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There is this song by Evanescence, Bring Me To Life, that has always reminded of Ishani and y'day this song was fully justified. Although the entire song, IMO, represents Ishani's anguish here are the lines I find most appropriate:
And..
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
Well, there have already been deserving praises for the CVs and our actors who were at their best in months (that's for CVs). And, this episode was intense, powerful, emotional, painful and hopeful. Both Ishani and Ranveer proved why they are soulmates and why they must not leave each other.
Ishani, lying there, about to die in minutes imagined Ranveer only whilst he, totally unaware of her whereabouts, felt her. This was mesmerizing and achingly beautiful. They both always identified with each other's pain and gradually this pain became an integral part of their being. After last episode one should not have any doubt why Ranveer is Ishani's 'eternal lover' and why Ishani is not going anywhere once she comes back to him. I feel so because in the moment she was about to die, she felt she had created blunders, made mistakes that hurt both her and him, kept them apart so much that tiniest of the blow could devastate anything for them both. She regretted that bitterly, hoped to save her love from a cruel creature who she has finally come to recognize as one.
Her desperation was amazing and her hopes, life and world clung to that one thing only, or she would have given up on life way before. It's so strange that it's not others but them who save each other but still become the cause of each other's pain. What kind of love is this? Whatever is this, this is exactly what makes their love beautiful and worth our obsession.
Regarding the lyrics that I posted above, I felt the song fitting for Ishani because she had none who loved her as much Ranveer did and she not realizing this sometimes kept him away (and still does) from herself, but it's him only who makes her feel alive or she's as good as dead. In the last moment of her life she wanted to be with him and hoped him to save her. That imagination of hers there being Ranveer was poignant and proved what she actually wanted.
Thank you, CVs, for giving us *our Ishani* back. She was lost for so long, now don't want to lose her again.
Wake me up, wake me up inside I can't wake up,
Wake me up inside, save me,
Call my name and save me from the dark, wake me up
Bid my blood to run, I can't wake up
Before I come undone, save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
Wake me up inside, save me,
Call my name and save me from the dark, wake me up
Bid my blood to run, I can't wake up
Before I come undone, save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
And..
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
Well, there have already been deserving praises for the CVs and our actors who were at their best in months (that's for CVs). And, this episode was intense, powerful, emotional, painful and hopeful. Both Ishani and Ranveer proved why they are soulmates and why they must not leave each other.
Ishani, lying there, about to die in minutes imagined Ranveer only whilst he, totally unaware of her whereabouts, felt her. This was mesmerizing and achingly beautiful. They both always identified with each other's pain and gradually this pain became an integral part of their being. After last episode one should not have any doubt why Ranveer is Ishani's 'eternal lover' and why Ishani is not going anywhere once she comes back to him. I feel so because in the moment she was about to die, she felt she had created blunders, made mistakes that hurt both her and him, kept them apart so much that tiniest of the blow could devastate anything for them both. She regretted that bitterly, hoped to save her love from a cruel creature who she has finally come to recognize as one.
Her desperation was amazing and her hopes, life and world clung to that one thing only, or she would have given up on life way before. It's so strange that it's not others but them who save each other but still become the cause of each other's pain. What kind of love is this? Whatever is this, this is exactly what makes their love beautiful and worth our obsession.
Regarding the lyrics that I posted above, I felt the song fitting for Ishani because she had none who loved her as much Ranveer did and she not realizing this sometimes kept him away (and still does) from herself, but it's him only who makes her feel alive or she's as good as dead. In the last moment of her life she wanted to be with him and hoped him to save her. That imagination of hers there being Ranveer was poignant and proved what she actually wanted.
Thank you, CVs, for giving us *our Ishani* back. She was lost for so long, now don't want to lose her again.
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