A Journey of Passion...
[From unconscious to conscious]
By
ArshiHamesha
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MAIN POINTS...[ Color ..White...symbolizes purity and Blue as water ...symbolizes Honesty...Loyalty and passion with intense Love... Don't forget Arnav and Khushi's colors...mixing green light [Khushi], red light Arnav] and blue light...you get a white shining light but when you mix colors as a paint...these three make black ...which symbolizesunconscious ...dark ...no color...and White light with these three symbolizes pure and clear conscious Which he is embracing tonight seeing things clearly with beliefs]...
A pure Passion ,which was flowing with wings on the screen.The love and the passion is taking new shape here.The passion which started the day when this angel fell in his arms and a heated desire surged through them which they both fought with intensity within their hearts and minds for months . But ,after dancing at the tunes of their fate, these two souls have finally found each other .The Love and passion which has been bubbling within their core, all this time has seeped in their visage in such a way that their unconscious minds and souls have connected with each other from miles away.
He was in a closed room , a bit dark and he stands in the light and in white...meaning his unconscious is lifting him from all of the worries and he himself wants to leave it behind to mingle with love and happiness with pure heart.Unlike all the time, with his button up shirts and vests, he has his buttons open and lose shirt...meaning he wants freedom from his barriers and inhibitions...Just like a birth of a pure soul within him .
Khushi , an angel , a firefly, [Buaji's Titiliya , Parmeshawatri...] is approaching in white and blue...a pure and honest soul to release him from all of these worries with her touch and he couldn't believe it after realizing that she is his, and only his since she has confessed submitted herself in his arms , in his life..."It matters because of you..." .
He comes from dark to the light and then faces her while she doesn't lose her eye contact without moving...an acceptance of Love from his side with purity within from both sides .She will never move from her protective and lovable side for her man just like him as he encircles around her before grabbing her from her waist to pull her closer and digs his face into the curve of her neck to dominate his love and trust and she surrenders to him with closed eyes by putting aside all of her worries, her burdens, and her fears and clasps his hands with hers to show her trust and complete faith in him. They both are willing to submit their souls putting all inhibitions ,misunderstandings , fears, confusions and barriers aside.
She turns around and shows her complete trust by looking into his intense eyes , so close to his heart by caressing his face with her hand and then the moment he touches her face, she lowers her eyes and hand and turns to walk away and then pauses, sees his pain and yearning for her in his eyes .She knows he wants her but he won't say that ...this is where Diwali comes...When she submitted her heart to him unconsciously yet he rejected her ...but she came back to him right in his arms just like the Sheesh Mahal night ...He wanted her back as he went after her to the temple but his ego didn't let him say that...today in his unconscious , he is still living in his rooted fears, as all of his loved ones go away from him...and Khushi also did go away from him as he felt that when he found out her engagement and he couldn't see her going away from him in his possessiveness...This is his fear which always lingers in his subconscious and losing her is the biggest one."Khushi muj se wada karo ...mujhe Khabi Chod keh nahin jaogi..."[promise me , you will never leave me again...]
They both follow their hearts and the pull brings them to move towards each other...as She always surrenders to is protective and possessive side...She feels safe and home in his embrace ...under his touch ...Payesh wedding when both consciously come closer and he submits his heart to her and gets shattered at the terrace night...as he holds her face with both hands, with open heart as she surrenders to his love and passion but the next moment she lowers her eyes...can't meet him with purity...and has hidden Shyam's truth...and disappears from his hands..like someone snatched her away from him...
"Kyuon Khuda tun ne mujhe aisa Khawab dikhaya jab haqiat main ussey todna tha..."
"Ek dooje se huwe juda jab ek dooje keh liye bane"
He gets lost in his search but she runs back to him... and hugs him, clings to him without leaving any air in between...This is after marriage when she is trying to keep her faith, which she has since the day he made her his... while holding that manglasutre...to win him back and she tried everything with her pure heart and love ...either by teasing him or tearing him apart...[ from Holi...till Swami...from preeto till suicide...from bridge till airport] ...But a picture says million words...She is clasping him tightly and he doesn't remove her either and leans towarfs her , listens every beat her heart makes for him... and holds her hand with his ...She is screaming for his touch ,his love all this time and he gives in...to his own longing for her...She is his strength to come out and accept always ...from first sorry till now...She is pulling him and he couldn't resist either besides all the odds..."Khushi ! I love You!!!...No words ever needed for expressing the ocean of love in his heart for this girl who he adores more than his own life.
He doesn't let his grip on her lose or she even let him do so as she pulls his hand to embrace her .She was embracing him, encircling him with all of his strength and love with both hands... , he is embracing her , hugging her , soothing her in his embrace with both hands while his one hand is on her head.Yes this is what he gave her , his assurance, his Love, his support during all this time...from the day of his confession to the hut...since then he is encircling around to make her his...to be one soul...Both are yearning for each other with longing and raging emotions with raw passion...as both are hugging each other in their tight embrace.
Once again she lifts her head up, looks at his smiling and soft face and her eyes are longing for his lips as always just like him...the passion which burned her on Diwali night in her unconscious is his unconscious now...She doesn't want to move away but she walks away ...and this time he is not restless searching for her here and there...just keeps looking at her with his longing for her knowing the reason...as he knows she is going for certain purpose...that will come when she will go away for Anjali ..as we can see reluctance in her walk and in her eyes...she doesn't want to but she has to...This time when she turns and pauses...she doesn't see sadness in his eyes...just sees longing and yearning for her with a small smile , with a determination to be one
...as he crosses every boundary to be with his Khushi...till they remarry...Remember this is his unconscious dream as he walks back to his darkness and sits in his self created barriers but calls her name...Khushi...the moment he realizes it...that she is no more near him and that is where my heart goes for them as in this scene She hears him the moment he calls her... ...yes "His Light Is Within Him" now...he doesn't have to look for her any more...Her angel resides in him now...as when he calls her name , her reflection was in the pool water before she turns around over his call ...
That pool which is a witness of the reflection of their journey at every step of their life...from Fadak nahin Padta hai to Fadak Padta hai...[ from doesn't matter to it matters ...every time..]...
PS. All Edits by ArshiHamesha...gifs credit to Tumblr
Edited by .ArshiHamesha. - 9 years ago
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