thank u guys for the wonderful comments nd liking the chapter. i hav connected ma mobile net to ma laptop, its really slow, that is why i could not reply to the comments, m really sorry. i dint really want abhay and piya to be perfect, like snigdha had told that nobody is flawless the same holds true for abhay and piya.
Chapter 5
Abhay and Piya smiled gratefully as the waiter served them their meals. The night was going on smoothly. They enjoyed each other's company and not once their current predicament was brought up by any of them. It was refreshing to be able to have a civilized dinner once after all this drama in their lives.
Piya eyed Abhay as he sliced the steak he ordered and smiled, amused. This did not go unnoticed by Abhay. He just raised his eyebrows.
"What?" asked Abhay.
"No pasta tonight?" asked Piya, jokingly. Abhay just laughed as he remembered his favourite food that became their personal thing.
"You think I just eat pasta? How do you think I get all these muscles?" said Abhay, flexing his arms playfully.
Piya just rolled her eyes. Abhay can be so vain sometimes. But she had to admit, his muscles are just to die for.
"Whatever, Abhay," said Piya.
"I know you love them, Piya," said Abhay. Piya just gave him a look.
"Okay, sorry. But seriously though, I wonder if I don't look like I am today, would you fall in love with me when we first met?" asked Abhay.
"It was never about your looks, Abhay. We've known each other since we were small. If it was all about your looks I wouldn't have fallen in love with you. You weren't exactly the world's cutest kid," said Piya, jokingly.
"Hey, that hurts," said Abhay, feigning hurt.
"What about you?" asked Piya.
"Well, I did have a crush on Alina because of her looks. But as I continued to get to know Alina, I realized that your personality is more attractive than any beautiful woman in the world," said Abhay. His words made her all warm inside and she just gave him a smile to cover up her blush creeping up her cheeks.
Abhay gave her a smile. How could he not fall even deeper in love with this woman? She just took his crap no matter what.
"So, do you want dessert?" asked Abhay, trying to lighten the mood.
"Uhhh, I don't think I can. I'm trying to watch my figure," said Piya.
With that, Abhay just burst out laughing. Piya just looked at him, quizzically.
"What?" asked Piya, annoyed.
"Piya, are you serious? You don't need to go on a diet. Your body is amazing!" said Abhay.
Piya just smiled. How did he do that? Made her feel annoyed and nice in an instant?
"Come on, you can 'watch your figure' tomorrow. Have dessert with me, please?"
"Fine," said Piya. She was actually dying to have their banana chocolate cake.
Soon, both had their own desserts. Abhay had the blueberry cheesecake while Piya had her chocolate cake. As soon as Piya had one spoon of the cake, she practically purred with delight. Abhay just laughed at her.
"See, I told you it was worth it," said Abhay, taking a bit of his own.
Piya just giggled almost child ' like.
"Try this, it's amazing," said Abhay, taking a spoon of his cake. Piya leaned forward and Abhay fed it to her. For a moment their eyes met and memories of the time they were in deharadhoon came in their minds.
"It's great, thanks," said Piya. She didn't know what else to say. Abhay left her speechless. For a moment silence passed between them.
Once they were done, Abhay called the waiter for the bill. The waiter left the bill as both of them took out their wallets.
"It's on me, Piya," said Abhay.
"What? No, you're here for me is a good enough," said Piya.
"Piya, seriously. I got it," said Abhay, putting a hand on hers. His touch made her looked at him and without a word she just let him put his own money.
They walked out of the restaurant with Abhay's hand at the small of her back. He knew they were not on a date but he could not help himself being a gentleman around her.
"Where's your car?" asked Abhay.
"I'm gonna take a cab," said Piya.
"That's crazy. Come on, I'll drop you off," said Abhay.
"It's getting late, Abhay. It's okay, I'm fine."
"All the more reason for me to give you a lift. Do you really think I'll let you take a cab in the middle of the night?" said Abhay.
Piya acquiesced. How could she argue with him when he had a point?
They drove towards Piya's apartment with small talks that just made both of them smile and laugh. It was a great a night. A night when they had truly felt happy in a long time.
"So, we're here," said Abhay as they arrived in front of Piya's apartment.
