Originally posted by: AK_2010
This is purely an appreciation post for Shaurya Sabherwal and Karanvir Sharma 😃
(Coz this is one of my fav. shot)
I had to pen this down because I have been dying to get it out of my system. Thank you, Rimiya for that nudge because I was actually in two minds because I really need to write this assignment that is open on the other window... But I know, I wont be able to concentrate until I write this.
NOTE: This is my POV on Shaurya Sabherwal.
The reason I got glued to SAAKK was purely because the first time I saw Shaurya on screen, I just knew that he is a man with many secrets buried inside him. That pain and angst he carries inside him was out in the open when Anokhi gate-crashed his life. Quite literally.
I have a thing for analyzing the psychological behaviors of the characters and specifically the MLs of the shows I really like. (P.S. I am not a psychologist. LOL)
And the first thing that screamed off Shaurya's behavior was- ABANDONMENT ISSUES.
There is obviously a lot of anger. Which he does not always let off. But he gets all confused with his feelings and it just bursts out after it gets too much. Yet, Shaurya Sabherwal always puts up with everything while carrying a smile on his face and behaving nonchalant.
He was never really given a healthy space and neither did he ever have a confidant to actually sit down and share his feelings with. Which is why he does not know how to express what he is really feeling.
He is emotionally handicapped.
His pain, jealousy, frustration, confusion, disappointment, guilt every emotion he feels, comes out in the only form he knows to openly express.
Anger.
As I watched his interactions with Aastha, Anokhi and Shaan, later on with rest of the family... I realized that this guy is so good at faking his emotions. He never lets people see through him. Specially when it concerns Aastha, Devi and Tej. He is too guarded.
With Aastha, it is the yearning of motherly love which he will never admit.
With Devi and Tej, it's the weight of their 'EHSAAN' that makes him so subdued in front of them.
Shaurya has always pretended in front of them... While Aastha is able to grasp it at some instances, Devi and Tej are not. He pretends not because he does not trust them, but because he has been taught to pretend.
Devi's "Mat socho" has given Shaurya the sweep-under-the-rug attitude which does show up occasionally not only while dealing with his emotions but also while dealing with situational problems.
Coming to the main point of this post, I want to applaud KV for doing so well with Shaurya's mental state when it comes down to finally dealing with the emotions that he harbors. The character is obviously very well written and KV is doing absolutely brilliant by adding his own nuances.
Because he avoids them for as long as he can, but when he cannot anymore... The first reaction is panic! Because he knows that the feelings he does not want to show (force of habit to hold back), will now pour out (because there is no other way).
Then came his spot on dialogue that tells Anokhi all about his personality👏
"Zaruri nahi ki jo mai feel karu woh mai keh bhi pau...
Sometimes people just need to understand."
At that moment, it was of utmost importance to say sorry. But in general, she was made aware of the kind of person he is...
A man of few words. Specially when it comes to communicating his feelings. 🤗
His words have already hurt her... Now, he would not want his apology to come out in a similar manner...
We have already spoken a lot about his people pleasing behavior but I want to highlight that moment when he physically panicked and showed his हड़बड़ाहट when Tej, Devi and Alok accused him of challenging his authority.
It was in this moment, my heart completely broke to see him try to explain his actions that were completely just and righteous to people who know that he can be manipulated by such words.
Last night, I read a thread on twitter by @coolgal270 and quoting her "No parent should make their child feel indebt for raising them"
And the fact that he feels so burdened by their 'goodness' and 'greatness' was so evident here:
He might not say it or show it to them, but he feels SUFFOCATED. And it is on his face every time he is around Devi or Tej.
There was a similar look on his face when Tej yelled "Shaurya!" when he called the board's decision to rusticate Anokhi as unfair. He fears disappointing them.
Shaurya needs someone who will NOT IMPOSE the feeling of being grateful. He needs someone who will not make him feel guilty about things he has no control over.
And that person is Anokhi Bhalla. 🥳
He finally said what we have all been discussing everywhere.
"Jisko honestly mai apni dil ki baat keh saku,
Aur utni hi honestly woh meri baat samajh bhi jaye.."
Anokhi makes him comfortable enough to keep his own skin in her presence. He knows that she understands him. Even when he is angry, she hears him out.
He feels free to behave like his true self without being apologetic.
Not because he said sorry to her... But because for the first time, he said sorry to someone when he genuinely meant it from the bottom of his heart and he could express it in a genuine way.
For the first time, his feelings came out in their actual form without converting into anger somewhere mid-way. And it was for Anokhi.
With the rest, he remains formal. But for her, there are not boundaries....
That moment when he realized what he actually feels for her was so mesmerizing!
Look at that आंखों में नमी
From the moment I started watching the show, I have been a fan of KV's eyes!! They express the emotions his words cannot. This talent in him makes the scene so real!! I love watching Shaurya get sentimental about something.
His eyes speak volume ❤️
The confusion and बेचैनी is so well conveyed here!
"Itni bechaini kyu hai
Mujhe samajh hi nahi raha hai kuch
How is it possible?
Mere college mei padhti hai
Humari student hai
No no no nooo
GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF, SHAURYA!!
ITNA UNCOMFORTABLE MAINE ZINDAGI MEI FEEL NHI KIYA HAI..."
Shaurya Sabherwal is experiencing feelings he has never felt before...❤️ It's a foreign territory and it is obvious that he is very uncomfortable with everything suddenly falling in its place. He finally has an answer to why he behaves so weird in front of Anokhi.
Again... That made me go aww on this guy!
"Aur aayega bhi nahi samajh! Bye!"
It was not just the fear of what she feels, it was also slight uncertainty of his own feelings... He is just starting find his way and he would like to know if she is on the same journey as him...
Shaurya needs to seek his humsafar...
(Please, this is not ACP wala humsafar, okay? 😆)
KV is sooo good with his craft that I can feel what Shaurya is feeling!
This is what drives me to watch him:
His emotions!
His expressions!!
And for the nth time...
His eyes!!!
Shaurya Sabherwal may be a man of few words but I can go on and on about him.
I mean... I sleep late and wake up early to watch this man create magic on the screen!
This does not mean that I don't appreciate Deba and her craft... One day, I shall write on her as well
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If you have made it till here, Thank you so much for your patience. This was me having my fangirl moment 😳
P.S. Thank you Rimi and @tumbhttacheho (twitter) for today's caps! ❤️
Do comment your views on this sexy man with equally sexy skills! 😆
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