Long Rant: How many of you 'CANNOT QUIT' Beintehaa? Like me?

HOW MANY OF YOU CANNOT BRING YOURSELF TO QUIT BEINTEHAA?

No matter how much you try, you just CAN NOT?

How many of you cannot forget the fact that THIS VERY SHOW GAVE YOU SO MANY SMILES AND SO MANY JOYS AND SO MANY BUTTERFLIES?

How many of you cannot forget THAT THIS VERY SHOW GAVE YOU A REASON TO LOOK FORWARD TO AN OTHERWISE BORING NIGHT?

How many of you cannot forget the fact that THIS VERY SHOW GAVE YOU ZAIN.

GAVE YOU AALIYA.

GAVE YOU ZAYA.

How many of you, because of these reasons, CANNOT LEAVE BEINTEHAA?

Because you feel connected, you feel obliged?

That when Beintehaa gave you more than you ever asked for, how can you, no matter what shit happens in it, just leave it like that?

I do.

I feel like it.

I cannot leave it.

Even if I want to.

I'm always pulled back.

Pulled back because it gave me a reason to smile.

A reason to be happy when Qubool Hai was crushed and I was dying and drowning in a sea of my own tears.

And then there was Beintehaa.

And then there was light.

And then I was happy.

How can I not give my everything to something which gave me so much happiness?

I have to.

I will.

Jo bhi jiya, Woh jiya meine.

Jo bhi kiya, Tujhse kiya.

Beintehaa...❤️

Is there anyone else like me? Anyone who feels so connected?

Or have I gone MAD?

P.S.-- My patient and so so lovely FF followers, an update is on your way.