Dont know how i missed reading part six.
Anyways loved both the chapter it is amazing.
Ya Twinkle and Kunj are slowly falling for each other.
Continue soon plz.
Thanks for pm.
Reading ur updates my heart always skips a heartbeat
Part 8
Moments u cherish some, some u hate and some just pass by and never notice well that's how it had been I don't remember a single day of my life in collg ..cuz moments are made...when u live life otherwise u are just nobody...because u treat life like nobody..
But I knew the moment my heart skipped for the 1st time for him..I had started living again and after today I knew I was going to make a mistake again...but it felt different
" his blue eyes make me want to fall again...his laugh makes me want to smile again...maybe I m falling in love again??? But then why doesn't it feel the same"
I stopped writing in my diary
The everlasting smile on my face faded away as I turned the pages bk..
I had last written in it when I had gt selected for mbbs
" finally I prove myself I curse myself for falling in this crap ..I destroyed one yr of my life but now no more regrets ..no more tears and no more LOVE"
I saw I had literally covered half the page with no more love..
Somewhere I felt sad...but somewhere I laughed...
To expect that all this won't affect me well it did that's what made me sad but I laughed cuz hw stupid humans are even if we are given our mistakes in written we don't bother
And are ready to commit them again.
Again sadness crept in my heart as I pulled out a photo of Dhruv
I had taken one secretly in class when he was pretending to concentrate or else the teacher would kick him out I laughed again..but it soon turned into a tear and as more tears flowed I realized ..it wasn't cuz Dhruv didn't love me back it was cuz I lost a great friend who understood me soo much..
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I looked at the medicine book saw her writing everywhere important and all..and I felt like studying as if that was my way of connecting with her and I remembered her face and oh again...my heartbeat skipped ...I wrote I love u at the side near her writing and wished she would someday write I love you too there .I laughed at how stupid I was and started studying her words echoing in my head.
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I saw him standing near the door as if he was waiting for something
He had my notes in his hand
Oh was I the one he was waiting for? A smile crept but I hid it before he could see I saw him walking towards me..
There were few people around...some turned and looked for a moment I wanted to stop him but then my heart shut my mind I waved at him
He looked surprised
My mind said stop itand my heart again shut it up
" so all done???"
" your notes saved my life and those important..I just hope they come "
I laughed and then I heard the teacher coming out and calling the students inside
It was 8 in the morning half of the class wasn't even there.
They will all come late and as this was the last test the teacher with frowning face will have to let them enter
I entered with Kunj
Very few looked as those were the nerds gang ...they were least bothered about what's going with whom and the gossip ..well I was glad about that
I headed towards the first seat but Kunj whispered to me "come towards the back"
I smiled and walked slowly behind him and sat almost at the second last and he sat behind me and I knew I will never forget this test
He constantly gave comments on every question I couldn't stop laughing
And then he said..."u need help I know everything and I burst out laughing"
..I had never laughed like that for ages...
The teacher screamed and asked me to sit in the front seat..
Then Kunj whispered " Poor guy...he doesn't know how to laugh he is jealous...go ahead...nerd"
He said in a teasing way..and I laughed again..
Chinki suddenly turned and gave me a killer stare..
I came back to my senses walked towards the front seat and carried on with the test..
"u hv gone too far"
Chinki screamed at me when I told her I had taught Kunj for like 3 hrs in library
She was the only one who knew my history.
Nd then it hit me too again I had behaved too friendly..
I remembered crying to sleep but I kept forgetting after seeing him
Before I could think more Sunny came and Chinki walked away and Kunj was standing in front of me..he had appeared outta no where!
" so r u coming to mahabaleshwar tour ???"
" nooo I have to study for surgery test "
I saw his face fall apart I felt bad
" but that's like 2 weeks later!"
" and entire book is coming"
Before he could say anything Chinki came and dragged me away I saw his sad face..but I didn't get a chance to say even sorry
But then I thought it was better I didn't go this would increase my feelings Chinki was right I had gone too far
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Why isn't she coming ??
Well that was expected my brain said u were being too friendly with her
But she waved at me. I thought she too wanted to be frienz!
As my brain and heart continued to be at war..
I sat in the last seat of bus regretting being agreed to be one of the organizers for this tour or else I would have backed out
" Hurry up Twinkle !!!" I heard Chinki's voice
I almost jumped on my seat and as I looked outside...and my eyes started searching for her
Lost in her own thoughts she was walking rather slowly and Chinki trying to make her walk fast
I did a little dance in my mind...with racing heartbeats I wished she would look at me...
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Why did I say no to him??
What if now he wouldn't come
It i better that he wouldn't be there!
And my brain was trying to take over but I knew it was a lost cause now
" hurry up Twinkle!"
Chinki was screaming on top of her lungs
As usual over excited for a tour well she was the reason I was here
And as the bus grew nearer I looked up and for some reason instead of looking straight. I looked at the end of the bus I saw his blue eyes his dimples and his shocked expression
And before anything could happen my eyes met with him and both our faces broke into a smile'.
He waved !
Before I could respond
" Chinki pulled me near the bus
She was muttering to herself
" mummy had to make Twinkle come with me so that she could keep a watch on me and Sunny ! What the hell! What should I tell that I have to keep a watch on her"
She turned with her expression scared
"I dont want u getting hurt I have seen u in pieces and u have recovered with so much difficulty I can't see u again like that and Kunj?? He is a flirt"
There were almost tears in my eyes
But she was right I had fallen apart after Dhruv and Kunj didn't really hv a clean image either seen with every cute girl of collg or at least rumours said so.
And with my heart skipping beats at an amazing pace I entered the bus...he was there at the gate holding out his hand
" gosh u were at the end of the bus" I blurted out...
And he smiled...
I looked at him and I knew ...I didn't reach out for his hand which he had gestured to help me get on the bus
Because .my mind said u are just another girl to him
" or was I?'
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Thanks
Griffy
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