ENTRY 2
Confession - wrapped notes
As abhi sat on bed
waiting for pragya, he recalled the incidents that happened since morning,
making the day a roller coaster ride especially for him !! He never expected
that this day will become so special and surprising in his life, when he is yet
to spill those three magical words.
Early morning, when
he was returning from studio, he didn't expect the welcome to turn out this
way. He stood at the door of his room adoring the sight of his sleeping beauty,
his pragya. An orange hue entered the room through the huge French doors,
further enhancing her glowing face. Pragya leisurely opened her eyes and
noticed the pleasantly bright surroundings. Stretching herself, she walked over
to have a glimpse of the outside world.
Yeah, he knew that
... She always described everything other than their room, or more precisely,
his room as an entirely different universe.
She owned up
everything of him, be it his family, his things, and even himself.
Though I myself, Mr.
Abhishek mehra, whom she fondly calls " voh " and "suniye"
was always averse to the idea of giving my life to her, she has managed to take
over it without letting me know.
As she was lost in
her thoughts, " fuggi !! " i called her to let her know my presence
but stopped immediately at the complete view of my wife wearing my white shirt
and her PJs !!
My eyes roamed over
the shirt as if i was scanning her whole form, making pragya realize her
blunder.
She turned her face
away and got herself the much needed self confidence to retort, i guess... as
she whispered something like ... " be strong pragya, and answer back to
whatever he will hurl at you "
But when i was still
silent, not my taunting self, she forced herself to look at me ... A single
Look into my eyes brought a small smile on her face, as my eyes were already
singing praises of her beauty. I stood in awe, taking a mental photo of her to
cherish forever.
When none of us spoke
out the words which were due since long, the silence prevailing at that moment
conveyed it all ... !!
I slowly made way
towards her ... slow steps, giving enough time for her to move back, or rather
back out .
My mind was
conflicting with my own ideas ..." back out ? What the hell are you
thinking about ? "
I was still gauging
her reactions, though I knew she loved me. Her proposal was the first best
moment of us, together as a couple. But when she suddenly stopped me placing
her hand on my chest, maintaining that one hand distance, She spoke breaking my
trance ... " what are you doing ? I know that I'm wearing your shirt and
I'm sorry for that. I'll return it after washing. "
" what ? "
this was the first word of mine, since i saw her in my shirt. I quickly
recovered ... " what did I do ? Anyway, you have to return it to me. But
tell me, why did you wear it in the first place ? ... I guess you've enough
clothes to wear and don't need mine. Even if you don't have sufficient clothes,
you should've told me directly ... not like this, wearing my shirts, fuggi !!
"
" yes, I've
enough clothes, but that doesn't mean I'm not entitled to wear shirts of my
husband !! Every wife does that and hence forth, you'll also see me in your
shirts quite frequently ... got it ? Now please excuse me !! " saying so,
she disappeared from my sight within seconds leaving me amused.
This was the first
shock of the day for me ... a bold and beautiful pragya !! But my mind was
screaming ... a bold and sexy pragya !! I realized that she was ethereal way
back, but this sensuality is something I had witnessed in her for the first
time !!
This led my
attraction for her to manifold. Manifold in many ways like my longing desire
for her, ever since i realized my love for her.
The second shock of
the day came through my dadi ... yeah, our cupid !!
dadi made a breakfast
conference for her emergency to have a grandchild. When everyone was laughing
at our expense, my wife yet again amused me saying ... " dadi ... you
know, when he came to rescue me from goons...the moment I saw him, I handed
over my life to him. From that moment onwards, my life took a drastic change,
the running, chasing, drifting away and reunion, search and desperation to get
to what we believe to be our home, our safe heaven is something which I'll
cherish all my life. You must be thinking why I'm saying all these, right ?
Lemme clarify ... the moment i found myself at the receiving end of so much of
love and concern, I can't stop myself from declaring or professing my love for
those very people who showered me with love and hence, I'll reciprocate this
way ... I would love to eat tamarinds and raw mangoes this summer "
These words are just
meant for me, I know !! ... I've lived these moments with her. It was like ...
two birds in one shot !! ... pleasing my dadi and without letting anyone else
understand the depth of the words, conveying certain things to me about which
we never had a discussion. I was as overwhelmed as my dadi was, but the problem
is ... how to approach her when I never really made her feel special !!
But this has to start
somewhere and at sometime ... so, why not tonight ?
Yes, I'll accept her
love. Though the proposal was done by her, I can at least make the acceptance a
romantic one. I'll make this night the most memorable one for her, for myself
and for us as a couple.
Pragya entered the
room and saw abhi immersed in thoughts. She shook him, asking what he was
thinking. Abhi made her sit beside him, handed her a wrapped box and signalled
her to open it.
