PART 5
Raman was looking into his books while all students were just looking at him only.
Everyone was looking at him and gossiping something making Raman feel weird.
He look at them and try to be normal but their constant gaze was making him conscious.
He was thinking how he will cope up here when his phone rang and he went out picking his phone.
Raman-hello simmi.
Simmi-haan bhai,bolo kaisi chal rahin hai padhay??mere bhai ki hai,toh mast hi chal rahi hogi .she was saying when Raman said-ek gadbad ho gayi hai??
Simmi-kya hua,bhai??she asked getting worried.
Raman-ishita ki job issi college mein lagi hai,aur woh meri professor hai .
Simmi-kya??she asked all shocked.
Raman-haan simmo,mujhe pata nahi tha,warna main kabhi nahi aata yahan.woh mujhe kaise ghoor rahin thi,aur saare students bhi mujhe ajeeb nazaron se dekh rahen hai,jaise main koi alien hoon,I am feeling very weird,kahin yeh decision galat toh nahi hai mera,itne saalon baad,main apni education puri toh kar paaunga naa??
Simmi-aisa hai bhai,aap apni class chodon,aur mere ghar aa jao.anuraag nahi hai,hum saath mein lunch karenge .
Raman-pehle din hi class bunk kar doon??
Simmi-its important ,aap aa jao.she said and hung up the call while Raman went out taking his belongings.ishita saw him going and said-bas ,ho gayi padhayi,utar gaya padhayi ka bhoot sar se,she said and went to take another class.
Raman reached simmi's house which was next to bhalla mansion and said-umm,mera favourite palak paneer.
Simmi came out smiling and said-mere bhai ne aaj nayi shuruwat ki hai,toh ek chota saa celebration toh banta hai.
Raman-u know,it's not needed.
Simmi-its needed,bhai.mere bhai ki har chote se chote achievement ko celebrate kiya hai maine,toh yeh toh phir bahut badi jeet hai .she said serving Raman.
Raman-why u r standing,bachcha.u know u need to rest .
Simmi-i am ok,bhai.aap khao.she said feeding him a morsel.
Raman-umm,yummy.u know,u make awesome palak paneer.
Simmi-aapke liye hi sikha tha,she said and both had lunch together.
After lunch,simmi sat next to him and said-ab thik hai??
Raman-thanks simmo,for being with me always.
Simmi-anytime bhai,ab batao ??
Raman-i don't wanna go to college again.
Simmi-kyun,ishita ki wajah se??
Raman look at her and asked-u don't call her bhabhi anymore??
Simmi-she is not my bhabhi,usne aapse rishta toda aur maine usse,chodo yeh baat,mujhe yeh batao,itna bada step aapne uthaya,ab kadam peeche kyun hatana chahte ho??
Raman-i don't wanna face her,har din college jaa kar usse padhunga toh phir maksad hi kya reh jaayega iss padhayi ka,phir toh yeh prove ho jayega that she is better then me .
Simmi-aapko yeh toh prove karna hi nahi hai,woh padhi likhi hai,yeh toh hum jaante hi hai,aapko toh yeh prove karna hai ki usne aapko chod kar galti ki hai,infact aap usse kuch prove hi kyun karna chahte hai,aap yeh sochiye ki yeh kaam aap khud ke liye kar rahen hai,infact yahin toh socha tha aapne shuruwat mein,ki aap sirf apni iss kami ko pura karna chahte hai,naa ki ishita ko koi point prove karna chahte hai,arey woh hai hi kaun,ki aap uske liye mehnat kare.
Raman look at her and she said-do it for urself,bhai,not for anyone else.
Raman-u r right,mujhe apni kami khatam karni hai,naa ki usse yaa kisi ko koi point prove karna hai.
Simmi-exactly.
Raman-but unn chote chote bachchon ke saath padhna,I was feeling awkward.they were 20-21,and I am 33.pata nahi kaise adjust karunga.
Simmi-sab ho jayega,jab aapki naraz sirf aur sirf apne lakshya par hogi,arjun baniye bhai,woh Arjun jiski nazar sirf uss chidiya par thi,har taraf mat dekhiye,target ur aim.
Raman-i think u r right,mujhe sirf apne lakshya ke baare mein sochna chahiye,tu kitni mature baatein karne lagi hai.
Simmi-haan toh,main mature hoon.maa banne wali hoon.
