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thank u arshia and radiance...thank u so much for ur lovely reply to my post.
u guys allways push me for writtting furthur.
read the tzr and have fun.😃
Originally posted by: arshia200
now shes having nightmares...horrible nightmares🤢
but mirza uske saath zabardasti kabhie nahi karega i am very sure of that...mirza hai bhai woh...aurat ki izzat karna he knows...spcly if tht aurat is the love of his life😊❤️
Originally posted by: ..radiance...
jab Mirza delhi ka kila chhod kar akele jaa rha tha, I was so sad.
but picche se angel ki tarah qutubjaan aayi n every thing was happy aroundlove u qutubjaan...uff ye Razia toh pata nahi kis k khayalon mein khoi rheti hai n yahan Mirza sad ho jata h ..😔i hope jald sab thik ho n Alzia become one soul..!! 😳
Originally posted by: cuteshravani
aaa...? how did u know it's an nightmare?? have i mentioned it some where in the post accidently??? or u could just read my mind???...😲😲😲 so yes it's an night mare...🤢love utake careshravani
CHAPTER4
THE JOURNEY OF LOVE
The mango blossoms swayed and cast their shadows on her face .The silvery sheen of the moon had now turned into a red glow and the owls hooted screeching in the dark and dreary silence of the night. The guards yawned at the gate and the hearth of the fire crackled and fizzled with the flares glowing up. She woke up with a jolt to the sound of the metallic bass of the flower vase rolling on the carpeted floor.razia's heart felt a thud and she looked wide eyed in the darkness .The prince was nowhere, the bed was empty. Shivering in confusion she got up. Her attention was caught again by a shadow which found its way as quick as a lightening behind the curtains in one corner of the huge palatial room.
"kkaun hain Wahan'." Her voice quivered as her dress rustled ,her anklets tinkled in the haunting silence and she moved towards it .
"Humne kaha kaun hai'.'.Kaun hain wahan..bahar ayiye',her voice grew sharper and a shock wave of fear gripped her as she held the sword kept aside in her hand ,tightening her grip around it's hilt, her skin threatening to let it slip due to the cold clammy sweat .
"Kaun hai'.",she threatened loudly ,but suddenly a pair of strong muscular arms caged her tightly from behind making her squeal in fear. The palms hushed her and struggling in the grip her ears were slapped with an amorous whisper, "Hum hain shehzadi'apke shauhar'.".The sword slipped from her hands and her body stiffened as the touch made her cringe.It was unfamiliar ,the touch ,but the fragrance was not. She could feel his arms brushing against her and she felt like puking . His whisper near her ears as he gently brushed his lips against them sent a cold chill down her spine, "shehzadi'apne jo badi badi kasmein khayi thi unhe nibhane ka waqt aa gaya hai'",Saying this he twirled her around and she could now see the gleam in his eyes. Horror paralyzed her limbs and she felt madness approaching as his face moved closer and closer to her. She opened her eyes wide with shock and struggling she pushed him back with all her might shouting loudly, "Door rahiye humse..Samjhe aap..humare pass bhi ane ki koshih mat kijiyega."
She watched him fall flat on the ground and then his gaze turning red. She was shocked as he gritted his teeth and yelled back, "Itna guroor.Apki inti himmat ..haan'shehzadi razia..",Saying this he pounced on her and grabbed her shoulders harshly , "Humne apse kaha tha na..Begum hain begum ki tarah hi rahiye..lagta hai apko saza ka sahi matlab samjhana hi padega shehzadi razia'"
His roar shattered the walls as razia felt madness approaching and suddenly the walls of the palace collapsed into the void .She looked around petrified and found herself standing in a garden with fountains.
"shehzadi'dekhiye humein shamsheer chalani a gayi'."A smile escaped her lips which quickly turned into a frown as she saw mirza with his sword coming towards badir'
She screamed, "Ruk jayiye , She ran pleading for mercy'..
"Humne kaha tha na'.Humari itni beizzati'.ab saza to milegi shehzadi'.",Saying this the mirza raised his sword and the blood just rushed on her face and badir fell lying in the pool of blood'."
