Sebastian Stan AT #1- Those blue eyes let you know where home is [IO] - Page 4

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You know he really has the potential to be the next Johnny Depp. And I don't say this coz both have played The Mad Hatter but in terms of superstardom and versatility. Sebastian doesn't hesitate changing his appearance for roles, is more script oriented than looks oriented, tries something new every damn time.

Now all he needs to do is reduce the R Rated movies, do more mainstream films than indie films that have a larger audience, and bag a major franchise (like JD did POTC). Throw in some rom coms and he'll rule the damn world!

I wrote over 2k words 😆

And this has trigger warning for dark elements as well as an NC-17 warning. ☺️

I have cried my eyes out writing this chapter so I want a well deserved review okay 😆

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Chapter 6

Everything hurt. My head felt like it was being struck by a hammer repeatedly. My arms were dangling lifelessly and there was zero sensation in my legs. Anxiety hit me hard, my heart raced faster than ever, yet I could not breathe enough, thanks to the tape wound tightly around my body.

‘You’re up.’ I knew that voice.

‘Noah?’ I managed to croak, my throat hurt from the dehydration.

‘Hello, babe,’ he spat out as if it was a cuss word. ‘Surprised to see me here?’ When I did not say anything he continued, ‘I actually liked you, you know. Then I found out you were my biggest problem and you were flirting with me to get back at Barnes.’

‘I don’t know what you’re saying.’

‘Oh shut it. You aren’t the only Super Soldier in the room. And don’t you recognise this place?’ I looked around and sure did. It was an old factory that belonged to my family in the outskirts of the city. After the Blip I had shut it down, not having the capacity to run the place by myself. But now…there seemed to be manufacturing equipments set up. Serum manufacturing.

‘Noah you don’t have to do this, please.’

‘Well I do and I will,’ his face was dangerously close to mine. ‘What did you think huh? You could bat your eyelashes, maybe flash your goods a little and I’d become your slave, Agent Gauri?’

‘Noah—’ WHACK. I felt blood pool in my mouth. The ba**ard slapped me!

‘Now now boy, this isn’t how we treat the person whose factory we are using right?’ Wilfred Nagel stepped out. ‘We have a much bigger goal aint it. One World—’

‘One People,’ Noah growled. I recoiled from his touch, blinking away any tears.

‘Miss Gauri, you had us surprised. We never once suspected you. Barnes never crossed paths with me, smart guy. Or else I’d have recognised him anywhere. When Noah told me you managed to get the lab reports, got Rojas and “Noah” drunk, I knew you were the one trying to stop us.’

‘Lorna!’

‘Doesn’t know a freaking thing. But she is brilliant at her specialisation, I needed her labs and got them through my boy right here,’ Nagel grinned.

‘Why am I here?’

‘Leverage. You stay here until we dispatch the lot of serums. If anyone interferes…there would be some serious damage to you,’ Noah grinned, increasing the size of the uneasy pit in my stomach.

‘Now now—’

‘What Nagel? Little b**ch left me hanging, can’t I have a bit of fun? Promise I won’t break her,’ Noah’s words sent chills down my spine. He was unstable, there was no way I could fight him off, his anger and reckless nature would make him stronger than me.

‘Do not touch her. I will be back in some time. Keep an eye on her,’ Nagel left the room, leaving me with Noah.

‘Noah…please…you don’t understand the consequences of your actions…’

SMACK SMACK SMACK. I winced internally, feeling my lip and cheeks swell up.

‘Now you can’t talk babe. And I am gonna have my fun. I don’t give a rat’s ass what Nagel says, you take care of what you did,’ he pointed vulgarly at his crotch.

Before I could scream he ripped off a piece of tape and stuck it to my mouth, causing the bleeding to increase. Then he ripped the rest off me and picked me up easily…by my neck. I attempted to get out of his grasp but not only was I weak, my body was paralysed.

‘Noah stop!’

If only words were as strong as actions. He threw me on the ground, getting on top of me, shredding the fabric of my suit. I continued struggling, trying to punch him but he was way too strong. And I lacked coordination and strength.

The tears in my eyes threatened to leak when Noah’s lips down the length of my torso, in place I had never been touched, his mouth whispering his dirtiest fantasies he wished to do to me. No…this could not be happening! I mustered all my strength, every last bit of it, and kicked him in the shin, making him groan in pain. I had a few seconds of head start so I hobbled towards the door, cursing at the lack of sensation in my leg.

‘Not so fast!’ Noah grabbed me by my hair and pushed me into a wall. Bile filled my mouth when his evident arousal was pressed up against my behind. ‘Wriggle more babe, you’re giving me what I want!’ I thrashed around, trying to shake him off as soon as I heard the zipper, but he pushed aside my underwear and—

CRASH!!

‘You little son of a b**ch, I’ll kill you!’ Sam roared, throwing his shield at Noah, causing him to fall on the ground. Numerous army personnel barged in soon after, attacking Nagel who had just come back hearing all the noise and some were breaking the manufacturing unit and the prepared serum vials.

