Zindagi...
Zindagi kaise hai paheli , haye..
Kabhi toh hasaye , kahbi yeh rulaye..
Ha! life is a rollercoaster ride with unexpected and unpredictable sharp turns ..
I used to think life was a fairytale ,living like a princess with loads of fun and happiness..but it turned out to be different... of course with fun and happiness as a small part and parcel of life just as sadness and difficulties...
looking back at life, I contemplate, with if's and but's and why's but then after a lot of brooding and sulking i think there is no necessity to do so ,thus I shut my mind.. but the events come to my mind, those events that brought in happiness , or those which made me sad or angry... or those event on which I get perplexed and puzzled as to how or why it happened...
looking behind I see those event , imagine them, the happy moments that bring a smile on my face ,moments spent with friends and bunking classes to go to the icecream parlour or to a coffee shop, those moments when we stood up for our friends against a crazy guy or a jerk , those small happy moments spent with family on small outings to hill stations or maybe just during dinner or those when I look at a favorite actors photo and a smile crops up unknowingly and friends tease me , I blush not knowing why...
Then ...those moment which bring tears to my eyes, tears of sadness, that moment when I did not go to him to tell my feelings,when I should have ,or that moment when someones heart broke due to my refusal , I feel that pinch not 'coz I refused him but 'coz I stopped talking to him abruptly while he tried to contact me for long after that, or that moment when a loved one was detected with a dreaded disease, or those moments when In the newspaper I read manmade and natural disasters taking lives of several men , I pray in my mind to keep the others safe , at least..
those moments which perplexes and puzzles me, the perplexities of life...well actually , life is a puzzle . Sometimes, the deeper we go to set it right in place, the the more it gets tangled.. thus leaving aside the perplexities and the puzzles and concentrating on the little things of life ,
As- life is a riddle ..
sometimes it makes you laugh and sometimes cry..
hows it ?π
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