"Nahiii",She scremed and her cry seemed to rise from the pits of the earth'.
razia woke up with a jolt and screamed horrified, "Hum apki har baat manenge ,,badir ko '."A scream- piercing scream of fright came from razia.
She wiped her face crying and looked around, only to be shocked terribly realizing all that she saw was nothing more than a nightmare Everything right from mirza and her waking up in the night was nothing more than a horrible nightmare.. mirza was gone, his bed was empty, and the dawn had broken slowly turning the darkness into an orange haze.razia still trembled drenched in sweat. It bugged her in the bosom-her horrible nightmare still making her gasp for fresh air. She felt suffocated and getting up quickly ran towards the balcony .The eastern horizon was painted with lovely shades of purple and orange; the huge sun slowly rose up from behind the sand dunes turning and bathing everything into its molten golden hue. The tonic air stirred her soul and she felt a bit relaxed now ; still groggy eyed trying to regain her breath. Suddenly she could hear the sounds of some chanting nibbling the silence and calm of the morning coming from another part of the balcony which was a few steps lower. Curious she leaned on the wooden railings and there she saw him, the tormentor whose breath did not even leave her sleep. What a cursed sleep it was ? But there he stood unaware of her heart ; wrapped in the beauty of the morning,- he had held up his hands high in the air in reverence of Namaaz being offered , and praying with a beatific smile on his face.For a second razia just stared at him. The morning breeze wafted the tinkling of bells coming from a small temple which was built on her request and washed his scant hair on his face .There was utter silence and in this backdrop the echo of his prayer touched her too. Minutes passed as razia stood there watching him in silence. Her heart said nothing to her but instead she just stared at him recalling her mother's words,
FLASHBACK
"Tyaag karna hoga aap ko apni marzi ka razia!! bhoolna hoga aap ko sab kuch, aap ki sultanay k liye, aap ke bhai k liye, kya aap ko apnay bhai se payar nahi razia? shehzadi, hamen maaf kar dijiye, hum jaantay hen ke aap ko hum bohot sakt lag rahay hen lekin aik begum ke kismat men ya hi hotay hen beti, hamara man is pe dukhi hai lekin hum vivash hen, hum kuch nahi kar saktay razia , aap ko hi vakt ke bahaav ko samajhna hoga, aap ko aap ke bhai badir ki kassam hai , aap ko wapas jana hoga, aap ko mirza ko apna shouhar mannana hi hoga,Apna dil aur dimaag dono unhe saunpna hi hoga, yehi aap ki kismaat hai, bas yehi aap ka kismaat hai"
A tear rolled down her cheeks as she wiped them trying hard to accept her fate and walked inside with heavy steps.
She sat on the swing in the balcony in deep thought .Outside she could see birds chirping in the blue haze and lofty sand dunes which were now glistening with the rays of the sun high above in the sky littered with fluffy white clouds all over . As the swing went up her sarara puffed up like a balloon and her long damp tresses flew behind her spraying the air with fine mists of water .Lost in her thoughts, her eyes glanced at the mirza who was still sitting contemplating, with his eyes closed soaking in the beauty of the morning after his prayer casually exercising in between. razia gazed at him trying to absorb what she saw and felt; suddenly she saw him in a new light. He was strong, well built and strong jawed. The glistening golden sun bathed his tanned bare torso which seemed to grab her attention, she noticed how he had changed in all these years. His hair flew with the gusts of the wind, her eyes just slipped scrutinizing each and every toned muscle and the well sculpted abdomen. In short he had changed .He was no more the boy who had left her, instead returned a man. She tried hard not to notice him but her eyes defied her orders .She was shocked how she stared and became dazed looking at his strength ,his wholesome looks and his manliness. There was an intangible tenderness about him, his glistening skin was bathing in the furry warmth of the golden sunlight, his flawless curves provided a slide to the sweat droplets trickling down his forehead and slipping down his body .Her gaze was transfixed at him blatantly, but still he kept on exercising. His long dark eyes were slightly veiled, half opened .razia glanced at his pristine face which had changed .It was the first time ,after all these years ,the she saw him carefully. His view evoked in her some strange feeling, she was a sleeping wood,frozen all these years ,but her heart simmered in a strange warmth in the heat of his magnetic personality. The wide forehead, the glow of knowledge and those thin lips mumbling and chanting. Who was this man? she wondered as the boy whom she knew and had once felt for was nowhere near him.
