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Hi guys! God, I am feeling so hungry. You know what? I have kept a fast today. And today I can only eat thinks made of Khoya. And according to my diet, I can't eat. So I can just drink milk. I have been gulping down 6 glasses of milk since morning. Can't even put some coffee powder into it. Torture! Okay guys, back with a new one.
WARNING: This is NOT a happy ending. Please avoid reading if you want some really heart-warming. For sensitive, please don't read this!
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Dear Zain,
How do I even start Zain? You have been so angry at me lately that I am left speechless. You wanted to know right? That why did I do that with Mamu? Sorry Zain.. I don't have any answers. I don't have answers when you ask me that why did I do this to 'your father'. I don't have answers when you ask me to leave. I don't have answers when you ask me why did I do this to you. I am not left with any answers Zain. I am BLANK.
Today you gave me my FINAL talaaq. Zain I hope you get the best woman in the world as your wife. I was certainly not the one. And I think at some point of time you will feel guilt, but try to overcome that feeling. It wasn't your fault Zain! It was mine. It was mine as I felt that you loved me. That I fed Maamu those medicines which effected him so badly. I am sorry Zain. I am so so sorry.
But today Zain, the hole in my heart. The whole which had been becoming bigger and bigger since the time Maamu left me and you.. you decided to give divorce to me. The whole will close today Zain. And you will know how soon.
I have always been like this Zain. I want to help each and everyone. I didn't file the complaint Zain. I had gone to meet Rizwan and Aayat when Rehaan told me about it. I went to the hotel they stayed that minute with Ammi & Abbu, and till then I knew you were there. Then after some time I saw the news, YOU WERE IN JAIL ZAIN. Domestic Violence? Why on earth will I ever file a complaint against you Zain? Against Maami? She is my Maami- uhh.. 'was' my Maami first and later my mother-in-law. I can never do anything like that to both of you!
But now its too late Zain. I know you will want to crush this paper and through it in the trash. But you never gave me a chance to speak Zain. You didn't so I had to write this.
It seems like a joke now, doesn't it? Its almost like we were pretending to be in 'love'. Love.. Do you even know what that means Zain? Sometimes I almost laugh thinking about what our relationship has got into Zain. What it was in the starting. And what it is now?
And the day when we completed our marriage. Zain, I hid something from you this whole while. And I think I should have told you but Maami would have thought of it as another drama of me to stay close to you. I AM PREGNANT ZAIN. 5 MONTHS. And I am really sorry Zain! I am really really sorry.
What hurt me more was when one day I was passing through Fahad bhai's cabin, I saw Maami and Shazia Bhaabhi sitting there. They were planning on your second NIKAAH. YOUR NIKAAH?? You are going to someone elses. She is going to touch you. To kiss you. It gave me a crying feeling. I somehow gulped down my tears. You are going to be someone's Zain. Someone WHO WILL NOT BE ME!
So Zain today I had to take a decision. I know you would be mad at me for coming into your room. But I had to see you once Zain. For the last time! Maybe I won't ever be able to see you again Zain. Don't worry! You still have a bag full of memories with you, of me. The day we meet. The day we got married. The day we confessed. And then the series of events.
I have taken a decision Zain. There is only one way I could get out of this. WE could get out of this. And there is only one person who could help me through this. And that's Maamu.
BYE ZAIN. I AM GOING TO MAAMU!
Try not to miss me. This time, I won't be back.
Tumhari Maamu ki Bhaanji
Tumhari Malika-E-Zain.
TUMHARI AALLIYA!
"Zain Zain tu jaldi aa! Zain Bhaabhi theek nhi hai Zain! Zain tu sunn rha hai kya? Zain? Zain?" No replies from the other side of the phone.
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Sorry people. Did I get you too emotional? I was crying too reading through it. I am so sorry. So do leave your comments and likes please. And buddy "harshadfan_pm" for PM's. I will no longer be sending PM's through this account.
Thanks a lot and take care.
Lots of love,
-Tanu! :)
WARNING: This is NOT a happy ending. Please avoid reading if you want some really heart-warming. For sensitive, please don't read this!
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Dear Zain,
How do I even start Zain? You have been so angry at me lately that I am left speechless. You wanted to know right? That why did I do that with Mamu? Sorry Zain.. I don't have any answers. I don't have answers when you ask me that why did I do this to 'your father'. I don't have answers when you ask me to leave. I don't have answers when you ask me why did I do this to you. I am not left with any answers Zain. I am BLANK.
Today you gave me my FINAL talaaq. Zain I hope you get the best woman in the world as your wife. I was certainly not the one. And I think at some point of time you will feel guilt, but try to overcome that feeling. It wasn't your fault Zain! It was mine. It was mine as I felt that you loved me. That I fed Maamu those medicines which effected him so badly. I am sorry Zain. I am so so sorry.
But today Zain, the hole in my heart. The whole which had been becoming bigger and bigger since the time Maamu left me and you.. you decided to give divorce to me. The whole will close today Zain. And you will know how soon.
I have always been like this Zain. I want to help each and everyone. I didn't file the complaint Zain. I had gone to meet Rizwan and Aayat when Rehaan told me about it. I went to the hotel they stayed that minute with Ammi & Abbu, and till then I knew you were there. Then after some time I saw the news, YOU WERE IN JAIL ZAIN. Domestic Violence? Why on earth will I ever file a complaint against you Zain? Against Maami? She is my Maami- uhh.. 'was' my Maami first and later my mother-in-law. I can never do anything like that to both of you!
But now its too late Zain. I know you will want to crush this paper and through it in the trash. But you never gave me a chance to speak Zain. You didn't so I had to write this.
It seems like a joke now, doesn't it? Its almost like we were pretending to be in 'love'. Love.. Do you even know what that means Zain? Sometimes I almost laugh thinking about what our relationship has got into Zain. What it was in the starting. And what it is now?
And the day when we completed our marriage. Zain, I hid something from you this whole while. And I think I should have told you but Maami would have thought of it as another drama of me to stay close to you. I AM PREGNANT ZAIN. 5 MONTHS. And I am really sorry Zain! I am really really sorry.
What hurt me more was when one day I was passing through Fahad bhai's cabin, I saw Maami and Shazia Bhaabhi sitting there. They were planning on your second NIKAAH. YOUR NIKAAH?? You are going to someone elses. She is going to touch you. To kiss you. It gave me a crying feeling. I somehow gulped down my tears. You are going to be someone's Zain. Someone WHO WILL NOT BE ME!
So Zain today I had to take a decision. I know you would be mad at me for coming into your room. But I had to see you once Zain. For the last time! Maybe I won't ever be able to see you again Zain. Don't worry! You still have a bag full of memories with you, of me. The day we meet. The day we got married. The day we confessed. And then the series of events.
I have taken a decision Zain. There is only one way I could get out of this. WE could get out of this. And there is only one person who could help me through this. And that's Maamu.
BYE ZAIN. I AM GOING TO MAAMU!
Try not to miss me. This time, I won't be back.
Tumhari Maamu ki Bhaanji
Tumhari Malika-E-Zain.
TUMHARI AALLIYA!
"Zain Zain tu jaldi aa! Zain Bhaabhi theek nhi hai Zain! Zain tu sunn rha hai kya? Zain? Zain?" No replies from the other side of the phone.
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Sorry people. Did I get you too emotional? I was crying too reading through it. I am so sorry. So do leave your comments and likes please. And buddy "harshadfan_pm" for PM's. I will no longer be sending PM's through this account.
Thanks a lot and take care.
Lots of love,
-Tanu! :)
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