Everybody would like to control somebody. This is a nature of human being. You like to be in control of everything, but who can control the Lord Himself? Not only Srimati Radharani, but also all the saints have had that. Because Radha has awakened within them. Their bhakti is not flickering; their bhakti has no flaw in it. When bhakti has no flaw, then Radha is there. Because in Srimati Radharani there is no flaw towards Krishna. It doesnβt matter how Krishna is, but Her longing for Krishna, Her devotion to Krishna, Her Love for Krishna, thatβs the highest. And yet, people try to love. They would like to love like this, but itβs not possible. Why it is not possible? Because you still retain your ideas about what is love. You still want to love the way you want, βI, I, I, my, my, mineβ, you know. You still want to control everything...
When the mind becomes single-pointed, there is no diversion, there is no flickering. That mind longs for the aim. And what is that aim? That aim is Bhagavan Himself, Narayana Krishna.
We praise the gopis, for example. Even if they were doing everything, you know, their minds were on Krishna. They were clear. Because Bhagavan didnβt say that you should not have a family life or you should not have your job. Very often spiritual people think like that. No, you should do all your duties, but make Him part in everything that you are doing. And that is Radha. When the mind becomes single-pointed, there is no diversion, there is no flickering. That mind longs for the aim. And what is that aim? That aim is Bhagavan Himself, Narayana Krishna. (You can name Him many names, all are His.) When that aim becomes clear, then Radha says, βOkay, that person deserves more.β If She awakens inside of you the longing for the Lord, but yet, your mind is still running left, right, how would you handle that? Tell me! Difficult, no? So, when that mind becomes fixed upon the Supreme Lord Himself, Giridhariji, then that bhav, that longing, will awaken. And when that longing awakens, donβt think that that longing will finish. Very often, when people go on the spiritual path at the beginning, they are very excited. People look for enthusiasm and excitement.
Earlier I was listening to Kailashananda talking [during Darshan]. He was saying how his mind was diverted and how he fixed that. But how do you think that happened? Automatically just like that? No! It is he who willingly wanted it. If he didnβt want it, then of course, it would never have happened. And this is the Grace of Srimati Radharani when it awakens.
Aradhana means not only sadhana, not just prayer, but it is with which mood you are doing it; that longing.
Paramahamsa Vishwananda
Thatβs why in the Shreemad Bhagavatam She is referred to as Aradhana. Aradhana means not only sadhana, not just prayer, but it is with which mood you are doing it; that longing. Itβs not just doing it mechanically and finish. There is also that deep longing for Him. That is Radharaniβs Grace.
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