Shine Like my Suraj in the sky...
That lady in her early 30s got down from the car sent by the Govt. of India. She came to Delhi... In a simple saree... holding her eight year old daughter... She walked with straight face... There was no tears, no emotions... All she was seeing was up above the...
Madam, came the officer from the First Citizen's office... This way mam... He guided her to be seated with the award winners... mostly women who were sad...
Thank you Mam... few minutes the ceremony will begin...
She saw the tricolor flag...
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Suraj Narain Rajvanshi...
Not an easy one to be created...
He was created to be rude...
He was created with attitude
He was created with swag
He was created to be selfish...
Yes he was created...with all the above... why ??
All he wanted is LOVE... he wanted to be loved...
Loved by the monstrous father Kamal Narayan Rajvanshi...
Loved by his brother
Loved by his sister
JUST TO BE LOVED but
Tejaswini's son was the most thejas one, for whom any one will fall for.
He was the most handsome munda, on whom all will go fida...
Yes he was bad, he was arrogant, selfish would never hesitate to harm anyone...
But, all he wanted was LOVE...
He did not know till he found the bird, the mighty Sun found the chirpy bird to irritate her, make her fail, make her bite dust
Because he wanted to be LOVED by his father.
To save himself he planned his father's death
To save himself from marrying Imli, he planned the bride swap
That BRIDE SWAP swapped his life...and it did save him..
He swapped and got sweeped by the bird... Not by love
But
Started with childhood hate
Turned into jawani hate
Turned into... is he so bad?, no not that bad...so became frenemy
Turned into support as both were chased by Kamal Narayan
Turned into friends as slowy she realized that this Sun was not flaring but was incubating...
Turned into liking... am I liking Chakor?... or is it that I am going to die I am thinking.
Turned into understanding yes they are loving...but not realizing as he was a bandhuva and she was becoming his bandhuva of love...
Turned into understanding that they are becoming partner... Please aaja mera paas she cried when he was stuck in that breakfailed jeep...thumhara bina hum nahi jeepayenge... He said for the first time aadat dalo, hamara bina jeeneka...
Did he realise that he will entwine in her soul and will have so many separations only to be separated brutally forever??
They confessesd and went through so many confusions only to come back strong...
He said holding the poison,,, waiseby yeh kya zindagi, thumhara bina jeena...
He realized that he is being loved madly loved by the chirpy bird...
He changed himself completely that sometime I thought he lost his identity completely.
She was ready to sacrifice her love for the love of her country and he did go ahead to act to love someone as his love was loving the country. He died every minute during the time he had to fake love. Did he at all realise that he will really die to save his love for his world was HER, HIS CHAKOR..
The one who was selfish...went selfless to save the whole village...
He did save but had to stake his life for the lone boy... again his life was staked because his love ran helter skelter to save the boy.
He said again... Thumey jeena hai, hamari betikeliye, and my life is your gift and I live and breathe only for you...
The man who lived only for himself... lived for her... threw away his li... Well there is no HIS LIFE AS SHE WAS HIS LIFE.
He said in the well, during the bandhuva time looking up the sky that he did not do any good karma to shine like a star if dead and gone...
Dude you are not a simple star to shine in the night YOU ARE THAT MIGHTY SUN TO SHINE THROUGH THE DAY ONLY as the world's all life depend on you.
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SURAJ NARAIN RAJVANSHI... IS AWARDED THE HIGHEST GALLANTARY AWARD FOR SAVING THE WHOLE VILLAGE...
We request Mrs. Chakor Suraj Rajvanshi to grace the podium and accept the award. The nation is proud of Suraj Rajvanshi and his selfless act and is conferred this award POSTHUMOUSLY . The announcer was reading about the incident.
Mumma, the 8 year old pulled her mother's hand, they are calling out daddy's name... She stood walked to the podium and got the award from the President of India. No tears, no emotions, she was plain her face was plain...
She turned... The announcer called mam few words...for the children here
She held the mike.
Twinkle twinkle little stars,
Never wonder what you are
Chin Up above the world so high
Shine like my Suraj in the Sky...
She walked down when there was a standing ovation...
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Why I wrote this????? Suddenly... It was pressurizing my heart and the last few days the Suraj's blast post on insta has disturbed me too much.
My dude... never have I loved a character so madly so obsessively in my Life..
I am unable to still come to terms about the vanishing of my dude and even now tears roll down when I think or see the post... but
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Suraj Rajvanshi... howmuchever I write about RagKor, make peace within myself still my heart bleeds for SuKor, my dude...
Suraj Rajvanshi Hai Hum...
The words which reverberates in my ear...
yes Shine like my Suraj in the Sky
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