"Yeah," said Piya, a little disappointed. She knew she should not feel this way but she wished this night would not end. Without thinking, she just did what her heart told her to.
"Uh, you wanna come up for coffee or something?" asked Piya.
Abhay looked at her. Her invitation took him by surprise.
"Yeah, sure. That'd be nice," said Abhay, turning off the car's engine.
When they were in Piya's apartment. Thousands of memories flooded Abhay's senses. This was the the place he was first became intimate with the woman he loved. As Piya was busy in the kitchen, Abhay scanned the apartment thoroughly. This was the first time he could truly be in Piya's personal space considering how fast things went last time he was there. There were few pictures of them and Alina, her parents and some others with her friends from work. Guess after that had happened she had taken down pictures of her and Jeh.
Then he browsed through her DVD collection. Love songs, no surprises there. As he got to the back, he saw a DVD that caught his eyes. He was kind of surprised Piya would like this group. She never seemed like a fangirl to him.
"Going through my stuff?" asked Piya.
"Just browsing, and I found something really interesting," said Abhay, smiling devilishly.
"What?" asked Piya, nervously. She hoped Abhay did not find her old note book when she was 15 where it had a drawing of her and Abhay with a couple of kids and 'Abhay + Piya' doodled all over.
Abhay held up the DVD. It was a copy of NSYNC's Celebrity album.
"Oh, that," said Piya. She was relieved it was not something that embarrassing.
"Didn't know you were a fan. Don't tell me you're a fangirl for JT," said Abhay, teasingly.
"Oh please, he is so overrated. I prefer JC," said Piya.
"Oh my god I can't believe you love these guys. They're such pansies," said Abhay.
"Hey, they're great okay. And their songs are nice too. And I bought this when I was in high school. Which high school girl didn't love NSYNC?" said Piya.
"Okay, sorry. So which song do you like?" asked Abhay.
Piya opened the DVD case and inserted it into the player. She chose her favourite song and soon Justin's voice filled the living room.
"Can I have this dance?" asked Abhay, offering his hand. Piya placed her hand in his and he wrapped his arms around her waist while Piya snaked her arms around him.
I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?
"You know, I can relate to the lyrics," said Abhay. Piya just smiled and laid her head on his chest while Abhay stroked her back up and down.
Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..
To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...
By the end of the song, they were standing in the middle of the living room, looking into each other's eyes. Abhay leaned down and kissed Piya on the lips. She responded and soon they found themselves again in the throes of passion, not
caring of the consequences.
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About an hour later, they lay silent on the rug. Piya stared ahead towards the fireplace as she laid on Abhay's chest while Abhay stared up at the spinning fan. Abhay's heartbeat soothed her as thoughts ran through her mind like wild fire. Abhay had the same thoughts but both were afraid to break the magical moment.
Abhay took a breath. He tucked a lock of Piya's hair behind her ear.
"I should go," said Abhay.
"Yeah," said Piya. She slowly got off of Abhay and wrapped herself in the little sheet on the couch.
When Abhay was all dressed, he kneeled down in front of Piya and caressed her cheek.
"I love you," said Abhay, giving her a small kiss on the lips. Then, he left.
Piya touched her lips which still had the taste of Abhay on it. She did not know what the hell she was doing. But at that moment she did not care. She was tired of being the nice, cautios Piya. She needed to do something for herself for once.
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That was how everything began. Abhay and Piya's affair. It was either a simple text saying 'Are you free' or 'Can I come over' or a phone call and soon they would be in each other's arms. But it was not just sex. It was more than that. They loved each other. Sometimes they would just go out shopping or a walk at the beach and sometimes a romantic comedy at the cinema. They did not care what they did, they just wanted to be with each other.
Alina was oblivious to everything. Alina could not know at all costs. Piya felt this was the only way to be with Abhay and at the same time making sure Alina was not alone. She knew she was being stupid but she was tired of following her brain, she wanted to follow her heart for once. Abhay had tirelessly persuaded Piya to just tell Alina the truth but it was no use. At the same time he could not the thing he had with Piya. He needed Piya. He could not live without her. This was the compromise they had to make. A compromise that soon would give them more than they bargained for.
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