As she unwrapped the
first cover, she found a note ... " to pragya, whom I married just to take
revenge for my sister " big fat tears formed in her eyes. She didn't make
an effort to hide them, instead, she wanted him to know that it hurts her, his
hate for her hurts her the most. She wanted him clear her tears and tell her
that it was just one of his stupid pranks, but she felt dejected when he
strictly ordered her to open the next cover.
The second wrap had a
note ... " to pragya, whom I can't even stand for a second " the
tears which she held, now started flowing down her cheeks.
Even before she can
ask him as to what all this was, he spoke hastily ... " don't do emotional
drama yaar, looking at me after unwrapping every cover. Its better I sit down,
so that you need not worry that I might not notice. OK ? ... now, please do
this fast. I've lots of important things to do tonight "
The third wrap note
... " to pragya, whom I regret marrying because you are not the one purab
loves and also ... marriage with you distanced me from tanu "
As she felt the gift
getting smaller, she was afraid of the inevitable ... the divorce papers, as
she supposed !!
She screamed in agony
... " why are you doing this to me ? If you have to reject my proposal, do
it directly. Why this torture ? Why do you feel the need to break me completely
before I loose my love and life ? It'll eventually happen Mr.abhi. or, did you
also take the opportunity to kill me yourself ? ... if this is all you wanted,
just tell me and I swear I'll bring the knife myself in a minute along with as
suicide note. Is this enough for you or do you want anything more ? " she
broke down completely hugging her legs.
That was it !! ... he
could no longer hold himself from hugging her. He grabbed her in a jiffy,
hugged her tight, strong and lifting her from her legs, he murmured In her ears
... " I'm sorry ... sorry for everything and for this box !! Please first
forgive me ... this is not a prank pragya !! "
She forcefully pushed
him away from her " so, its not a prank and you are sorry for giving me
this box. Its ok Mr.abhi, when this has to happen anytime and since you want
this, I'll open it " she stopped him from approaching her, her eyes
reflected pain, anger and refusing to listen to anything he says, grabbed the
gift to unwrap the next one.
Fourth note ...
" to pragya, whom my dadi loves and who loves my dadi unconditionally
"
Fifth note ... "
to pragya, who is my biggest fan and a great friend, who loves my whole family
"
Sixth note ... "
to pragya, who can sacrifice her life for her loved ones. I'm also one of them,
in fact the second most important and loved person in her life " a smile
replaced her pursed lips relaxing abhi a bit.
Seventh note ...
" to pragya, for whom I can sacrifice my life " the smile widened
into a huge grin plastering a similar one on his face.
Last love note ...
" the before seven notes were my changing feelings towards you. When I
realized the reason for change I understood that I love you, I've been in love
with you for a while now, but I felt it within myself after your confession.
" tears again formed in her eyes, but the happy ones.
Confession note ...
" I LOVE YOU PRAGYA !! ... I LOVE YOU A LOT, I love your PATIENCE to put
up with my nonsense, your PURE HEART, AND FORGIVING NATURE, your love for our
family, for your INNOCENCE, for who you are and for what you make out of
me, for your beautiful SMILE, your EYES ... hidden under those glasses, your
sharp NOSE, your slender NECK, your petite FIGURE, your slim WAIST, and
everything else about you which I can't yet describe without seeing, but will
definitely complete this note when you let me to ... don't shy off reading
this, you'll love it "
Pragya turned a
scarlet making abhi blush at his own crazy deeds.
Union note ... pragya
stopped at the title itself and lovingly scolded ... " what is this ?
UNION NOTE ? Seriously ? Who will write such things ? You are shameless Mr.
Abhi !! "
" I know that
and it's you, who should be aware of my shameless nature and will soon come
across. But first read the note pragya "
" it feels great
to hear pragya from you, but I love your nick names as they are only for you to
call "
" then, I'll
think of another nice name for you, until then, it'll be pragya, as I've never
really called you with that name of yours !! And, if you are so shy to read the
union note in front of me, I'll close my eyes, you continue with note reading,
as there is one more left after this one."
" I'm not going
to read this note even if you are not around, ok ? I'm never going to read it
for sure and the next one must be even gross... jeez !! "
" no yaar, that
is a really cute one, at least read the next note !! "
" ok, but if
that is ... I'll kill you !! "
" oh yeah ... I
know, how well you can kill me, but be sure that after reading it, you will not
go gaga over me that I'm the cutest and best husband "
" in your dreams
!! "
Offspring note ...
" I would love to feed you tamarinds and raw mangoes from next month
itself, but I do need my special time with you before I share you with them. I
want all of you at least for 9 months before they takeover my place in your lap
!! If you are ready, then I'm the luckiest man on this earth. Let us give our
love to our family and especially my dad I, our share of love to love, play and
cherish as much as we will do !! Love you forever !! "
A smile reaching her
eyes, her eyes twinkling like stars of love, his eyes reflecting the same ...
and she swiftly threw herself on him, giving everything of her to him to love.
A simple hug went on
to become a passionate embrace, followed by a soul searing kiss and love making
sessions one after the other until they got hold of themselves and call it a
night !!
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