FLASHBACK 5 YEARS AGO PALACE OF DELHI
Razia paced to and fro in guilt rolling her dupatta in her slender fingers. She ran towards the edge of the terrace and saw him getting ready to climb his horse .razia had spent the night sleepless, she had made fun of Prince mirza and did not even apologized properly for her prank of comparing him with an owl. Her lips suddenly parted in an overjoyed smile as she saw chanda and fhatima, her trusted bandhis, reaching out to the mirza with what she had planned.
"Shahzade..", fhatima ran towards mirza who was about to climb his horse and bid farewell to DELHI after the fair and his encounter with Razia,the woman who completely transformed him overnight making him a restless boy with unknown desires. Women had never been around him but no one ever caught his attention, but this one had robbed his peace of mind, he could neither sleep or eat or think about anyone else. Her lingering smile just danced on his head every second every minute. His heart was restless as the thought of going away and never seeing her face crept inside his heart.
"Kya hai'",he asked fhatima curiously.
"Ye apke liye Rajkumari razia ne bheja hai'.aur kaha hai'ap se milkar unhe hardik prassanta hui'.",saying this chanda extended something wrapped in a silent cloth and handing it over to the him;bothof them ran away.mirza's 's heart fluttered and flipped with trembling excitement as his fingers unfolded the cloth and to his surprise found a dagger ,richly ornated with rubies and the blade as sharp as her razor tongue, the armory was beautiful as it glistened in the rays of the sun and touched his eyes too. And his eyes now focused on a folded letter which he read in utmost joy,
"Shehzadein mirza ko humare masak ke liye maffi maangte hue aur humari pehli jaan pehchaan ki yaad mein ek choti sa toufa'.--------------------------------shehzadi razia'."mirza's hands shivered with delight as around him rolled an ineffable joy of pleasure. His eyes looked curiously here and there and suddenly he raised up his eyes and there he saw her standing on thee terrace with her dazzling summer yellow dress flowing with the wind.razia felt content watching him smile and the burden of hurting him was lifted from her bosom. She giggled and suddenly in an impulse waved a goodbye to him . She was shocked and amused as mirza was flustered and lowered his eyelids in embarrassment. Razia kept on giggling seeing the miffed shy boy ,who collided with the horse, shook nervously and after failed attempts to climb it, toppling at least twice in nervousness finally rode and vanished in a cloud of dust keeping the dagger near his waist belt.
PRESENT
A faint giggle escaped razia's harsh face as she recalled the hilarious scene but seemed like there were two parts of her heart, one which happily recalled his boyish charms but her face hardened with the bleeding of the other part. Only if she knew that he will stab the dagger back in her heart, only if she knew that time that the dagger of trust will be used for betraying her. She was silent for a while gazing sadly into his figure in the backdrop of the glowing sun. razia felt her heart crush in pain, she stared at him blankly again and kept on swinging in the gallery for a long long time. The rhythmic creaking and the sound of her anklets as her mehendi decorated tiny feet brushed on the marble floor moving to and fro broke mirza's attention .He turned around and was taken aback by the sight 'his beautiful untouched wife swinging with her dresses flowing and staring at him with wide open eyes .A huge flush spread on his face and his smirk grew wider as he realized her eyes all over him. Her eyes suddenly met his and she nodded her head tearing off his gaze. She straightened up quickly jumping out on the swing which creaked and slowly came to halt like a pendulum.mirza simpered at her discomfiture as he saw her face which was the color of honey turn pink. He was about to walk towards her but suddenly Anjuman came along and with her dupatta started wiping the sweat droplets from his face and chest, "Oho mirza..dekhiye na apko bilkul bhi khyal nahi hai apna yun dhoop mein baithe hain dekhiye na rang kitna kala pad gaya hai'.",Anjuman smirked as her hands wiped all the droplets and continued still clueless that Razia was watching them. Gala bhii sukh gaya hoga..yeh lijiye..",saying this she extended a glass of a refreshing sharbat she had made herself for him.It was a part of her routine but mirza stared at razia completely unmoved or unattentive to her gesture. He quietly brushed aside her hand and with his undivided attention and eyes focused on razia muttered, "abhi nahi Bhabhi'aaj man nahi hai'.",saying this he walked towards razia who now turned away and ran in anxiety towards the room .Anjuman was baffled at this as she watched mirza go away without even looking back at her as if drawn like a magnet cast by razia's spell .Anjuman felt as if someone had slapped her on her face. She threw away the glass in anger which rolled and stained the marble floor in the pink of hue of the rose syrup.Slowly some ants crawled and fed upon the sweet sugary liquid.
