I wanted to go and say sorry on behalf of my friends but now wasn't the time..
I decided to wait ...
...
"Hes not worth it Twinkle why are u even crying"
Chinki started wiping my tears
But what his friends had said had hurt me deeply and worse was not once Kunj tried to stop it
Why was I so stupid..?
I turned and saw him looking towards me I decided never ever to talk to him'
Maybe I was going extreme,,,maybe it was not his mistake ..
Oh there it goes your stupid heart reasoning every crap this guy does
The same what u did with Dhruv and u never realized he had started ignoring u the moment he started going out with Riya
"Riya is here Chinki"
Chinki's eyes widened she knew how desperate I had been for a new start and again the past was running back to me maybe it was a sign to stay away from Kunj
" Riya cant do u any harm dont worry" She said in a comforting tone..
Kunj was still looking towards me
"Chinki can we go??"
"yeah sure"
But then her cell started ringing
And in the meanwhile I started thinking what was I so scared off even if Riya told Kunj the truth..why should I bother I am just another game for him right ..
"Twinkle ...Sunny wants to meet..u konw I haven't been able to meet him since a week I am sorry..u go home straight away ok??"
Chinki was lucky to have found the love of her life
I decided to chuck away all my hearts feelings'..
Chinki left and I started walking away in the opposite direction away from Kunj away from this mess'
...
I saw her walk away towards the bike stand..and almost ran after her.. I couldn't let her go ''
I have to tell her sorry''
" Twinkle"
She didn't stop ..
" Twinkle please"
She stopped and turned
But didn't say a word'.
I caught up with her and looked into her eyes
But today there was more to her eyes apart from fear...there was sadness
I wanted to take away that pain I wanted to let her know that I wasn't playing with her
" I am sorry for what happened there ..I didn't know my friends would behave this way.. I am really sorry"
...
I was lost in his eyes...which spoke guilt and regret...even before he had said sorry.. somehow I had already forgiven him...
As if somewhere I knew it wasn't his fault...
I felt weak again
I felt I was falling again...in...
...
" how is your health,,,ummm are u eating properly...umm I mean after'u"
I hate myself mumbling..
...
I love when he mumbles and automatically a smile came across my face..my brain was angry with me..
Maybe I knew why..
But still I didn't want to accept it,,,
Suddenly all my anger I had 10 minutes ago got washed away
" thanks for asking.. I am fine! "
...
" so did u study for the medicine test ? "
" yeah I did'."
" u mean u completed all of it ??"
"yh I did why ?"
" wow...umm can u can u '"
"what??"
Her face looked puzzled and her eyes...I fell for them every time I laid eyes on them
" can u like teach me chapter 17 and 18? They are really tough" and I started mumbling again
I saw her expression change...
I knew I had gone too far... I felt like kicking myself...I shouldn't have asked her...gosh why do I ruin it always'..
...
"I m going to kill u Dhruv "
I screamed throwing books at him he hadn't studied a bit and now I had to teach him all day ..
Even though I loved to teach him...I hated him for being so irresponsible
And Dhruv came with his cute face
" Twinkle one last time plz"
...
She didn't speak for a long time as if she was lost somewhere''
" Twinkle''
...
I was gonna say nooo I didn't want myself repeating the mistakes I didn't want all to come again as once had been painful enough
Then only some guys passed by saying " oh see Kunj's new game ..what a behenji"
Those words hurt me and tears started welling up in my eyes again
I saw Kunj'sexpressions change
He turned and looked at them
He spoke in a very normal but firm voice'.
"stop passing comments"
"Ohhhooo Kunj's getting angry come on dude we are just joking'
" get lost from here''.. He raised his voice a bit
I saw his face going red.
I sensed a bigger fight...
But those guys had noticed the red face too'..
And they went away quickly
" I should go now sorry " Kunj said in a a voice which again spoke of guilt..
" don't u wanna study ???"
I looked at his surprised face
I started smiling ...
" yeah but" He was at loss of words
" there is a lot to cover...lets go ok?"
" we should go to local library..I don't want more comments"
He looked really happy... and as I looked at his eyes ...my heart skipped a beat again
...
And silently and unknowingly our first date began
I smiled to myself.. it was true I hadn't studies...but I also really wanted to spend time with her..
I saw her she was busy opening the books...I dnno how I was gonna study...I m just gonna stare at her
...
I sat beside him.. he drew the chair a bit away from me
I felt good..
He was a decent guy..
Somewhere it felt like a date
I laughed at myself.
I was so stupid...but then I immersed into studies...making him understand but whenever I lifted my head to see him..
The look on his face ...and I felt by heartbeat skip...
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