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Broken spell among innocent souls... { A Recap of EPI 112-114} NEW
Broken spell among innocent souls... By ArshiHamesha
{ A Recap of EPI 112-114} NEW
~"I have not broken your heart - you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine." ~
Lips were close to touch each other ...souls were ready to taste the innocence when spell got broken by the stroke of bell...
He detached himself with a remorse of his actions and she cursed at her own morals...
"How could I?..."
He asked himself how could he slip for the moment to fall for any and she asked how could she go against her principles,but both couldn't resist the jolt what they had felt with an enormous force.She wanted to ask him "Why?" and he had no strength to answer or face this truth and while running away from her strong vortex he stepped away from her by holding Lavanya's hand.
"We are marrying ..."
What a night!? a girl who felt the amorous touch of her beloved first time and got an annulment as well on the same night ..the night for which she dressed up in red saree and prepared sweets ,lit brightness around but her own "choti si Duniya"[her small life] couldn't get a glimpse of it and became more darker.
What a night?When he knew he was wrong"galat" as his eyes were quivering ,cursing and blaspheming him each time by her shattering sight.But Arnav Singh Raiada ko kissi larki se koi fadak nahin padta ...nahin... main galat nahin hoon...[Not a single girl matters to me...I am not wrong.] to keep his control intact.
Arnav Singh Raizada ,from inveigle state to frightened one ,when he was ready to take those scrumptious ,luscious, heavenly, quivering lips in his with a command and he wanted her to look at him while doing that as he stroke her hair makinhg her shiver with his touch...
and she was ready to give in as she looks back at him in his response ,in her innocence without even realizing it .
ASR's eyes stayed at her after seeing her state as his heart said several times "you do matter to me ..but I'm sorry
~because Arnav Singh Raizada can't be weak in Love.~What a moment of broken spell.
What a night? where his eyes never left her in passion or in abhorrence ,If ASR was back so was Khushi with tears...which always made him "Kamzor" weak!...Unbearable pains for both of them,If its hard for her to leave so is impossible for him to watch her going away.If her steps were refusing to leave him ,his pondering eyes were doing the same.Seriously iss pyar ko kya naam doon...[what should I name this love]
Earlier gloated behavior changed into regret now when Lavanya dragged Khsuhi back to her.He just gulped down her unanswered painful questions which were flowing through her tears but there was a hint of surprise ..."kiss mitti ki bani hai yeh" [what kind of girl is that]as she delivered sweets under smilely mask of vivacious and chirpy KKG.He was seeking her real Khushi behind the mask.His astonishment changed into perplexity when Mamiji indicates Khushi's last day at work.She will not be here anymore...hmmm
She left with unbearable pain as it was painful to mask the smile and he left in anger when everyone wanted him to fix the date of marriage..."He didn't want to marry with La...never wanted to"
BUT he wasn't realizing that...he will way later and that day he will seek forgiveness from Lavanya...
He went after her..to seek answers and for her safety...it was NIGHT...she tried to avoid ,"nahin ...hum chale gyenge"[No I will go by myself]
Arnav imperviously and unyielding practicing his right ,"Shut up and sit in the car..."
He wanted to push her away for her own safety...by breaking her completely as his self created shells were weak infront of her...
She congratulated him while he pushed her where she wanted to know couple of minutes ago
"Why did he have her anklet?" and why was he doing all couple of minutes ago..???"
BUT she refused to listen...she didn't want to show him her vulnerability ...
yes It didn't matter to me either...tit for tat...so stubborn both of them.
How could a man be like this cold and shrewd on a mission to shatter a girl like this.He knew it matter to her as he had seen this in her eyes ,he had felt that in her every move and even her heart beat conveyed as always that she loves him as he does...that but he was adamant to make her realize that it does matter to me and you too...
But her refusal to know about her anklet and the weak moment in between them raged him and he asked to get out from his car
Khushi looked at him helplessly which provided him power regardless internally he was shattered more than her but his blatant actions were helping him in this mission to keep her away .
Her whole attempt not showing her weakness rolled down through tears and she closed the door after running into her home ,but fate was way cruel tonight and he had to be back with her wallet .He hands her the wallet, eyes dark ,cold but still with a flicker of firmness "tumne gadi mein chhor diya tha... "
and he first time met her parents...to make her surprise with his caring side...and he found how deeply she cares for him when she forbids her mother not to give him sweets as he is diabetic...
_But when she came out to bid bye, the story is different
His gazes still refused her sight..."shukriya..." [thank you ]she said... in tension. , she's perturbed and disarrayed while saying it
"humara batwa lautane keh liye..." [for returning my purse]
He stopped, clenched his jaws as he had enough of her resilience against his wrath and every move of her tonight is bubbling his lava to erupt and this is the last straw in it.He wanted to break her ..to keep his shell on even its shattered one.My heart goes down when he turned with his stone exterior behind of which a king , a young man wanted to embrace her queen in his arms for eternity but he was on a mission to hate her as much as he could to get his control back and he got another reason to distend here...[just want to hug these both]
stop leaving your things her and there like you left your anklet by my poolside, don't take any wrong meaning of it that some rich was holding it near to his heart ,it has no meaning for me and that was the last nail in the coffin.[My heart breaks in million pieces with her as her first love who made her feel that way which she never did before telling her all this that she is nothing ...]
Khushi in abhorrence and revulsion with baffling around his concerns,care , and delicacy while not letting her out of his sight the whole night ,putting her anklet on her and above all luring his electable lips near hers..."Koi Matlab Nahin Hai"[has no meaning] by emulating ASR...
Arnav like an ankle biter going in for ruthless and intimidating way to kill her innocent spirit," maybe for you it is.. you must have thought your life is set now. But For me neither you nor that thing has any importance.Here is proving her "haan nahin hai Dil ASR keh seene mein..."[ASR does not have any heart]
Sad Raba Ve slides in to increase the pain...to intensify her sudden reaction in her rejection "meant nothing" by the very first man who meant everything to her.
Her clutching her wallet shows how strongly she is still clutching on Arnav...
Her ambling ,holding and sitting every move tells stance of her broken and shattered state even which turned into completely break down when Payal reminds her about lost anklet...
Khushi in mortifying state"uss baat ka koi matlab nahin tha, jiji."[It means nothing jiji]
She ran into her room ,locked in herself..crying her out loud...
Tu hi bata BG scores high notes in her convulsion state.
Khushi with excruciating pain by hugging herself with endless tears, which are rolling down without control monotonously...[ I feel like hugging her badly] other side ,Arnav roaming around aimlessly like a stone figure pretending without heart but her pearly face was roaming over and over in front of his eyes pulling him in the vortex of love and hate .
...tu hi bata mere maula in the BG intensifies to bring these two who neither can live with each other nor stay away from each other .Her sniveling is unbearable as it always make him "kamzore"...as he halts the SUV by closing his eyes leaning his head backward in his turbulent state as there is no way to run for Arnav Singh Raizada this time as he can't hide anymore from the pain he caused her...[I want to hug him too so he can let it go]
Raba Ve...Iss pyar ko kya naam doon
What should I name this Love...
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