Kanha’s thoughts OS

Hi Mikki since you asked for OS or FF

I thought of writing some thing

Kanha ran as fast as he could , as if he too wanted to reach where his Chiru bhyia is !

Through the busy street , muddy path ways , little shops ... without seeing numerous eyes looking at him!

All he wanted was the pain and burden he carries to be vanished .

Mom’s slaps didn’t hurt , it is the guilt of unknowingly inflicting wound in people he loved most haunts him.

He ran as long as he can slumping in to the ground like a broken pieces of glass scattering around

He felt the pain in his heart those uncountable sharp

pieces piercing his heart

His heart bleeds every time thinking about bhyia

He thought mother’s anger ,will Ma ever hug me or love me again , will I be able to rest my head on her lap and smile at her again.

I am sorry , but I wanted bhyia to be to happy , all I wanted was him to be happy .

He too cursed himself not dying instead of Chiru bhyia .

Will Sayuri ever forgive me ...

even when I was considering her enemy I tried to make them happy ... It was out of pure love I did so

Why is it so painful , why my heart aches so much

He lost his paradise filled with happiness with his brother ‘s demise

Death can be less painful than life ,

May be it is better for me to die

Oh no ... I can’t leave every one ,Sayu & Ma all need me ...though I batter my heart , have to live for them

Though beaten by words of anger and hate from peopleI love most , I know I must walk through the valley of this darkness !

Kanha wept in pain in despair !looking at the darkness around which engulfed him too.

As a poetic way let me write a bit

Kanha sat beaten by his chriu’s choices

Which gathers more wounds every passing moment

Blood oozing from invisible wound l

lost at the hand of fate , crushed to nothingness

Yet he waits for sweeping of a harp

If not not forever , for a moment of little love

Alone he sat , pondering his wounds

Floating on anger from his own mother

he tried in vein again to sink

He lay defeated at the whim of fate !

Don’t throw slippers at me 😃😃

If so also virtual world it can’t hit me though

😅😅😅😅😅😅

thanks for sharing...i just asked in the DDT if anyone had started writing FF/OS. ❤️

Wow..👏👏 that's lovely. The pain you have penned is really heart touching 🤗 Giving you a tight wala jhappi...

Thank you so much dear for writing this. Please do write more. Waiting for them.

Also so sorry for the late reply. 😢