mirza opened the door of his room in excitement. His eyes searched for razia but there was no trace of her. He nodded his head in amusement and smacked his forehead .Utterly dismayed by his stupidity, yearning for her like a fool ,he shook his head and taking a deep breath sighed heavily .Gazing at his reflection in the mirror ,he took a comb and ran his fingers through his hair ,threw it aside and wiped off the sweat from his body . His cheeks had a flush on them beyond the color that had been contributed by the heat and the strong wind; but his eyes were steady. Moments ago his wife was looking at him , this very thought gave him an unknown thrill. Suddenly he saw her reflection in the mirror , thin long fingers clutched the curtains in one corner of the room ,trembling in nervousness and. A smirk ran across his face and he picked up his fluffy achkan ; wearing it suddenly, he turned around and said in flute like tones, "Yun hi chup chup k niharengi shehzadi 'Aap humari begum hai..Apko haq hai humein dekhne ka bahar akar aram se bhi dekh sakti hain..", his eyes lit up with a mischievious glint. razia bit her lips and the curtains fell from her hand ;she slowly walked out ,her anklets tinkling with the dragging of her feet. The distance between them was so small but razia's clumpy gait made it look as if she had been walking since ages. He folded his hands across his bosom and was looking at her with a strange and pensive directness.
" wwo ..Hum apse kuch kehna chahatey hain",her crystalline tones broke the silence and palpable discomfort that had crept between them.
"To kahiye na Razia'" his smile widened ,"humarein kaan taras gaye hain apki batein sunne ko'apke dil ko samajhne ko aap kya chahti hai kya sochti hai'kuch to kahiye Razia",he said in a go ,his heartbeat reverberating in excitement of hearing her voice.
It was the first time ,she wanted to speak to him without any effort from his side. She snapped her fingers and dug the earth beneath her toes and lowered her lids and even before mirza could react suddenly said" 'hum apni ki hui har galti ki mauffi mangte hain'.", mirza was flabbergasted and stepped back horrified ; grabbing her shoulders ,he made her stand up, "Yeh kya kar rahi hain aap Razia"
His statement was cut short by her whimpering. "hum apse vaada karte hain ki hum..apna farz poora krenge..apko koi bhi shikayat ka mauka nahi ",Her voice quivered as she spoke
Mirza was shocked and nodded his head, "Iski koi zarurat nahi hai'Hum jantey hain aap k dil main kai sawal they ..5 saal pehle jo bhi hua'Wo ek Mulq k hone wale badshah ka farz tha razia aur aise faislein jazbaati hokar nahi liye jatey ..Aap samjh rahi hain na Hum kya kehna chahtey hain'?.He held her chin and made her look into his eyes. Her eyes met those of mirza's as she raised them slowly .Between ticks of the watch they exchanged their life's experiences ,fancies ,histories and pain. .
"Hum jantey hain aap naraz honge humse,aap humein ek mauka dein hum apni sari galtiyan sudhar lenge," ,razia choked upon her own words. Her heart wanted to please him. She was scared for her family who could fall prey to his anger because of her stubborn denial of performing the duties as his wife.
