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This fic is inspired by the song The story of my life, By One direction.
Do listen to it while you read.
The words in italics are the lyrics.
Happy reading.
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Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone
12th July, 2018
I waited for her that night.
I waited for her to come to me and snuggle beside me like she usually does.
She didn't.
Maybe she was afraid.
Afraid of me.
And I had given her the reason to.
My heart clenched at the thought.
The next morning, she told those words.
"I can't Zain" she gasped.
Her eyes were wide. With fear.
That was the reason I let her go.
She loved me, I consoled myself.
My heart.
I knew she loved me.
But she was afraid.
Of me. Of my love.
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holding on too tight
With nothing in between
That was the second of many nights I slept alone.
Without her.
For the first time since I loved her.
My arms felt painfully empty.
That was the first night I cried for her.
Why shouldnt I?
She cried too. Because of me.
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still
9th September, 2017.
"Why the hell are you even alive? Go sit somewhere and cry like you usually do.!"
She flinched visibily.
But I was too drunk to care.
I had told her not to take up the job.
But she just had to.
That was the first time I had hurt her with my words.
The first of many my bitter tongue made her lovely self feel lowly.
That was the night my love started getting dangerous.
Oh, only if I knew.
10th August, 2018.
I tried. I tried to love again with all my heart.
But I couldn't.
She didn't laugh like her
She didn't think like her.
She didn't have her eyes.
She wasnt like Aliya.
My Aliya.
The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke
Inside
The story of my life.
15May, 2016.
"And I vow to keep you happy at all times.
And agree to give the last slice of pizza to you. I vow to protect and cherish you for all your life.
And make sure no harm befalls you.
I vow to be your dream man.
I vow to trust you at all times.
I vow to love you, Always.
Till the end. Forever and ever. [/I]
He broke every one of those promises.
Every single one but the last.
He still loved her.
6 April, 2018.
"Zain, you are hurting me!"
She wrung her wrist free of his grip.
Her wrist had angry red welts.
A lone tear escaped her eye.
But I didn't care. I was furious.
"What the hell were you doing with him?" I snarled.
"He is my boss!"
"Oh, so you are having an affair?"
"What is wrong with you? Talk to me when you have calmed down and not drunk!" She had screamed.
I grabbed her hand again.
She struggled.
That was the night I hit her for the first time.
The first of many.
That was the night she had that look of disbelief on her face.
That look didn't cross her face again, ever.
Maybe she had got used to it.
But I swear.
I swear on my life I loved her.
I love her still.
I do.
*****
No copyright intended. Song belongs to the band One Direction.
This is what happens when love turns ugly.
Do drop your reviews behind.
Constructive critisism is wholeheartedly welcome.
I'll send pms in the morning.
Please like And comment.
That is what inspires us writers to write more.
It will just take two minutes of your time.
If you want pms to my works buddy me.
-Sanika.
Do listen to it while you read.
The words in italics are the lyrics.
Happy reading.
****
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone
12th July, 2018
I waited for her that night.
I waited for her to come to me and snuggle beside me like she usually does.
She didn't.
Maybe she was afraid.
Afraid of me.
And I had given her the reason to.
My heart clenched at the thought.
The next morning, she told those words.
"I can't Zain" she gasped.
Her eyes were wide. With fear.
That was the reason I let her go.
She loved me, I consoled myself.
My heart.
I knew she loved me.
But she was afraid.
Of me. Of my love.
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holding on too tight
With nothing in between
That was the second of many nights I slept alone.
Without her.
For the first time since I loved her.
My arms felt painfully empty.
That was the first night I cried for her.
Why shouldnt I?
She cried too. Because of me.
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still
9th September, 2017.
"Why the hell are you even alive? Go sit somewhere and cry like you usually do.!"
She flinched visibily.
But I was too drunk to care.
I had told her not to take up the job.
But she just had to.
That was the first time I had hurt her with my words.
The first of many my bitter tongue made her lovely self feel lowly.
That was the night my love started getting dangerous.
Oh, only if I knew.
10th August, 2018.
I tried. I tried to love again with all my heart.
But I couldn't.
She didn't laugh like her
She didn't think like her.
She didn't have her eyes.
She wasnt like Aliya.
My Aliya.
The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke
Inside
The story of my life.
15May, 2016.
"And I vow to keep you happy at all times.
And agree to give the last slice of pizza to you. I vow to protect and cherish you for all your life.
And make sure no harm befalls you.
I vow to be your dream man.
I vow to trust you at all times.
I vow to love you, Always.
Till the end. Forever and ever. [/I]
He broke every one of those promises.
Every single one but the last.
He still loved her.
6 April, 2018.
"Zain, you are hurting me!"
She wrung her wrist free of his grip.
Her wrist had angry red welts.
A lone tear escaped her eye.
But I didn't care. I was furious.
"What the hell were you doing with him?" I snarled.
"He is my boss!"
"Oh, so you are having an affair?"
"What is wrong with you? Talk to me when you have calmed down and not drunk!" She had screamed.
I grabbed her hand again.
She struggled.
That was the night I hit her for the first time.
The first of many.
That was the night she had that look of disbelief on her face.
That look didn't cross her face again, ever.
Maybe she had got used to it.
But I swear.
I swear on my life I loved her.
I love her still.
I do.
*****
No copyright intended. Song belongs to the band One Direction.
This is what happens when love turns ugly.
Do drop your reviews behind.
Constructive critisism is wholeheartedly welcome.
I'll send pms in the morning.
Please like And comment.
That is what inspires us writers to write more.
It will just take two minutes of your time.
If you want pms to my works buddy me.
-Sanika.
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