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Cause I loved loved loved today's episode <3
And because I couldn't sleep cause I was busy drooling,awing and laughing at their amazing and outstanding performance 🤣
Reading tip:Read VERY SLOWLY.
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"Yeh kya badtameezi hai?"
"Badtameezi toh nai hai madam."
One step closer, one step away.
"Malkin hum mein tumhari."
"Pata hai madam."
Another step closer, another step away.
His eyes bore into me, unnerving me.
"Dekho, Naukri is nikal dungi tumhe."
"Garib ke pait pe laat mat mariye madam. Biwi ke sath guzara nai hoga."
I didn't know why I was running away anymore.
"Mujhe ye-yeh sab bilkul pasand nai."
"Kyun madam?"
Another step closer.
My back hit the wall and his arms came up, trapping me.
Yet I didn't feel trapped.
And I had no more steps left.
He still came closer.
Something that had died inside me a year ago came to life again.
Maybe it was hope. Maybe it was love.
I looked into his eyes, his gaze compelling me too.
It felt hard to breathe when he looked at me like that.
I had not felt like that since a year.
He still came closer.
My eyes travelled to his lips.
Those same lips that had kissed me innumerable times.
My breath caught in my chest.
Those same lips which I had kissed innumerable times.
My stomach fluttered.
One year since I felt like this.
Branded under his gaze.
I missed him.
I tried to look away but his breath fanned my face making it hard too.
But yet I did.
We were not supposed to be together.
We weren't meant to be.
But when I looked up, he was still there.
His face closer.
I mustered all the energy that I had left and pushed him away.
He was breathing hard too.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I wanted to forget him. That a Zain Abdullah had ever existed in my life.
But the truth was I was still standing in the hotel lobby where he whispered those three words.
In the hall of Barkat where he mocked me.
Besides the grave of mamu where he shattered us and all that we had.
I tried so hard to let it go.
I was numb all these months
Until he came along again.
What overcame me, I dont know.
Perhaps I wanted to hug him all along.
Wanted to feel him against me.
Wanted to loose myself in his presence.
Wanted to feel his arms engulfing me, cherishing me.
Loving me.
Whatever I wanted to feel, it felt good to be back in his arms.
Back home with a sense of belonging.
Even if it was momentary.
****
Hey guys. I know that this is utter crap but I am so happy after watching the epi.
It is crap and I am blaming Harshika cause I can't think properly.
😛
And I need to go get some sleep.
Likes and comments are appreciated.
Heartily.
And the dialouges don't belong to me.
I wish it did.
Shabak khair peeps.
Will pm everyone kal :)
Oh and a moment of silence for all the victims and heros of 9/11.
Pray for their souls
😊
And because I couldn't sleep cause I was busy drooling,awing and laughing at their amazing and outstanding performance 🤣
Reading tip:Read VERY SLOWLY.
***
"Yeh kya badtameezi hai?"
"Badtameezi toh nai hai madam."
One step closer, one step away.
"Malkin hum mein tumhari."
"Pata hai madam."
Another step closer, another step away.
His eyes bore into me, unnerving me.
"Dekho, Naukri is nikal dungi tumhe."
"Garib ke pait pe laat mat mariye madam. Biwi ke sath guzara nai hoga."
I didn't know why I was running away anymore.
"Mujhe ye-yeh sab bilkul pasand nai."
"Kyun madam?"
Another step closer.
My back hit the wall and his arms came up, trapping me.
Yet I didn't feel trapped.
And I had no more steps left.
He still came closer.
Something that had died inside me a year ago came to life again.
Maybe it was hope. Maybe it was love.
I looked into his eyes, his gaze compelling me too.
It felt hard to breathe when he looked at me like that.
I had not felt like that since a year.
He still came closer.
My eyes travelled to his lips.
Those same lips that had kissed me innumerable times.
My breath caught in my chest.
Those same lips which I had kissed innumerable times.
My stomach fluttered.
One year since I felt like this.
Branded under his gaze.
I missed him.
I tried to look away but his breath fanned my face making it hard too.
But yet I did.
We were not supposed to be together.
We weren't meant to be.
But when I looked up, he was still there.
His face closer.
I mustered all the energy that I had left and pushed him away.
He was breathing hard too.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I wanted to forget him. That a Zain Abdullah had ever existed in my life.
But the truth was I was still standing in the hotel lobby where he whispered those three words.
In the hall of Barkat where he mocked me.
Besides the grave of mamu where he shattered us and all that we had.
I tried so hard to let it go.
I was numb all these months
Until he came along again.
What overcame me, I dont know.
Perhaps I wanted to hug him all along.
Wanted to feel him against me.
Wanted to loose myself in his presence.
Wanted to feel his arms engulfing me, cherishing me.
Loving me.
Whatever I wanted to feel, it felt good to be back in his arms.
Back home with a sense of belonging.
Even if it was momentary.
****
Hey guys. I know that this is utter crap but I am so happy after watching the epi.
It is crap and I am blaming Harshika cause I can't think properly.
😛
And I need to go get some sleep.
Likes and comments are appreciated.
Heartily.
And the dialouges don't belong to me.
I wish it did.
Shabak khair peeps.
Will pm everyone kal :)
Oh and a moment of silence for all the victims and heros of 9/11.
Pray for their souls
😊
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