MaNan ff:Love Diaries - Page 4

Nice update
Manik left for studying but kept in touch
Slowly he started getting closer to Nandini
I don't think Anjali killed herself because she loved manik
I think she did it because from start she always wanted same as what her sister had or better
For the first time Nandini denied her demand
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Chp 5: Emotional Breakdown

Nandini shockingly looked at her sister's dead body drenched in her own blood. "Anjali!," she screamed in tears shaking her body violently and took her head in her lap. "Anjali please, please wake up, you can't leave me, you're my only sibling, my best friend, my soulmate, we promised we will spend our whole life together, please wake up, you c-can't l-leave me alone," she cried hard shaking her. "Anjali please wake up," she said crying more and more hugging her dead body. Varshini sat beside Nandini. "Nandu, bacha(baby), it's not your fault," she said trying to calm her.

"Mom, Anjali went," Nandini said cryingly still hugging her sister crying on her shoulder. "Bacha, please stop crying beta," Varshini said caressing her hair, by now she was also crying. Nandini cried even more now. "Mumma I m sorry, I tried saving her but she pushed me away," she said. "I know, stop blaming yourself, it's really not your fault," Varshini hugged a crying Nandini. "Mom, when we will do her funeral, everyone will blame me, I haven't done anything," she said sobbingly. "We'll bury her in the backyard, don't worry," Varshini said and they told everything to Nandkishore as well.

Nandkishore came back home to see her daughter for the last time, and then Anjali was buried in the backyard. Nandini watched as they buried her and they were walking away cryingly but Nandini stood there lifelessly looking at the place where she was buried. She sat there on her knees. "I will miss you, I will keep you in my memories forever," she whispered. "Nandini, c'mon, let's get you to your room," said Varshini placing her hand on her shoulder but no response came. She shook her. "Nandini," she said again and she fainted the next moment.

Nandkishore picked her and took her to her room. "Anjali, please come out, don't play hide and seek," she said. "I am here," said a voice, she turned and saw Anjali. "Anjali, my angel, you came, I knew you will come," Nandini said and hugged her but she vanished. "Anjali!," Nandini shouted waking up from the dream and started crying vigorously. "Nandini, beta please," Varshini said hugging her. "Mumma she was here, she came here, I hugged her, yaheen thi woh (she was here)," she said crying loudly. Varshini hugged her and just then the doorbell rang.

Nandkishore went to answer the door. "Mumma, I can't live like this," she said crying even more. "Nandu," said a voice lovingly and Nandini rose her face from Varshini's shoulder to see the owner of the voice. It was none other than Manik. He came and sat in front of her keeping his hand over her hand. "Nandini what happened?," Manik asked and she wasn't able to speak. He hugged her and she hugged him back tighter caressing her back. "Anjali died, she left us," Nandini mumbled and he got shocked. He didn't had sibling but he could feel her pain.

He patted her hair. He blinked in assurance at her parents while still hugging her. "Nandini, you need rest," he said and laid her on the bed covering her with duvet. Her eyes were really tired. He made her sleep by difficulty. After she was in deep sleep, he went outside closing the light. "Aunty, what happened to Anjali?," Manik asked but they also couldn't speak. "OK fine, relax, don't worry, Nandini will be fine," he assured them. I talked to Anjali, how did she die? What happened to her? She sounded ok to me when I talked with her. He thought.

He stayed at Nandini's place that day so that she doesn't feels lonely. He was sitting in her room beside her while she was sleeping. Suddenly Nandini woke up having the same emotional breakdown again. "Anjali, I know you're here, please come to me," she said on the verge of crying. "Nandini," Manik said holding her shoulders. "Manik, I m going, she loves hide and seek, she might be hidden somewhere, woh haina bohat mastikhor hai (she's very mischievous)," Nandini said. "Nandini, come in your senses, Anjali is not here," Manik said. "No Manik, abhi toh idhar thi na, (she was right here)," Nandini said.

"Nandu please," Manik said. "No she's here," she said running out of the room and he ran after her. "Mumma! Have you seen my angel?," Nandini asked calling out for her mother. "Nandini, she's not here, God called her, and everything has to go there one day," Manik tried her best to explain her. She looked at him as if she was physically there but mentally not there. "Ok listen, will you come with me?," he asked and she nodded. He asked for her hand and she held his hand and they went out.

They sat in his car and drove off. Her gaze was out of the window the whole time. He stopped the car after sometime and that's when she got out of the sea of her thoughts. He got out of the car and went outside. He came and sat inside. "Look what I got for you," Manik said and she looked at his hands. "Ice cream, for me?," she asked like a child and he nodded and gave it to her and she ate. "You too eat," she said and he took a bite. She giggled as she remembered a childhood moment.

"Nandini, one bite, please," little Manik said running behind little Nandini. "No, you too didn't gave me," she said. "Sorry," he said but she continued running and he stopped. She was running in a circle and so she collided with Manik and her ice cream fell on the floor and she pouted cutely. "It happened because of you," she said pointing a finger at him. "Hahaha, I asked for a bite and you started running, wait," he said and went and brought two ice creams and they ate it together.

