"Chupke se aaye teri yaad yahaan... Sirf main janoon tu hai kahan kahan
Hawa tum fiza tum meri raahaton ka pata tum
Mere aibon ko jo dhak de...wo paak si fiza tum"
I stood outside hearing his voice... he sounded great but for the first time I felt emotion is his voice
But I didn't want to think too much.. still I stayed till he finished the song...applause erupted in the class
Why had I walked out??...ughh I hated this ..
I wasn't clear about my feelings I had been so sure that after thinking about Dhruv and all my plans I would let go of all this and yet again I failed
But it was just the start ..
Somehow I saw him everywhere in the canteen in the hall way.. by the bike stand and now even in the library
What was happening ??? Was he following me around ?
Noh ..somehow I always reasoned my self that he wasn't following me.. I always saw some hot girl or the other.. and I thought he was trying to flirt with them and that's why he was there
And the worst thing was every time he was there my eyes met his...and the tingly feeling crept on me...
I wished it went away ...but...life had other plans for me
I was sitting in the library trying my best to concentrate
But I knew as usual my heart wasn't in it'every time I looked up... he was staring at me...
And then for the 1st time he smiled at me .
My eyes widened
What the hell is going on ????...
I looked down.. angry...gosh what's wrong with this guy ..and worst what's wrong with me .
Why do I have to look at him every two minutes ???
Gosh she got angry now why cant u stop staring at her
I just couldn't stop following her
I just couldn't stop thinking about her
I didn't want to approach her as I knew it would just make things worse
But I had this strong urge to know her
What was happening to me???
I heard thunder..
OH no rain..I better get going...
I took one last glance at her and got up...
Another day gone and still no answer...for any of the questions
...
Oh no Rain ..how will I get home.. I better leave right now
I got up.. and as usual my eyes met his... he was also leaving
Gosh what will I do now..
I heard the rain getting louder
I better get going
I took my bag and walked out of the library
She's also leaving now she will think I m following her
But I need to leave ..home is so far it will take time
I came outside the library.. and was surprised
The noise had not done justice to the intensity of rain
But that's not what surprised me..
I saw her staring outside at the rain and once or twice touching the water .
And across her face was a beautiful smile .
that was the first time ever I saw her smiling
She looked beautiful..
I stood there staring at her
She had not seen me yet...she was lost in the rain
Twinkle likes rain ..and I???? well I hated rain .
It was WET and Dirty
but when I saw how happy she was.. I too wanted to play in the rain with her.. stare at the rain with her...in fact dance in the rain.
Dance in the rain
with her
I was lost...in her
She turned to pick her bag and she saw me staring at her ...
Her smile faded...
She bent down immediately to pick her bag and her specs fell off
"Uff what the hell??" she sounded agitated..
Somewhere I hoped if I kept staring
She might try to talk to me..I know that was a stupid thought and most probably she would be thinking me as a creep.. but the fact was I just could not stop looking at her.. This was so not me.. but still
She started walking past me towards the other end...to be away from me.
But maybe rains happen to begin stories .to do what doesn't happen generally .
And she slipped ...and well ...I caught her
She fit perfectly in my arms...
I stared at her..
at her Deep brown eyes..
Scared brown eyes..
My heartbeat skipped
And I got more than one answer that day
" I was ... yes I was falling in love"
I am posting the next part tonight itselfπ³
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