. just like that night without sleep was over.

The next day when armaan wants to talk to her he saw her getting her suitcase as his whole person was shocked as feared worst. When kaveri saw and asks abhira where was she going she tells them that she got a mail yesterday night that she needs to go to client location for some discussion and it may take 2/3 days.when krish offers to drop her, abhira informs the client did send car to pick her up.

She bids farewell to everyone and they wishes her well. When she stood infront of armaan silently, he too stood quietly. Abhira gives a small sad smile to armaan says goodbye to him.For armaan it was like someone is taking his lifeline away from him. He didn't know why he thought like that.

Abhira bids farewell again and turns to leave not before waving her hand to others.Abhira was in tears as she expected armaan to atleast say something when she was leaving but disappointed again.She boards her car and leaves to destination.

Here armaan snaps to reality and rushes to abhira only to see abhira gone while he cannot even see her shadow. He is disappointed at himself and depressed goes to his room.It was clearly his room but it was like a graveyard for him now.He sees abhira's essence which is present In every corner of the room.

He notices a book and their tortoise 🐢 on it and realises it was abhira's dairy. Initially hesitant to read but driven by his enthusiasm to know her more he opens the diary which dated a week after their wedding. He didn't even know abhira developed a habit of writing it.

He starts reading it. He turns 1st page and it was directed to him......

"Dear khadoosman,

Tumhe pata hai mai toh tumhe husband sa bulana chahti thi har roz jabse hamari shaadi hui hai..lekin tumhe pata hai mai bolhi nahi paayi..shaadi ke baad meri saari armaan ko maine dabake rakha tha...meri galti kya hai woh mujhse Aisa kyun hai mujhe nahi pata.. Kabhi kabhi mujhe aise lagta hai ki maine kuch bada galti Kiya Jo mujhe pata hi nahi hai...mujhe samajh mei nahi aati hai ki mai hi kyun? Kya galati kiya maine? bhagwan ji mamma ne mujhe bola aap sabka sunte ho toh meri kyun nahi suni aapne.. chota sa fam hi toh chahthithi jo apni kehsaku.. aapne toh mujhe anaath banaaya. Pehle aapne armaan ko mujhe diya tha. Mai bahut khush thi.uske saath zindagi ka har sapne sach hote dekhna chahti thi.mai bahut khush hu jab sabne hamare shaadi keliye ha kiya toh. Armaan meri jindagi hai toh usse shaadi karke mei zindagi Jeet jaungi. Yahi Sochi thi maine..phir aapne ek din aisa kiya ki meri har sapna toot gaya. Kyun bhagwan meri saath hi aisi kyun? Mai armaan ko har khushi Dena chahti thi. Uska Bachpan accha nahi tha mai usse woh sab wapas karna chahti thi.

Armaan tumhe pata hai mai tumhe iss duniya tumne jo jo khoya woh sab wapas karna chahti thi. Tumhe 3 bacche Dena chahti thi taaki tum unko apna kehsake. Woh tumhara apna hoga tab koi tumhe sautela nahi bolega. Jab jab tumne sab uss shabd se bola mujhe bahut gussa ata tha aur dard bhi. Isiliye pehle hum dono ek saath enjoy karke hamare bacche ko hamara chotasa pagal family mei laane chahti thi.maine toh bas itna sa hi maanga tha na.. lekin armaan Mera sath hi aisa kyun ? Mai tumhare paas aana chahti thi lekin mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaya. Mujhe pata hai tumhara sapna tha baccha isiliye Mai tumse shaadi nahi karna chahti thi. Lekin tumne mujhe yakeen dilaya ki hamari pyaar kaafi hai..Mai bhi Maan gayi thi. Tumne jo vaada kiya tha mujhe shaadi ke time pe mein tumse phirse aur pyaar kare lagi and mujhe yaaken aaya ki hum hamare jindagi khushi se jee sakte..

Lekin maa ne jo kaha hame uske baad toh tum alag insaan bangaya tha..Mai har roz tumhe goodmorning kiss se wish karke uthaana chahti thi.tumhe pyaar karna, baate karna,tumse chuna toh mujhe bahut mehenge hogayi kyun mujhe nahi pata ...

Mera armaan toh kahi khogaya mujhe nahi pata..meri armaan, meri silly boy,meri khadoosman mujhse bahut pyaar karta hai, woh har din mujhe khush karne keliye kuch bhi karta hai, jab meri mood off hai woh aake woh theek karta hai,jab mei sad hoti thi woh hasatha hai, mereliye khana bhi banata hai,hamesha tum meri ho bolta hai mujhe...

Lekin shaadi ke baad se meri armaan sirf armaan Raha meri nahi raha. Woh mujhse baat Tak nahi karta, mei uske paas jaati hu toh woh dur jaata hai, mai kuch kehti toh woh sunta hi nahi hai,woh aise behave kar raha hai jaise mai uski ek galati hu... Kya sach main aisa hai? Mei sirf galati hu armaan ki zindagi mei? 3 mahine wait Kiya Maine lekin woh apni zindagi aur mei meri zindagi jee rahe the..

Armaan mere paas toh hai lekin mere saath toh woh kabka chod diya pata nahi chala. Kya hamara pyaar itna kamjor hai?woh mujhse share kyun nahi karta? Mai toh sirf unka saath dena chahti thi kya wo bhi meri ho galti hai?Aaj bhi mai usse ek baat sirf ek baat sunna chahti thi.."abhira mei tumhare sath hu kuch bhi ho mei hu tumhare liye. Tum tension mat lo Mai tumhe guide karunga. U r my silly girl woh sabse best hai" woh mera armaan bolta tha yeh armaan se toh mai anjaan hu...