Chp 5: Emotional Breakdown




Nandini shockingly looked at her sister's dead body drenched in her own blood. "Anjali!," she screamed in tears shaking her body violently and took her head in her lap. "Anjali please, please wake up, you can't leave me, you're my only sibling, my best friend, my soulmate, we promised we will spend our whole life together, please wake up, you c-can't l-leave me alone," she cried hard shaking her. "Anjali please wake up," she said crying more and more hugging her dead body. Varshini sat beside Nandini. "Nandu, bacha(baby), it's not your fault," she said trying to calm her.

"Mom, Anjali went," Nandini said cryingly still hugging her sister crying on her shoulder. "Bacha, please stop crying beta," Varshini said caressing her hair, by now she was also crying. Nandini cried even more now. "Mumma I m sorry, I tried saving her but she pushed me away," she said. "I know, stop blaming yourself, it's really not your fault," Varshini hugged a crying Nandini. "Mom, when we will do her funeral, everyone will blame me, I haven't done anything," she said sobbingly. "We'll bury her in the backyard, don't worry," Varshini said and they told everything to Nandkishore as well.

Nandkishore came back home to see her daughter for the last time, and then Anjali was buried in the backyard. Nandini watched as they buried her and they were walking away cryingly but Nandini stood there lifelessly looking at the place where she was buried. She sat there on her knees. "I will miss you, I will keep you in my memories forever," she whispered. "Nandini, c'mon, let's get you to your room," said Varshini placing her hand on her shoulder but no response came. She shook her. "Nandini," she said again and she fainted the next moment.

Nandkishore picked her and took her to her room. "Anjali, please come out, don't play hide and seek," she said. "I am here," said a voice, she turned and saw Anjali. "Anjali, my angel, you came, I knew you will come," Nandini said and hugged her but she vanished. "Anjali!," Nandini shouted waking up from the dream and started crying vigorously. "Nandini, beta please," Varshini said hugging her. "Mumma she was here, she came here, I hugged her, yaheen thi woh (she was here)," she said crying loudly. Varshini hugged her and just then the doorbell rang.

Nandkishore went to answer the door. "Mumma, I can't live like this," she said crying even more. "Nandu," said a voice lovingly and Nandini rose her face from Varshini's shoulder to see the owner of the voice. It was none other than Manik. He came and sat in front of her keeping his hand over her hand. "Nandini what happened?," Manik asked and she wasn't able to speak. He hugged her and she hugged him back tighter caressing her back. "Anjali died, she left us," Nandini mumbled and he got shocked. He didn't had sibling but he could feel her pain.

He patted her hair. He blinked in assurance at her parents while still hugging her. "Nandini, you need rest," he said and laid her on the bed covering her with duvet. Her eyes were really tired. He made her sleep by difficulty. After she was in deep sleep, he went outside closing the light. "Aunty, what happened to Anjali?," Manik asked but they also couldn't speak. "OK fine, relax, don't worry, Nandini will be fine," he assured them. I talked to Anjali, how did she die? What happened to her? She sounded ok to me when I talked with her.He thought.

He stayed at Nandini's place that day so that she doesn't feels lonely. He was sitting in her room beside her while she was sleeping. Suddenly Nandini woke up having the same emotional breakdown again. "Anjali, I know you're here, please come to me," she said on the verge of crying. "Nandini," Manik said holding her shoulders. "Manik, I m going, she loves hide and seek, she might be hidden somewhere, woh haina bohat mastikhor hai (she's very mischievous)," Nandini said. "Nandini, come in your senses, Anjali is not here," Manik said. "No Manik, abhi toh idhar thi na, (she was right here)," Nandini said.

"Nandu please," Manik said. "No she's here," she said running out of the room and he ran after her. "Mumma! Have you seen my angel?," Nandini asked calling out for her mother. "Nandini, she's not here, God called her, and everything has to go there one day," Manik tried her best to explain her. She looked at him as if she was physically there but mentally not there. "Ok listen, will you come with me?," he asked and she nodded. He asked for her hand and she held his hand and they went out.

They sat in his car and drove off. Her gaze was out of the window the whole time. He stopped the car after sometime and that's when she got out of the sea of her thoughts. He got out of the car and went outside. He came and sat inside. "Look what I got for you," Manik said and she looked at his hands. "Ice cream, for me?," she asked like a child and he nodded and gave it to her and she ate. "You too eat," she said and he took a bite. She giggled as she remembered a childhood moment.

"Nandini, one bite, please," little Manik said running behind little Nandini. "No, you too didn't gave me," she said. "Sorry," he said but she continued running and he stopped. She was running in a circle and so she collided with Manik and her ice cream fell on the floor and she pouted cutely. "It happened because of you," she said pointing a finger at him. "Hahaha, I asked for a bite and you started running, wait," he said and went and brought two ice creams and they ate it together.

