FREEDOM IS NOTHING BUT MISSING YOU

Hi all!

Let me start off by saying that I'm 'new' to this forum.

I love reading your posts on the Beintehaa forum daily and have been since I signed up a few months ago -Beintehaa was the reason I signed up on IF and was the first Indian serial that I loved and got hooked on-, but I hardly ever post on forums myself!

This morning, on my way to work, I was listening to the following song and I realized how well it describes Zain's state of mind.

Please let me know what you think! 😳

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I'm so glad you made time to see me.

How's life? Tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever,

We small talk, work and the weather,

Your guard is up and I know why.

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind.

You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,

Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,

I watched you laughing from the passenger side.

Realized I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.

I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,

So good to me, so right...

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry.

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Maybe this is wishful thinking,

Probably mindless dreaming,

But if we loved again...

I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't.

So if the chain is on your door...

I understand.

~

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."

And I go back to December...

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.

I go back to December all the time.

All the time.

Back to December by Taylor Swift

Well welcome 2 bi world!!

I love this song

I also joined this forum just bcoz of beintehaa😊 perfect song for zain's state of mind as 4 now.

i luv ds song nd its perfect f rd situation!