Here I am again, two chapters and two more tomorrow...one additional if I am able to sit and type. I am today in a lot of pain and maybe this may not be upto the mark, hope you all over look
I still see few people not able to see the depth of the story..I dont write glossy stuff, I am a crude writer ...and I cant change my style. Was surprised when people label me as a dark writer ...😆, well I believe my story had shades of light too...anyways ...I have reached the end of a long journey ...
Tomorrows update will have the Climax part 2, today is Climax 1 😆
Dedications: Every word that you all type counts ...few people I have never dedicated ..far laila-Shree, Sobtian(Anaya), Fariya 98,smiling_baby(forever silent), cutestar12(again forever silent), madhu(still miss you),Zaya 2, Zayadreamland,sweetuiq and a very very dear Twitter reader...shelja16 and Sadia ...Silently ..or with words I have always loved you all...
This ones to each of you for showering BIshq the love story it is ...love you all...
SIM
Chapter 46
Mat Jao...
As Aaliya walked back home her heart was filled with an unendurable pain ...shadows that never form at night ...she looked on the road while driving ...her heart filled with a silence now.
She couldn't figure out what had gone wrong, which was a wrong step...her coming to his life again...walking away...testing him...or hurting herself ...It was all spiral ...
Her head was spinning images as they she was sitting in a carousel ...twitching her senses every second. An emptiness ...what was she doing ...how can she let him go away ...but her Mami ..maybe he was right ...he wont tolerate anyone hurting her again ...and he was caught between his mom and her. She had no answers left ...
As the night drifted away ...she realized Suraiya, Fahad and Rizwan all had left ...and no one had said goodbye ...a sadness was trickling in her mind...maybe Suraiya had forced them too to walk away ...as Rehman came to her room...
Aaliya beta ...Davai ...she smiled...
Dad..ek baat poochu ...
Beta agar Zain ke bare mai hai toh nahi ..usne mana kiya hai ...
Nahi Mami ke bare mei hai ...woh naraaz hai kya ...
Aaliya ...haa ...khaffa hai...
Par Dad ...achanak kya hua ...
Zain ki halat nahi dekh gayi unse ..aur shyaad unhe sab kuch pata chal gaya ...joh kuch tumne yaha kiya uske saath ...
Kisne bataya ...
He looked down ....Dr.Das ne unhe bataya ...kyunki unhe darr hai Zain agar tumse door nahi gaya toh shayad bahut dar ho jayegi ...
yeh patient confidentiality ke pare hai...hum doctors koh mariz ki batein kissise bhi share karne ki izzazat nahi hai...
par ...agar patient khud koh ya doosron koh chot pahucha sakta hai ...tab humei family koh involve karna padta hai ...
Jab Zain ...koh hosh aaya ..usse pehle Dr. Das , Suraiya begum se baat kar chuke the...unhe shakh hai ki who waha jaan bujkar rukha tha ...apne aap koh choth pahuchane ke liye ...
Her heart withered ...Dad ...Mami mujhe jimmedar therati hai na ...
Beta who sirf Zain koh mehfooz rakhna chahti hai ...har maa apne bacche ke liye yehi chaati hai ...isme galat kya hai ...
Dad ...Zain mujhse door khush nahi reh payega ...
Aaliya tumhare nazdeek Suraiya begum ka dil ghabraye ga ...usne faisla kiya hai ...uski izzat karo...
He walked away ...leaving a trail of shattered heart behind ...
The morning she got up and went to her balcony ...as she tried opening her eyes she saw him sitting on his bed ...
Zain ...she shouted and rushed downstairs to meet him ...as she stood crying in front of him ...and he looked up in her eyes
Mai jahan rahu, mai kahee bhee hu, teree yaad saath hai
Kisee se kahu, ke nahee kahu, yeh jo dil kee baat hai
Kehne ko saath apane ek duneeya chalatee hai
Per chhupke iss dil me tanhaayee palatee hai
Bas yaad saath hai, teree yaad saath hai
Mai jahan rahu, mai kahee bhee hu, teree yaad saath hai
He gazed down as he was sitting on his bed ...and continued packing his bag ...as she came close to him...
Zain ...tum aa gaye...
He looked up ..Ji Saaman lene aaya tha ...kuch yehi choot gaya tha ...as he closed his suitcase ...and tried standing up...she realized he had a crutch in his hand ...his face looked tired as though he waited for long ...
Yaha do ...mai pakadti hu...
