This is a message to all my lovely patient readers (who actually should be cursing me for leaving them hanging but instead have been sweet and understanding and have actually been encouraging me, which has left me in tears and joy).
I apologise to all of you, it is not enough and it will not be enough, to condone the delay in updating this story. And no, I am not giving up on this. But I wish to say something, the delay is not exactly on account of a writer's block it is more on account of a writer's fright. Somewhere deep down I am terrified that the future updates will only end up disappointing my readers and that they will regret having ever read this tale. A part of me whispers that unless I write and post, I will never know. I have finally decided that an unfinished story is already a terrible one, so if I complete it, the worst case would be that the story would be completed terrible story. And then the optimist in me, dances and says, 'but do you not see, since it is already a terrible story because it is incomplete, your updations cannot make it worse, and maybe it would make it better.'
Hard to reason with that twisted logic. So I will update it regularly, with a few changes - the updates would be shorter - around 3000 words instead of my standard 8000 words, that is easier for me to handle (as I have already got a couple of other ongoing stories on WP, not to mention the other writings I drabble in) as well as enable me to maintain a schedule.
I will pm the regular readers once I start the updates, which would be soon, I promise:
lots of love,
Nyna
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