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Hey guys .. i am back with another OS ..
Warning - this might make you a little sad...
A Blast From The Past
This day he came as a blast from the past.
As i self served at the canteen ,he was in line next to me,
i started perspiring considering our proximity yet the distance.. i started to shiver as he came closer..
I closed my eyes for a second to control my tears, tears of nostalgia,sorrow and the bitter sweet memories ..
That day ,years ago he left without a word, not a Yes nor a No..
I never existed for him.He never loved me back,i just hoped some day he would,but that day never came.As he left,i felt unworthy and at loss of self esteem.. Daily,tears of sadness would stream down my face..i had started loosing weight due to lack of food intake and had become like a living skeleton,I had lost interest in my daily activities .. life had become dull and colorless just like the atmosphere would become gloomy and sombre during monsoons.. I became glum and suffered bouts of severe depression... I became isolated and suicidal..I had no one to live for but him..Some day i would try getting run down by a lorry , another day i would try slitting my wrist with a knife but would be saved by someone or the other.. I tried once, twice, and the third time i almost succeeded shooting my head off.. Yet i lived through the worse and gruesome treatments and electroshocks...just to see him this day...
Someone shook me out of my deadly thoughts and i resumed self serving , shaking away all the thoughts... i looked around and found him to be nowhere...
Oh , i hallucinated again ...
Hows it ??
😃
Anupamaa