Aap rehne dijiye ...mai kar lunga ...
She forcibly took the bag from his hand ...
Andar chalo...chai peete hai ...
Phir kabhi...La intezaar kar rahi hai ...breakfast ke liye ...
Zain ...please ...
He nodded
As Aaliya went in to make tea and set everything on the dinning table...
Koyee puraanee yaad meraa rasta roke mujhse kehatee hai
Itanee jalatee dhup me yu kab tak ghumoge
Aayo, chalke bite dino kee chhanv me baithe
Uss lamahe kee baat kare, jisame koyee phul khila tha
Uss lamhe kee baat kare ke
Jisme kisee aawaaj kee chandee khanak uthee thee
Uss lamhe kee baat kare ke, jisme kisee najaro ke motee barse the
Koyee puraanee yaad meraa rasta roke mujhse kehatee hai
Itanee jalatee dhup me yu kab tak ghumoge
Chachu koh Clinic mai milunga ...kal subhah ki flight hai ...
She bit her lips...hard ...and smiled...
Tum sach mai jaa rahe ho ...
Jaana padega ...
Par tumne toh kaha tha ...mujhse saath mai lekar jaoge ...kya hua uss vade ka kya
Zidd thi ...ab majboori hai ...waise aap ka resignation Sharma sir ne accept nahi kiya hai ...aapki job safe hai ...
Zain ..mai Da se Aaliya se Aap kab ban gayi tumhare liye ...
He smirked ...jab mai Zain se naukar...driver...teacher...cousin...chachu ka assistant ...aur na jaane kya kya ban sakta hu ...toh aap bhi ban sakti hai ...
Khair koi baat nahi ..jab tak raha bahut accha waqt guzara aapke saath ...ek aakhri gift chaiye aapse ...
Bolo...she was crying again ...
Jaane kiski talaash unakee aankhon me thee
Aaraju ke musaafir bhatkate rahe
Jitane bhee woh chale, utane hee bichh gaye rah me faasale
Kwaab manjil thee, aur manjile khwaab thee
Raston se nikalate rahe raaste
Jaane kis waaste aarju ke musaafir bhatkate rahe
Ho sake toh mujhe maaf kar dena ...mera irada nahi tha ..
aapke dil mai pyaar bharkar aise chodne ka ..par Dad ke baad Mom ki duniya mere vajah se ulat gayi hai ...unhe aur nahi tod sakta ...
Agar unke kehne pe mai koi faisal let ahu ...toh usme unki galti nahi hai ..meri hai ...kamzor aadmi hu...pehle apne pyaar koh nahi baaccha saka ...aur ab apne rishte koh ...
Aap ke shares aapke name transfer kar diye the maine ..umeed hai ...aap unhe mana nahi karegi ...agar zindagi mai kabhi aapke kaam aa saku to yaad karna ...
Aaunga nahi ...par madad bhej dunga ...
Zain ...she stopped herself ...
He smiled ...Zain Abdullah ...naam toh yaad rahega na ...and got up...
Khuda Hafiz ...
She didn't respond as she saw him walk away ...hugging Abdul chacha and Kashif ...
Kahee toh dil me yaado kee, ek sulee gad jaatee hai
Kahee har ek tasvir bhahut hee dhundalee pad jaatee hai
Koyee nayee duneeya ke naye rango me khush rehta hai
Koyee sab kuchh paake bhee yeh mann hee mann kehta hai
Kehne ko saath apane ek duneeya chalatee hai
Per chhupke iss dil me tanhaayee palatee hai
Bas yaad saath hai, (teree yaad saath hai -3)
Aaliyas world was closing in darkness ...a breath that was troubling her ...she had to do something fast ...
She hatched a plan ...and coaxed Zaroon to help her ...her last resort ...
Sir Please ..ek baar aa jaye...Bhai aapko sorry bolna chahte hai ...Ok theek hai ...haa 7:00 baje ...palace mai...haa bhai aa jayenge ..waha ...
Aaliya smiled and kissed him as Zaroon kept the phone...
Miss ...aaj aapko share karne mai...jalan nahi ho rahi hai mujhe ...
Aaliya hugged him tight ...and got ready ...
La...tum yehi ruko..mai Altaf se milkar aata hu ...shayad disturb hai who ...
Zain yaha parking nahi hai ...toh mai waha ruki hu ..tum aa jana ...aur haa he looked up...Dhyan se ...
He smiled back...haa ...ab jau ...