Sam flew to me, grabbed me by my shoulders and lifted me off the ground, ‘Its okay, I got you sweetie.’ He flew through the roof and towards the security vehicles. ‘Lets take you to your man.’

‘Watch out!’ I heard Zemo yell and spotted Noah jumping high enough to get hold of me again.

‘Hold on tight!’ My stomach moved to my throat as Sam threw me towards someone else….Rhodey. I spotted a comforting smile on his face as he brought me slowly to the ground but instead of letting my feet touch the ground, I felt a pair of arms wrapping around me, lifting me. I’d know those anywhere.

‘Bucky?’

‘Oh my God, baby…my doll, I got you,’ he rocked me as I shook in his arms. The shock in his eyes on seeing my injuries sent shots of pain throughout my body. It was an emotional pain, much greater than anything physical harm Noah did to me.

Still, I managed to say, ‘It was Noah…but Lorna did not know anything—’

‘I know baby, I know…you don’t worry…I got you,’ Bucky’s voice shook as I clung to him harder. ‘I am sorry…I am so so so sorry…’

‘Buck, take off Gauri’s headset and get her home. We’ll handle it from here.’

For the first time, Bucky did not argue. Instead he did what Sam said, gave me a leather jacket to cover my tattered suit and exposed undergarments and carried me to a car. I snuggled into his side and mumbled an address, my home address. Bucky’s arms never left me, I could feel him using all his super-soldier strength to hold me tightly. Had I been a regular human, I’d have a couple of cracked bones.

Bucky took out a vial of healing portion, something specifically that SHIELD manufactured for its super soldiers and made me drink it. This would cause my swelling to settle down almost immediately and the cuts to start healing.

We stayed silent throughout the drive, with the exception of Bucky kissing my forehead every few minutes.

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‘This is where you stay?’ I could hear the marvel in Bucky’s voice.

‘You know you can keep me down right?’ I knew my attempts were futile, he had already picked me bridal style and started to walk towards the main door.

‘God damn Gauri…this place is huge.’

Well…I could not blame him. Bucky had never known I came from money. Old money. How do you think my family owned a bungalow in Juhu, with a private pool?

‘You never told me!’ he exclaimed, carrying me indoors.

‘Good evening, Miss Sinha,’ I blushed when my family butler, Sharmaji approached us. ‘Good evening to you, Mr. Barnes.’

‘Namastey Sharmaji, how are you?’ He was more of a grandfather figure to me.

‘All good, beta. Just wanted to inform you that there is security surrounding the entire house and everyone has been asked to leave. Your parents have been taken to a safe house and will be back only next week, after police questioning to collect evidence against the Flag Smashers. So I will see you tomorrow morning.’ The worry in his eyes were evident. Of course he heard what happened to me an hour ago.

‘Don’t worry, I am in safe hands…literally,’ My cheeks turned redder and I nudged Bucky, hoping he would set me on my feet now. Nope…Bucky.exe had stopped responding.

Sharmaji nodded, smiled at us and left the house…leaving Bucky and I alone. Trust me to have never gotten a boy home and now when I finally have, he is the most gorgeous, attractive, sweet, sensitive, caring and the strongest person I know.

‘Darling?’ Bucky finally looked at me. ‘Can we go to my room?’

‘Is my virtue in danger?’ He tried to make the atmosphere light. The tension was still very evident.

‘Not at all, we all know your “battle stories”. Now start walking up the stairs, two floors.’

‘What about yours?’

‘I am not afraid of mine, not since its with you.’

My room was just the way I had left it. Lots of dusky rose-pink and gold accents, a huge bed, bathroom and balcony. The silk bedding felt welcoming when Bucky set me on the bed. It was only now that I realised how alone we were. And the memories of what Noah was going to do came rushing back to me.

‘Gauri?’ Bucky said worriedly. He caressed my cheek cautiously, relaxing a tad bit when I did not wince in pain.

‘I need a bath…’ I mumbled. ‘A hot shower and lots of body wash.’

Bucky’s face turned dark, ‘I swear to God I will kill that a**h*** with my own hands. I have killed many innocents, one criminal would just be my attempts to even things out. He doesn’t deserve to live after what he did to you.’

‘Almost did to me,’ I said quietly. I could still feel his grimy hands on me, that evil smirk when he touched me…

‘What are you doing?’ He was confused when he saw me pulling off the jacket and peeling the tattered suit off my body, leaving me in my underwear.

‘I can’t wear that…suit anymore…its making me feel…’ Finally the tears spilled over my cheeks. I burst out crying, louder than I ever have, throwing myself into Bucky’s arms. He pulled me across his lap, allowing me to straddle him while he rocked us back and forth. I felt him shaking and soon realised he was crying.

‘I will never forgive myself,’ he sobbed. ‘How could I let this happen to the woman I fell for?’

