Originally posted by: blue-ice.1
awww.....this made me teary eyed....Hope your Mom feels better soon....
Parents will always worry about the kids....no matter how the kids are....even when the kids have their own kids....that is how God has made the parents otherwise ...they won't raise and care for their children....
I wish that we had a time machine....and could go back and visit our parents.....
Thank you so much dear for the kind words....
I just came through the acupuncture session for panic attacks and depression that always works for me..
The issue is that mothers' happiness is always conditional with their child's happiness, no matter what I tell her that her happiness is what makes me happy, but its the other way round, you cannot even fake your happiness in front of your mother and she can well sense the child's energy and the facade behind a smiling face, so until or unless I be genuinely happy and on track (or maybe never) she will keep suffering for me emotionally and psychologically.
My destiny, which eventually leads to my mother's genuine happiness or misery, is never in my hands, and that's what tugs at heart and hurts real badly.
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