"Arey ye aap kyun keh rahi hain'Aaapne humari izzat rakhi, aur humare rishtey ki bhi..aap yahan wapas aa gayi humare paas isse jyada humare liye khushi ki baat ho hi nahi sakti'",mirza was overwhelmed with her apology. She nodded her head and continued, "lekin humein bhi aap se badle mein kuch chahiye'denge aap'", her eyes were inquisitive and her voice grew firm with apprehensions. He nodded his head in wonder and extreme joy ,it was the first time she asked something from him, he wanted to pluck all the stars from the heaven and lay them down at her feet. "Mangiye razia jo apka man chahe'.yahan sab kuch to apka hi hai'.aisa kuch bhi nahi jo hum apko na de payein",his voice shook with excitement and pride, "Chup kyun hain boliye na'",his hands trembled as he shook her shoulders floating in ecstacy.Her acceptance ,her tenderness just touched his parched heart. All these years, he had been craving for her acceptance and the moment almost made him giddy headed.
"Apko humein ek vaada karna hoga..",she extended her palms .
razia's bosom heaved up and down as she breathed heavily and said in a go.., "Hum apse vadda chahte hain 'Vaada kijiye humein jab tak aap ki saans mein saans hai aap humare bhai ,humare parivar aur humare sultanat par koi anch nahi ane denge..Vaada kijiye humein ki unke sharer par ek khanroch bhi nahi ayegi'..",her hands shook wildly and mirza nodded his head in disbelief and suddenly burst laughing again, "Bas itna hi'.Par shehzadai ye Vaada to apka khali hi jayega'."
razia froze with fear and the colour of her face grew pale. mirza stared at her dreary gloomy face and walked forward and held her chin ,making her look at him, "iske liye wadein ki zarurat nahi thi razia..aap humari hain to apka parivar bhi humara hi hua na..aur humare rehte humare parivar par hum anch ane denge yeh apne socha bhi kaise' 'khair jane dijiye..apne pehli baar humse kuch manga hai'apki yeh mang hum zarur poori karenge",he placed his hands on her palms and gripping them strongly he just bowed over with an old time grace and left a respectful kiss on the back of her hand. razia was taken aback by his gesture and felt extremely uncomfortable but sighed heavily as her heart was put to ease now. He walked a few steps forward, clasped her with his lovely arms and looking into her deep watery eyes asked her with bated breath, "razia kya hum sari beeten batein bhulakar ek naye zindagi ki shuruat karein'.",his voice trembled in anxiety and razia closed her eyes. Her heart sank in deep melancholy but she was ready to compromise now for the sake of her loved ones. Her mother's words kept haunting her at the back of her mind .She raised her eyelids and stuttered nodding her head , "Ji'". mirza suddenly left her and moved backwards a few steps refusing to believe what he heard. Rolled around him, an ineffable ocean of joy and the depths of his being reverberated in extreme happiness. His beaming countenance showed that her acceptance was like a treasure in his heart. All these years ..all these five long years he had been waiting for her to accept him and the moment made him reach new heights of happiness. Beaming in his excesses he suddenly turned around and ran towards a box and throwing away some jewels finally finding what he searched madly for her ,came back right in front of her and catching his heavy breath extended it towards her- the shiny crystal bottle with the most exquisite perfume he had picked up for her in all these years, "Yeh aapke liye'Humari ore se ek chota sa togfa ek nayi zindagi ki shuruat ke liye'Aaap jitna to khushboodar nahi hai..par jab bhi humein apki yaad ati thi ,ise apne hatheli par rakh kar hum apko apne pas hi mehsus karte the'",his uninhibited display of his emotions shocked razia as the intensity of his yearnings seeped through his eyes. She looked at the bottle in his shivering palms and then gazed at his eyes. She remained mute but his tender look just moved her for a second and she just held the bottle from his hand and nodded her head ," shukriya..",her hesitant voice reached his ears which made him realize that she had already accepted his gift and he just stood there like a fool with his extended palms.Flabbergasted for a second ,he just quickly withdrew his hands and Razia turned around to walk way when suddenly she heard mirza's commanding voice stopping her, "Rukiye razia'",the distance between them narrowed as he walked towards her closer and closer. razia's heart flipped with anxiety and apprehension. Though ,she had accepted her fate and resigned sacrificing but yet her heart doomed and throbbed in fear of surrender. mirza came closer to her and held her hands brushing them gently and grabbed back the perfume bottle and with his fingers