I pulled away from the hug, wiping his cheeks. His eyes were bloodshot, the blue of his irises had turned gloomy. ‘You fell for me…’

‘I sang to you at the club,’ he cracked a smile, continuing to sob. ‘This is all my fault, I don’t deserve to live. I have killed and killed and ruined families…and now I have hurt you.’

‘Bucky!’ I exclaimed, holding his face in my hands. ‘Never say that okay! We’re agents, we know what could have happened to us! It was not your fault, nothing was your fault. You came to get me, didn’t you?’

‘Sam did not let me in, he thought I’d loose my mind…’

‘Darling, he was right. And I am here with you. I am here James and you are here. No Flag Smashers, Noah or Nagel can take that away.’

Bucky wiped my tears, ‘I’ll never let anyone come near you, ever again. I can never loose you…I…’

My heart thumped loudly in my chest, ‘Say it, James. I need to hear the words…’

Bucky held me closer to him and stared directly into my eyes, ‘I love you. More than anything in this world.’

It felt like the world stopped moving and the only two people existing were Bucky and I. Fresh tears spilled down my cheeks, this time of happiness, that I finally belonged somewhere. Bucky Barnes loved me, the Bucky Barnes. Everything made sense now. The late chats, the dinners, us hanging out, him teasing me in front of other male SHIELD agents, me dragging him to the dance floor whenever a girl tried to flirt with him at the club, him showing off his Sergeant status around me, the long cuddling sessions, all the times he made me blush uncontrollably, the efforts I took to make him comfortable in NYC, how we would always call each other first when something eventful would happen in our lives…

‘I love you, James,’ I smiled a huge smile. ‘Always have, but never had the courage to tell you.’

‘I love you,’ he kissed my forehead. ‘I love you, I love you, I love you…’ I closed my eyes while he kissed me all over my face, undoing knot on my bun and untangling my hair. ‘I love you darling, I love you so very much. I won’t survive without you…’

‘You don’t have to, I am right here,’ My breath hitched when I realised he was inches away from my lips. ‘James…’

‘Do you want this?’ he asked me gently. ‘Because if this happens…I won’t be able to let go of you, ever.’ I answered him by running my fingers through his hair as a sign of approval. Bucky’s eyes closed and he pressed his lips to mine.

They say first kisses can be awkward since you do not really know what you are doing. But this was far from awkward. Bucky knew exactly what he was doing, as he moved his lips over mine, guiding me. I following his lead cautiously at first, and mimicked him, pulling him closer, inhaling his masculine scent, my heart rate accelerating at this new experience. Bucky tongue swiped across my bottom lip, seeking access. I felt shivers running down my spine as I opened my mouth. I moaned as soon as our tongues touched and he ran his right fingers on the length my bare back while the left grabbed my butt. I could feel him growing aroused. My underwear was definitely a mess as I seeked friction.

‘God…’ he broke the kiss, resting his forehead against mine. ‘We have to stop baby, its going way too fast.’

But he had unleashed a monster. I grabbed his hair and kissed him roughly, knocking him back on the bed. Bucky gave in almost immediately, rolling us over so that he was on top. I used my now free hands to undo the zipper of his combat suit top, he shrugged it off hurriedly. I breathed hard and ran my hands across his bare back. He slowed the speed of our kisses and moved his mouth to my jaw, whereas I did not recognise the sounds that left my mouth. I was way too putty in his hands.

‘Gauri…’ I could not look away from his intense gaze.

‘I need that shower Bucky, I cannot let his marks be on me.’

‘I understand, which way is the guest ro—’

‘You don’t have to go.’

‘Are you sure?’ He stroked my cheek. ‘We’ve never been…that way around each other.’

‘I have never been more sure,’ I ran my fingers across his chest, making him shiver. The amount of power I had over him made me smile.

Bucky made me lock my legs around his waist as he carried me to the bathroom, kissing me soundly. There was no going back. He was mine as much as I was his…now it was only a matter of time before we showed it to each other.

Finally making my presence know

Haaye Aashiq Ho Jaane Mein

Kitna Waqt Lagta Hai

Rab Ke Ghar Mein Aane Mein

Kitna Waqt Lagta Hai

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Finally making my presence know

Haaye Aashiq Ho Jaane Mein

Kitna Waqt Lagta Hai

Rab Ke Ghar Mein Aane Mein

Kitna Waqt Lagta Hai

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Welcome 😆

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Welcome 😆

Ho Yeh Suraj Se Bhi Keh Do

Apni Aag Bujha Ke Kare

Agar Usse Baatein Karni Hain

Toh Nazrein Jhuka Ke Kare

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Ho Yeh Suraj Se Bhi Keh Do

Apni Aag Bujha Ke Kare

Agar Usse Baatein Karni Hain

Toh Nazrein Jhuka Ke Kare

Oh my I can actually imagine him saying that, with that particular pose ☺️

Imma just imagine that I am the girl in the purple bikini, like his girlfriend doesn't exist 🤣

OMG, that was so beautiful. I winced when I read the abusy scenes, I am not so much comfy reading them But it was bloody brilliant!⭐️ Keep them coming😳