Nice update
Poor Nandini is in shock about what happened
Thinking all will blame her
So Anjali got to haunt because they buried her in back garden
Glad manik was there to bring her out her misery
Take it this is where manik n nandinis love starts to grow
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Chp 6: Anjali's Presence





Manik drove back to Nandini's house and applied the brake. "Manik, you made me happy, you are the best, I love you," she said kissed his cheek. He smiled at her. "Aao chalo mumma papa se toh milo (come meet mumma papa)," she said and stepped down the car, he too stepped out and they went inside. In the back garden, wind started blowing fast, the dead leaves on the floor rustled as if someone was walking upon them, but that someone was invisible. Varshini and Nandkishore were sitting waiting for Manik and Nandini. They entered and took their blessings.

Nandini hugged them and Manik assured them by their eyes. Someone walked to Nandini's room really fast and Nandini noticed it. "Mumma, Anjali," she said parting away. "She's not here," Varshini said. Her gaze was fixated at her room. "Mumma, I saw her going inside our room, I told you she will come," she said and ran upstairs followed by Manik. She entered the room. "Anjali!," she called out. "Nandini, if she was here, we would've seen her," he said. "Arey main keh rahi hoon na vo yahan aai thi matlab vo yahan aai thi (I am saying she came here means she came here)," she said.

"Look it's night, you sleep," he said. "Manik ab main bachi nahi rahi ke 9 bajay so jaun (Now I am not a kid to sleep at 9)," she said. "No arguments, sleep," he said pushing her slowly backwards to the bed making her sit. "But I don't want to," she argued. "Why?," he asked. "I won't sleep, I m not sleepy," she said and looked out of the window. He went and stood behind her holding her shoulders. "Nandini, look your parents are worried for you, take care of yourself," he said.

"Nahi horaha mujhse Manik, aaj hi gai hai vo, itna aasan nahi hai (I can't Manik, she went today only, it's not that easy)," she said and sat on the canopy curtained bed and laid on Anjali's side of bed hugging the pillow she used to sleep on and looked at their photos on the wall. Tears streamed down her face. "Anjali tum kyun chali gai? (Anjali why you went?)," she said and started crying. Manik made her sleep by difficulty. He sat by her side for some hours and went to his house. In the midnight, she woke up to drink water but the bottle was empty.

She sat up and got off the bed along with the bottle and went downstairs. She came back with another bottle and sat on the bed. On seeing the other end of the bed empty, she got sad again and caressed that side. She got tears in her eyes and got off the bed again. She went to her parents room and they were sleeping. She slowly went inside and took her mothers sleeping pills. She went to kitchen and made herself a juice mixing one sleeping pill in it and drank it in one gulp.

She kept the medicines back and went to her bed and sat resting her back on the bedboard. She slept in the same position. Her head slid down sideways but a girl's hand stopped it from falling and took her head on her shoulder. Nandini's hands wrapped around her in her sleep. The girl's hand had a promise bracelet same as it was in Nandini's hand. The girl put her left hand on her face as Nandini's head also rested on her left shoulder. "Anjali, I love you my angel," Nandini murmured in her sleep smilingly.

At 6 in the morning, Varshini entered Nandini's room and found her sleeping in an uncomfortable position. "Nandini," she said shaking her. She got annoyed in her sleep. "What mom?," she asked. "Sleep properly," she said and she slept. She went from there. Nandini felt someone hold her hand. She opened her eyes but saw no one and slept. Soft breathing sound disturbed her sleep again. "Uhm," she got irritated and put the pillow on her ear. "Tum mere jaanay ke baad itni aaram ki neend soi ho na? Main tumhare saath hoon (you're sleeping so peacefully? I am with you)," said a dry voice.

Nandini got up with a jerk. "What was that?," she said fully irritated and pulled the curtains of her bed from all four sides as it was a canopy bed. She was about to lay down, she saw shadow of two hands outside the curtain going down. She hugged her blanket and the curtain fell on her. She got scared and tried moving it. She felt someone else sitting under the curtain with her and lifted her head. She saw Anjali. "You?," she said smilingly and tried to hug her but her hands passed through her.

"Anjali you promised you won't go leaving me, how can you go?," she asked. "Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday, unseen, unheard, but always near, still loved, still missed and very dear," Anjali said and disappeared. Nandini started crying the next moment not caring about the curtain on her. She realized and got the curtain off her and stood up fixing the curtain back on it's place. She laid on her place again trying to sleep. At 1 in the afternoon, her mother came to wake her up. "Nandini, please eat something," she said.

"No mom I want to be in the bed the whole day," she replied and Varshini walked away helplessly. From the day Anjali died, she wasn't getting out of her bed, she wasn't eating anything, she kept on sleeping the whole day, even Manik tried the same thing her mother did but got helpless. One day, Nandini realized that she's gone and won't come back only when Manik took her to the Spiritual Healing Centre but she couldn't ever tell the whole thing. Life became complicated for her when her sister went until her alliance got fixed with Manik.

Nice update
So Nandini felt anjalis presence plus saw her few times
Everyone else just thought she was imagining because she missed her sister
So far Anjali seems calm n pleasant ghost
Must be the alliance is the catalyst
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Flashbacks or love story?

Hey guys, I think u all r bored with this melodrama going on in this story. There were really less twins scenes so do you want twins flashbacks or u want MaNan's love story? But if u choose love story, then also Anjali can't be eliminated... Choose wisely.

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