Raman-but meri toh bachchi hi hai,hot chocolate piyegi??
Simmi nodded happily and he went to make hot chocolate.
Simmi-main aapko haarne nahi dungi,bhai.aapka lakshya bhale khud ko saabit karna ho,but main Ishita ko neecha dikhana chahti hoon.chahti hoon ki usse realise ho,ki usne kise khoya hai .ek baar aapka aur uska divorce ho,usse jyada qualified bhabhi laaungi main aapke liye aur aapki baraat uske ghar ke saamne se nikalwaungi.she thought and smirked .
Later in night,Raman was busy in his studies after dinner while ishita was sitting on the bed and just watching him struggling with the topic.
Ishita look at him for long and finally went to him and said-i really don't understand aap yeh sab kar kyun rahen hai??
Raman raise his eyes and said- tum mujhse baat kar rahi ho??
Ishita-why u r doing this,Raman??padhayi saalon pehle chod di hai, toh ab usse pura karne ki mehnat kyun kar rahen ho,aur kiske liye kar rahen ho??apni education complete karne mein tumhe kam se kam chaar saal lagenge.main agle char mahine mein tumhe divorce de dungi.so why u r even taking this pain,jab nahi padhna chahte toh mat padho .aur agar padhne ka itna shauk tha toh pehle kyun nahi padhayi ki .I know u r not interested in studies,so don't even take this pain for me,kyunki main apna faisla badalne wali nahi .
Raman look at her and said without looking at her-bol chuki yaa aur bhi kuch bolna hai .bahut jyada khud ko importance nahi deti tum,haan biwi thi tum meri,tumhe khush karne ke liye sab kuch karne ko ready tha main,but this is not for u.
Ishita-raman stop it,u don't need to do this.mujhe sab pata hai,tum kya kar rahen ho aur kyun,itni umar mein padh kar kyun apna mazaak bana rahen hai.apni teacher se bhi bade hai tum.
Raman-toh teacher se kaun si izzat maang raha hoon main.waise bhi,maa kehti hai seekhne ki koi umar nahi hoti aur rahin baat padhayi chodne ki,toh tumne mujhe aaj tak achche se jaana nahi.main bilkul pagal hoon.ek baar joh junoon chad jaata hai woh phir utarta nahi .bachpan mein nahi padhne ka junoon tha,aur ab padhne ka ho gaya hai.so I am going to complete my studies ,aur woh bhi khud ke liye,tumhare liye nahi .mujhe apni padhayi khud ke liye karni hai,iss shaadi ko bachane ke liye nahi,kyunki maine yeh rishta tuta hua maan liya hai already ,mujhe chaar saal lage yaa chaalis saal,I am going to complete my education,and that too only for myself.he said looking away while ishita went without saying anything else.
Ishita sat on the bed and said-joh karna hai karo,but I don't to be a laughing stock because of u.kisi ko pata nahi chalna chahiye hamare beech kya rishta hai.
Raman look at her and said-kya rishta hai hamare beech,kuch bhi toh nahi .koi nahi hai hum ek dusre ke,not even roommates,bas ek bojh joh kuch mahine aur bardasht karna hai hume .he said blantly and got busy in his work again.
Ishita-ok,itna decide ho chuka hai toh yeh bhi decide kar liya jaaye,ki kaun kahan soyega .I can't share bed with u.
Raman-even I can't share bed with a stranger,main couch par so jaaunga,tumhe tumhara bed mubarak ho.
Ishita-u may feel discomfort,main couch par so jaati hoon.
Raman-please don't take the pain for me,Raman bhalla ne aaj tak bahut charity ki hai,samajh lo mera bed bhi maine tumne donate kar diya.
Ishita-kuch jyada nahi bol rahe??
Raman-bahut chup raha hoon tumhari khushi ke liye,tumhari bahut insult sahi hai maine,ab aur nahi .jitna diya hai usse jyada milega tumhe,kyunki Raman Kumar bhalla kabhi hisaab khatam kiye bina koi account close nahi karta .
Ishita-shayad tum bhool gaye ho,tumhari professor main hoon.
Raman-yaad hai mujhe,but shayad tum yeh bhool gayi ho,ki professor hamesha professor reh jaata hai,jabki uska student usse bahut aage nikal jaata hai .ab so jao,don't disturb me.i have to study.he said and turned other side.
Ishita too gave a whatever look and slept turning the switch of her side.
That's all for now,enjoy.
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