Armaan tum kab aaoge mere paas bahut dar lagraha hai.. dard horaha hai..tumhari yaad aati hai..kya tum kabhi wapas bhi aaoge? Diary tumhi batanaa kya woh aayega mere paas? Mere armaan banke? Kya woh mujhe pehle jaise pyaar karega?baat karega? Phirse kya hamari pyaar milega mujhe?tumse Bina zindagi adhuri hai, jeene ka mann hi kham ho raha tha...tumse dur rehna bahut mushkil hai saans nahi aarahi hai..itna saza mat do mujhe, tumse dur rehne se accha Mai hamesha hamesha keliye tumhari zindagi se chali jaati lekin mujhse yeh bhi nahi hoparaha tha...pyaar karti hu na..

Mai bhi na tum kaise bataasakti ho mujhe tumhare andar Jaan nahi hai aur mei....meri toh Jaan chaligayi hai...armaan ke saath meri armaan bhi sab khatam hogaye diary..mujhe aaj mamma ki bahut yaad aa rahi hai.. aap mujhe kyun chodke chaligayi mamma aap hoti toh itna dukh nahi hota mujhe..

Waise mamma Mai aapke liye insaaf dilaane jaa rahi thi thoda hi sahi.. mujhe nahi pata Mai aaungi ya nahi kyunki yeh dangerous hai.. so mamma yeh meri aakhri baat bhi ho sakti hai so mamma I'll always miss you.

Armaan ....."I MISS YOU ARMAAN" mai tumhe bahut Miss karti hu...tumhare baahon mei aake Rona chahthi thi lekin woh tujhe pasand nahi hai isiliye sirf iss diary mei likhrahi hu..

Waise dairy kya armaan mujhe kabhi miss karega? Thoda sa hi sahi..agar Mai iss trip se wapas nahii aati toh kya ek baar yaad karega mujhe?

Khair tumhe kaise pata hoga...

Armaan I'll miss you and I love you 💞 hamesha karti rahugi.....kaash meri armaan ko ek baar dekhpaati jaane se pehle.....(The book was filled with her Tears everywhere she wrote)."

Armaan was distraught and in tears after seeing her diary and learning her pain. He then understood what damage he did for her by his silence and indifference. He fears worst as calls her..but call isn't connecting.. inbetween he gets an anonymous call saying that the case was a trap for abhira and her life was in danger.he frantically tries to contact her but it was unreachable. He again calls her while coming from upstairs in hurry..

Downstairs everyone are sad including kaveri he didn't have time to think that and kept calling abhira ..then he hears a news saying car no.....********** Was blasted near the cliff and the bodies were not found till now. He recognises the car is the one ab's client sent her.. he collapses after listening to the news...

But aftersometime he getsup and runs to search for her but family stops him saying abhira is dead...he refuses to believe and smashes the tv saying abhira is safe and sound and will lift his call and tells them he'll bring her back ...

She is his abhira if she is not alive then he's also dead. If he is alive then she is also alive but when he reaches the location he collapses in the spot and breakdown infront of everyone.

Baaki baad mei likhte..

Originally posted by: Sera-high123

Aap Phir se gayab hogai hai

Areyy mein Stree 2 dekhne gaye tha😂😂Dont worry.. Itni jaldi iss show se haar nahi manugi

https://youtu.be/IO4d-GGwjXc?si=ojWGV8SOlnkXwSDI

Inn bhaisaab ki he kami thi

Originally posted by: A_Derry_Girl

https://x.com/ROHITPUROHIT00/status/1840738510866637031

i just know that he hates the track much more than us

he must be getting a lot of hate. poor guy.

Originally posted by: Apsvenky

Armaan isnt making Abhira feel guilty at all - he is just wallowing in his guilt that he hurt his mother. But wohi baat hai that Abhira also feels that this situation has come because of her (coz Vidya was fine before the report) jo galat hai, coz I also agree, she shouldn't be made to feel guilty over something she has no control over. Again the issue is lack of communication, which I hope will somewhat be addressed at the end of this track.

Unintentionally Armaan in his grief is pushing Abhira away from him emotionally and physically which is somehow making her feel guilty and helpless over the situation. They could also show Armaan trying to be normal with Abhira being considerate so she doesn't feel guilty about the situation, though a part of him lost & detached from happiness, he breaks down when he is alone unable to process hatred by his mother. Armaan being suffocated as he couldn't vent it out, his emotional turmoil would be more relatable.

Armaan's basic characteristic is he has always taken the burden of relationships on himself without expectations as he was always made to feel indebted to them. He never got the right to express disappointment or be angry with his parents. Armaan going back to being the man who doesn't express his true emotions would be better. This scenario would've been better considering the depth of his love for Abhira.

Armaan confronting Vidya the way he confronted KP seems impossible.

Originally posted by: Sera-high123

he must be getting a lot of hate. poor guy.

Rohit is biggest Abhimaan shipper, may be he is also not liking where his character is going.

Bechara makers ki poor writing skills se frustrated hoga......

Originally posted by: Sera-high123

he must be getting a lot of hate. poor guy.

becharey ka insta comments barbad karkey rakha hain

Originally posted by: A_Derry_Girl

https://youtu.be/IO4d-GGwjXc?si=ojWGV8SOlnkXwSDI

Inn bhaisaab ki he kami thi

"Raton raat Ruhi ka per badhte toh nhi dikha sakte because it's a natural process "

I'd suggest aap new topic mein post karo and mention its a Fanfic so more people can read. This is not just kp but a proper oneshot and you can develop it into a fanfic. Please keep writing.