OS : I Deserve This?!
"I deserve it!? I deserve this pain!?"
"Yes! Don't think that your fake tears will weaken my resolve...you sicken me with your vile attitude and talks..."
"What have i done!? What have i ever done to you to make you hate me so!?"
"I know everything...and YOU will NEVER get what you want...EVER!"
Khushi looked at her bruising hand...She held back her tears...and ran from the room...
...
Arnav saw her escape from him...
He felt stakes being driven into his heart for every footstep he heard her take away...
"I don't care! I DON'T!" he kept repeating to himself...
He sat down briskly on his couch trying to calm his thoughts when he heard Payal and Anjali's deafening Scream...
Panic sliced through him...his legs couldn't run fast enough...the second he reached the top of the stairs his gaze zoomed in to the truamatic sight...
Khushi.
He sped to her side..."Khushi!"
He lifted her to carefully in his arms and laid her on the couch...Arnav's heartbeat thudded in his ears...He lifted a hand to her face...
Bruises on her head...her arms...her hand...That one was from him...
"what happened?" His voice erupting with anxiety...
Payal held Khushi's hand as tears dripped down her cheeks..."she was running and she tripped and fell...Di is calling the doctor..."
He let out a harsh sob..."Khushi...Khushi open your eyes..."
"she was
conscious after the fall...but soon fainted...she was saying that she had to
get away? Arnavji...was..."
Payal didn't have time to finish her sentence...
Shyam entered the room and ran over to Khushi yelling, "What's happened! Khushiji!?!"
Arnav was about to push him away, Payal's voice broke forth..."YOU STAY AWAY FROM HER!"
Arnav's eyes were wide wish shock...he had never heard Payal speak with such hate and anger...
"You've done enough to her! Buaji told you to stay away from her! I have told you to stay away from her! Khushi herself has been terrified of your constant obsession of her! If YOU were the one she 'had to get away' from...and YOU were the one who caused this, i will NOT spare you!" Payal began to cry bitterly...her attention returning to Khushi...
Taking her sisters hand in hers she wept saying, "At least now Khushi has a husband who cares enough about her to shield her from the likes of you!"
Payal's words were ripping at Arnav's heart...his soul was shrivelling up...
Shyam quickly tried to speak..."Payal? What ...what are you?"
"ENOUGH! I'm sure Khushi has told Arnavji everything...so STOP pretending!!! You disgust me! Khushi and Di are both victims to your evil deeds! Why can't you just leave them both alone!!!"
Akash entered the room with Anjali...
Akash quickly rushed to Payal to console her...
"Chote...the doctor is on his way..." Anjali sat beside Khushi holding her hand..."my God...so many bruises...chote why was she running?...why was she crying? Was Shyam right? Were you two fighting...?"
Arnav wasn't able to speak.
He wasn't able to move.
His eyes were fastened to Khushi...
His head hurt with the ferocity of his thoughts..."She told him to leave Di...to protect her...and...and I..."
Payal heard a knock at the door...and quickly went to answer it...
Arnav stayed deathly quiet as the doctor approached and examined Khushi...
She started to moan as she came back to her senses...
Anjali quickly soothed her..."It's okay Khushiji...This is the doctor...he just want to check you over..."
Khushi's eyes were glazed and confused as the Doctor spoke quietly to her asking her questions...
Payal stayed with Khushi as the doctor pulled Arnav and Anjali away to talk... "well she's very bruised and banged up, no broken bones though...keep her resting...but encourage her to walk and move when she can to stop her body getting stiff from the pain...she doesn't appear to have a concussion...did she fall far down the stairs?"
"no...just the last few...She was running...and crying..." Anjali said looking up at Arnav...
"okay...well give her some pain medicine and if she has any other problems...I can see that she's well looked after here so i'm sure she'll recover in no time..."
He turned to Arnav..."just keep taking care of her...I can see how much you love her...don't be too worried...I'll leave now...but call me if she needs anything..."
...
Anjali walked back to Khushi...giving her some water and two tablets...
Payal helped her sit up and take them...
Anjali looked over to Arnav who was staying a distance away...his eyes almost bleeding with pain and concern...
"Payalji...shall we let them have some time?"
Payal nodded...
"Jiji? Di?" Khushi's shaky voice questioned their impending departure...
Anjali reassured her..."It's okay...take rest...we're just in the next room..."
As they left, Arnav walked up to Khushi...
"Khushi?..." his voice pained and hoarse...
Khushi's whole body filled with fear...her eyes shot up revealing her terror...
Arnav felt sick with guilt..."Khushi...I'm not going to hurt you..."
Khushi quickly and painfully scrambled up off the couch...
Her cries and shrieks of discomfort and pain made him rush to her...
Seeing him come closer made her call out, "NO! Don't come near me!"
His heart ruptured..."Khushi, you're...you're in pain. Please...please sit back down..." he started to choke back his tears...
"Stop it! Stop pretending that you care! I don't know what you think i've done, but if you think i DESERVE this then leave me alone..."
Arnav shook his head his broken pleas going unheard...
"No...Stay Away from me!" Khushi yelled as she backed away from him...
Arnav couldn't bare the pain..."No...I won't stay away from you..."
He rushed to her
trying to hold her but her arms had bruises from her fall...
"Khushi...I'm so so sorry...I'm so so sorry..."
"what for!? You WANTED this!? You WANTED me to suffer! You WANTED me to hurt! Well now i AM!!!!!!!!!"
His thoughts erupting..."Oh my God...I have done this...Oh my God!"
All the things he had done...
All the things he had said...
Sorry was never going to be enough...
Part 2 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2904075?pn=13
Part 3 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2904075?pn=33
Part 4 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2904075?pn=48
Part 5 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/2904075?pn=61
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