Originally posted by: Nynaeve
Dear Harshada,
I am in tears, really and truly in tears but I consider myself blessed too. For if someone, who herself is suffering can take out the time to write such a beautiful note, one that is inspiring and appreciating at the same time, I feel blessed. There is a part of me which is embaressed when you say that I am a pure soul and quickly wants to refute it. I will not do that, to do so would be to undermine your emotions and reduce the value of your heartfelt note. I will simply accept that compliment and pray that I continue to be so, despite the downs life takes us through and the flaws that I possess.
I have read your note a few times and am sure that I will be sleeping today with a very lovely smile.😳
I do love writing and I will keep on doing so, hopefully. And with your well wishes, I am sure it would be easier to do too. Also knowing that there are readers who read and re-read my earlier stories it simply leaves me feeling warm and fuzzy.
I feel to know, I left you in tears. Though I know, you would say they were pleasant ones but hey... tears are never pleasant🤢 Nyna, please do not mind. I am kind of sensitive towards few things, that mainly include the words 'Deaths' and 'Tears'. Ah, I don't mind but I'd never like anyone to cry... ever.
This was the least I could do for you dear🤗
@ Bold above, Yes, that's good because that's something I truly believe and I feel. If you don't accept that, then I will get upset =😉 and trust me, I never drop things for anyone just to make them feel better, I am quite honest with myself and so with others.
@ Red bold above, ❤️🤗
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Thank you for your understanding of my note, it was more of a commitment to myself, forcing myself not to give up despite whatever happened. I put it as a note, for I wanted to it to be a public declaration, gives me a greater reason to stick to all of those resolutions that I made. And yes, I totally get it when you talk about comparison, it reminds me of a quote "A flower does not think of competing to the flower next to it. It just blooms." So we should just simply bloom, letting our fragrance waft in the winds or the colour of our petals add a dash of life against the endless skies.
And I so do miss the days in the Forum, when the serial was being telecast, it was so full of friends and fun and frolic, if one managed to overlook the ugly fandom wars. Now it is a pale shadow of what it was and so many have left.
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You will always be in my prayers and my wishes are with you. Despite the hardships that life seems to be bestowing on you, I have found you to be courageous and determined enough to battle them out. Maybe you always be strong to overcome all your troubles but I hope that there would no more trials and tribulations. Life sucks and reality is horrible and I agree that at least stories should be happy ones. But then, everything changes, and I am sure that someday, soon, your life will become pleasant and your days will fill your heart with loving memories.
Take care and get well soon.
lots of love,
Nyna
PS - your note is beautiful and your thoughts very coherent. Do not worry and stress yourself out, you should simply chill which is the best thing to do if you feel garam garam.😆
All the best for your papers.
Now, that really means a lot to know, I'll be in your prayers. I am someone who believes in 'Good wishes' and 'Prayers'. At times, I regret if only I had joined IF a bit earlier, may be... may be I could have asked you guys to do that for someone... and...
Ah, that's certainly isn't possible dear. And well, I do not wish for that as well.
Thank you! Even though I am still feeling a bit feverish, I feel better now. And I hope my note made you feel better too, yesterday❤️ and you slept quite peacefully [I am not saying you don't though😳]
With Love + Hugs
-Harshada
PS: 😆 I slept till 9 today which I usually never do. I am a early riser... [5 or 6 max] But yeah, it feels good to sleep when you aren't well😉 But I had to get up. Gotta read something for paper
Thank you😳😳
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