As he entered the palace ...it was deserted ...the guard was almost closing it ...
Sir..kal aayega ...
Ji dekhye waha garden mai koi wait kar raha hai ...mai bas 15 min mai wapas aa jaunga ...
Accha jaiye par jaldi aayega ...
Zain walked slowly the crutch making a squeaky noise ...as it grew darker ...
He stood near the garden surrounded by the humongous palace ...it was a serene sight as the night insects buzzed around ...
in a fraction of second ...as he walked ahead he saw lights flashing ...a big red heart filled with small LEDs ...tingling ...reminding him of the night in Goa when he had proposed Rhea ...he walked further and saw her ...she was kneeling with a rose in hand ...smiling and crying ...
A moment ...that bite him hard ...
He slowly walked near her ...and held her hand and made her stand ...
I love you ...mat jao ...
The words that assaulted his senses..the beats boycotting him from life ...
As he wiped her tears ...
Aapse kaha tha maine...mere liye aur mushkil mat baanaye ...aap samjhti kyu nahi...
Zain ...mat jao ...khuda ke liye ...
He looked down ...Miss Haider ..kuch sapne ..kabhi haqeeqat nahi ban paate ...mat bhagiye unke peeche ..chot lagegi ...chaliye aapko ghar drop karta hu ...
She held his hand ...
Tum jee sakoge mere bina ...he starred back...
Jee raha hu na ...pyaar karna maut se bhi batar sazaaa hai ...mai bhugat raha hu na ...
Aap please apne aap koh sambhaliye ...hum acche se ek doosre se door jaaye toh dono koh kam dard hoga ...Chaliye La wait kar rahi hogi ...
Zain ...please ..laut aao ...
Aapse haath jodkar guzarish kar rahahu ...mere liye Mom ki baat is waqt maana utna hi dard deta hai jitna aapko ho raha hoga ...
par yeh unki baat thi ..ki aap se nahi milunga ...mai vada nahi todta ..umeed hai aap mujhe samjhegi ...
As Aaliya walked behind him ...she felt dead ...
Sach toh yeh hai kasur apana hain, chand ko chune kee tamanna kee
Aasamaan ko jamin par maanga, phul chaaha kee paththaro pe khile
Kaanto me kee talaash khushbu kee, aarju kee ke aag thandak de
Barf me dhundate rahe garmee, khwaab jo dekha chaaha sach ho jaaye
Isakrr hamko saja toh milanrr hee thee, sach toh yeh hai kasur apana hain
when Aalisha saw her she was shocked...Aaliya yaha kaise...as Zain sat besides her...
La..inhe ghar drop karna hai chale ...
Par Zain ..Aaliya yaha kya kar rahe hai ...
He looked outside ...Tum pooch lo ...
Aaliya bolo kya hua ..aur tum ro kyu rahi ho...
Zain tum hi bata do...kuch jhagad a hua kya tum dono ke beech ...
La...chale...
As the car started Aaliya felt a stranger to his world...when she got down ...he came out of the car ...
Aap ...theek hai na ...
She nodded ...
Chalta hu ...najane ab mulakat hogi bhi ya nahi ...
She starred back angry ...
Aap se milkar aaccha laga Mr.Abdullaha ...ummed karti hu appko fir kabhi na dekhu ...Allah hafeez ...
He smiled...Ab toh Allah hi Hafeez hai ...
As he sat back and the car reversed ...a drop of tear streaked down ...
Kahee toh bite kal kee jade, dil me hee utar jaatee hai
Kahee jo dhage tute toh malaaye bhikar jaatee
Koyee dil me jagah nayee, baato ke liye rakhta hai
Koyee apni palko par yaado ke diye rakhta hai
Kehne ko saath apane ek duneeya chalatee hai
Per chhupke iss dil me tanhaayee palatee hai
Bas yaad saath hai, teree yaad saath hai -3
Toote sapne ankhon mai hi bikhar gaye ...
Chupte hai ab joh sishe ...who ansoo bankar beh gaye
Jalta jalte insaan se raakh humein bana gaye... mite mai hi ghula gaye ...
Jab teri raah mai intezaar karte karte yuhi mit gaye ...
Ab har ek saas tera ehssas dilati hai ...
Sirf jeena ke liye Jee rahi hai tu ...bas yehi baat bol jaati hai ...
SIM
Pre-cap: a big decision that will change their lives forever ...the climax
Edited by Zainedil - 9 years ago
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