he tucked a stray lock behind her ears which were small buried beneath the locks of her hair. Her face turned pale and she cast a fleeting look as he dabbed the perfume behind her ears with his gentle touch. A new completely unknown wave of thrill passed through her body. His magic touch roused some new sensations and her eyes half opened. sighing mirza felt her pulse leap at his touch and his eyes just forgot to blink watching her trembling lips and fluttering eyelashes. Silence ensued for seconds and mirza felt as if she could fall even with the touch of a feather. "Pasand aya'",mirza smirked and whispered gently in her ears .razia opened her eyes with a jolt and her face turned pale sensing the nearness between them.She wanted to push him back, the nearness suffocated her as she recalled her father ,but she bit her lips trying hard not to yell and offend the one at whose mercy were the lives of her loved ones. "Humein bahut pasand aya'shuiriya'",razia took a step backwards trying to sound as normal as she could but the truth was that her heart was racing a mile every passing second. He smiled sheepishly and moving closer to her again inhaled the sweet frangrance from behind her ears bathing her skin with his warm breaths making her muscles stiff and whispered in his husky tone, "Humein bhi'",his grin grew wider as he saw razia stepping back in fear again. He was about to say something when a knock at the door interrupted him, "Gustakhi Maaf Shehzade par apka Shahi Hamaam tayyar hai.."
razia heaved a huge sigh of relief as she heard mirza answering and reaching out for his kurta, "Haan hum ate hain'" razia turned around with a heavy heart when she stopped at his call again, "razia ek baat puchein kya aapne humein kabhi bhi in 5 salon mein ek pal k liye hi sahi..kya aapne humein yaad kiya'?",mirza's heart itched to get an answer. Did she ever think about him in all these years? Did she ever miss him? His heart craved to know. His eyes fluttered waiting with bated breath for her reply.razia felt cramped and a vague numbness spread over her heart as she turned back and stared at him , "Yaad to unke karte hain jinhe aap bhul jatey hain'lekin 5 salon se sirf aap hi ke chehre ko yaad kiya humne she stiffened and her face became shadowy with lines and her face was a blank emptiness . mirza was ecstatic ,he wanted to rush to her and hold her forever ,but the shock and the confession overwhelmed him so much that he just muttered almost breaking into hiccups, "Apka Bahut shukriya wapas laaut kar ane ka'Apne logon ke paas Humare paas..ab aap wapas aa gayi hai na ..ab sab theek ho jayega'",he said with a huge victorious smile on his face .mirza walked out the room leaving razia in deep thought. She stood like a frozen statue for minutes and suddenly she mumbled, "Hum aye nahi'yahan laye gaye hain 'humare apno ki suraksha ne humein majboor kar diya yahan ane ko'.",her eyes burned like fire and seemed to be misted with a thin film of tear she looked mournfully at her hand,his lips felt imprinted on her hand and she felt choked..
Faraway in the desert ran his horse ,the storm brewed wildly and the sand covered his face and he hopped down and walked towards the man who stood there inside a tent.
"Aisa kya kaam aa gaya malik Sahab ki aap khud hi humse milney chale aye",The man in the black masked amour smirked and his bloodshot eyes heated up with the glint of the huge bag of gold coins which hung loosely in malik's hand.
"Humara ek usool hai'Batein kam kaam jyada'Kaam theek tarah se hona chahiye'.",malik handed over a rolled piece of message to the man and walked away laughing , "Sitaron ki chaal badalne ka samay aa gya hai"
"nawaab aarif khan apko yahan aane ka neouta bhejte hain ki aap luknow ke vikas aur unnati ke jashna mein tashriff laayen..5 din ke iss jashna mein aap sabhi ka hum tahe dil se swagat karte hai'",mirza's eyebrows raised as he heard the messenger reading the message. "mirza'Apke Abba aur Apke bhai malik to is samay riyasat k daure k liye se bahar gaye hain to aapko hi ismein jana hoga'.",Basheer khan,a powerful and loyalist Wazir of Sultan Hakim announced and mirza looked quite unhappy with it .The thought of going way for so many days annoyed him. His lovely wife ,the only reason for his existence all these years was back and he wanted to talk to her ,to know her and to spend some time with her ,going on to attend some boring seminar was the last thing on his mind ,but he sighed heavily remembering that duty always comes first. Fighting hard with his heart, he fixed his priority sighing that razia is now there with him for life he nodded his head in acceptance," Hum zarur jayenge Khan sahab..kab jana hoga..",He asked the messenger with a heavy heart .
