FF: A Gift Of Love

"Love is always bestowed as a gift… given freely, willingly and without any expectations…… We don't Love to be loved…. We just love to Love"

PART- 1

Its December the time when Santa grants all your wishes… A day people look forward to. It's the holiday season. Everyone is happy as they spend this time with their loved ones , their family, their parents, their Kids, relatives but most importantly with the person they love. Christmas is all about happiness, a time when a lot of your desires come true….

They say if you be good girl then Santa will give you want you want …

But Santa can never give me what I want. I am a bit grown up to still believe in Santa but isn't life all about believing… So I believe … but I know he can never give me what I had been wanting all those years, because no matter no matter how much I want you, you can never be mine. It's been a long time when I saw you last, yeah I see you every day in my dreams but the reality is much harder. I miss you and most importantly I LOVE YOU Anurag always had always will. But u can never be mine

It's my second Christmas alone without you; almost two long years since I saw you last. If now people ask me what is Christmas for you? Well it's just another Holiday for me, and it gets worse during holidays for me as I cannot force myself to work, work and work and try not to think about you and keep you out of my thoughts and my mind. But no matter how much I try you will always be in my heart. It's the day when I miss u the most because I have really beautiful memories related of the Christmas we used to spend together. Earlier it was one day I would always looked forward to. You gave me the worst gift on Christmas, Anurag you introduced me to your Girlfriend. ( A tear falls down from tanni's eye )

But I am still happy for you. Almost two years and I have tried to be away from my family, my country, my city because you live there and I am not strong enough to see you with someone else in front of my eyes.( Another Tear falls from her eyes)

Tanni gets ready in a simple blue jeans, black shirt and a jacket.

She is walking on the road

"It is really cold" ( keeps her hands inside the pocket of her jacket)

But there is still a part of me that loves Christmas. Back in Kolkata well lots of people didn't celebrate it. But I and Anurag always did.

Tanni enters a church. Lots of people are there she sits and Prays-

"I don't want anything for me … Just give all the happiness to Anurag" (Mujhko mile joh ek jahan who maang lun Tere Liye… Tere Liye… Tere Liye)

Opens her eyes. It's a day when they decorate everything so beautifully.

Tanni coming out sees a couple

Lady- "OMG john I thought you won't be here for Christmas"

Guy- "Babe how can I leave you alone. After all its Christmas"

Lady-" Yaa! But I thought your boss is sending you to Germany"

Guy- " work is not more important than you sweet heart. And how can I spend this time without you"

And the hug each other

Tanni couldn't stop admiring the couple. She moved ahead. Her phone rings, she picks it up

Subodh-" Hello Tanni! It's Subodh"

Tanni- " Hi Subodh"

Subodh- " Merry Christmas to you Tanni. I am having a small Christmas party at my place and you have to come".

Tanni-"Sorry Subodh. It's really nice of you but I have some work. Anyways thanks for the invite and merry Christmas"

She cuts the phone before he could say anything.

"Work! What work tanni". (Her mind mocks her)

Her heart "I have never spent a Christmas with anyone else other than anurag since my childhood. It had always been him. I spent every single moment with him. And Christmas we always spent it together… celebrated it together…. Enjoyed it together. And the last time when I enjoyed it was with you. It's a day which is so special for you and me…I Miss You ANURAG".

"The person who made you laugh in his presence will definitely make you cry in his absence"…

Promo-

I felt as if i saw him... is he really there or its just my imagination...