"Parson sham ko hi.",mirza chuckled thinking he still had almost a day and a half with her .
"Theek hai humare jane ki tayyari kar dijiye'.",mirza announced and walked out of the courtroom.
His mojris tapped on the marble floor again. This time his heart was at content. His life was back in his palce, in his room, with the acceptance of her own hear. Life could never have been more blessed for mirza.The colors of Holi were still a few days away but the canvas of his deprived life since years was suddenly painted with hues of love. He wanted to talk to her, to hear her complains, her incessant chatter and banter which made his heart instantly her slave, the very first day he had laid his eyes upon her. With excitement he stepped inside opening the door and was almost in splits as he saw razia stiffen on her couch near the jharonkha and she lied down tightly clutching the bed sheet and shutting her eyes pretending to sleep sensing his presence. A beam of light streaked across the floor climbing up on her, which vanished as he smiled and closed the door behind him.. . In the breeze the curtains flew up and kept fluttering near her pillow. raziA's heart froze with fear when she heard his footsteps nearing her. When the curtains fluttered in the breeze, the room was drenched in his fragrance wafting from very near her. She could feel his presence clearly. A long silence followed, except for the wind and the crackling of the fire outside. The moon was higher and the mango blossoms shadows deeper . mirza sat at her side and watched a little cloud drift asunder and shadow her face. She was pretending to sleep sweetly but he smirked at her futile attempt to keep up the pretence. He essayed to take her hand to awaken her. In doing so he touched her balled fists with which she had tightly clutched the bedsheet.He drew back his hand and smiled sweetly looking at her nervous frame. razia froze with fear for the unknown but suddenly she heard receding footsteps which again grew louder and a soft feathery touch covered her with a silken sheet. mirza walked back to the bed and sighed content and happy. He knew it was definitely a new beginning but her hesitation appealed to him. Everything was so new for her and he was in mood to push her for anything. He wanted her heart ,like an immaculate companion of his trials and tribulations. He wanted to give her his strong body ,his arms to protect her,his legs to carry her never even allowing her tender feet to touch the earth and a heart at her service charged with nothing but absolute love for her. Though his body throbbed with desires in her presence, the overpowering feeling to crush her in his arms made him mad every second .Yet he wanted her surrender from her own will. For him love was not the heady emotion which screamed for only flesh, it was the simple overwhelming joy he felt with her sheer presence. The unabated pleasure which would touch him ,when he would hold her hands watching sunsets dipping in the sand dunes, the fear that would grip him if she would frown, the immense satiety he would experience watching him and her age gracefully together-That was the meaning of marriage for him. He was ready to wait till she poured out her heart for him and he will make sure when the moment comes it will sure be worth the wait. With a sense of deep satisfaction and dreams of a warm future ahead, he closed his eyes.
Originally posted by: arshia200
NOW MY RESPECT FOR MIRZA OF UR STORY HAS INCREASED BY A MILLION FOLDS...👏
"He wanted her to surrender to him from her own will"
SUCH A GENTLEMAN OF A HUSBAND YAAR.
aisa pati sabko miley...
but when will razia fall for him and hw will she ? waiting to see that...
and awww she already got desire wale chills with mirzas touch when he was applying perfume to her😳
and im nt getting a good feeling abt mirza going away for 5 days to lucknow...i dont trust his anjuman bhabhi and malik khan what if he returns before mirza ??😡😡
hehehe staring at him when hes topless chup chupke haan
"aap hamari begum hai aapko haq hai humein dekhna ka"😆😳
it was a very AWWW wala update yaar...
still in the hangover of those feels ur story gave me...
muaaah update soon !🤗🤗
Originally posted by: ..radiance...
Where is the update Shravani ?? I really adore this story a lot yarr.. update karo na..
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