The clear lines of fear is visible in zoya's eyes as she speaks. But she couldn't delay it more. He is a part of her life but she has to end this. This is not what she wanted from life she still remembered her first time with him. It was just a compromise for her. Some favour needs to be return in cruel way and she accepted her faith but then as days passed she felt more than something for this man. She really hoped he changed his decision and marry her. Bit its of no use. He was a tough man and she understood it very well. He wont marry her and she has to move on. Breaking from the reverie of her thought she looked up fron her eye lashes to asad. He still had the same expression of rage on it. Being very uncomfortable with his intense look she shifted from her place and lowering her eyes she took a small step towards the door. "So you want to get married now?" He asked faking a laugh at her. Zoya's btow twitched together. There was no joke cracked here why was he laughing then? "Yes." She murmured quuetly. Asad started walkimg in circle around her and stopped when he was standing right on her face. "And you want to be free from me?" He asked again. His calm voice spoke terror to zoya she bite her lips and nods in yes. "You really think you can walk in me that easy?" He spat like an acid making zoya flinch. "Have you forgot who you are? " the sudden strike of ferocious storms into him and he grips her by her arm like he will break her in two. "As..you are hurting me" few rolls of tears rolled from her eyes. "Shut up you! "He shuts his eyes and throws zoya away from his grip. Zoya feels much humilated again. And she sinks on bed crying on what all destiny brought her into. "I..i remeber everything." She whispers between her sobs. "I know i am bought by you asad. I know from where have you taken me. And i am honestly owe you this. But-"she was cut of from between when asad walks to her and holding her by one arm pulls her on her feet. He looks at the flowing river of tears and then with really soften eyes. He wipes them off. "You are free zoya. You can get married to anyone." He smiles while zoya stares at him in a shock. "But.-" she hears him curiously " but you have to tell him what was your past and what is your present. And also." Zoya felt someone had pulled ground beneath her feet.that bad shock she got from his but- "Tell him you are an purchased item which i got from red light area grant road two years back and please don't forget to mention then after you are with me..for all needs. Got it. If he still agrees then he would also agree for our relation after your marriage." He smiles kissing her on her lips. Zoya stubled back and stares as if he had grown two horns. "Asad what are you saying? Why are you doing this to me?" She cried in his arm but with a winning smile on face he simply pulled her in a hug. All she knew now was he proved once again he is heartless. And he is trap in his lust. There after she laid there simply with brows kissing each other. While he kept his assault in exploring her body. She never thought he would bring that topic again.there was again the mist of her sorrows that made her blurred that night.
The next morning came with a phone call. Asad was sleeping right beside her when zoya phone set up its ringtone. She woke up from her slumber stretching her hand to get the phone from table. Zoya raises her thumb and brings the phone to her ear with a swap the phone connects. "Hello." She says sleepily. "Get my son on phone." Comes a voice from other end. "Excuse-" she tried to speak as she was still in her sleep. "I am rashid. Now get my son on line. Why is his cell not working?" He angrily informed her. Zoya turned her back to asad who was sleeping like an infant. "Sir he is sleeping" she says biting her lips. It takes a lot to not feel insulted to speak a man who is not your husband is sleeping with you. "I said just give him the phone." Rashid said with a tone of anger and disgust. Zoya flinched at the rhythm and nods her head in yes. She then turns to asad and raises her hand to wake him up. After last night of encounter she felt a strange emotion and she couldn't bring herself to touch him. Her hands remained in air as she lost herself with argument. After a good seconds when rashid barking could be hear from distance on phone. She sniffed and forced herself to touch him. It strange that one night brought so many walls between her will and her thinking. Asad groaned in sleep , feeling a hand waking him up. When he looked ar zoya his lips twitched a little but immediately he washed them away with his disgust look. He woke up amd found zoya mumbling something about phone. He with a stern look got up and took the phone from her then he brought his thumb tk the red button and disconnected it. Zoya watched him confused. For asad starting his morning from his father would be last thing on earth he would ever want. So he did what he felt was right chose to ignore his father. Asad stood up quietly and stretched his arm with a moan. Zoya simply waited blank as he finished with his bathroom and stepped back in room. Reacting as if she do not exist in the same decor asad kept dressing and just when she knew what is next he checked in his pocket and brought an envelop. He outstretched to her asking her to take. Zoya scanned the envelop and found a paper for medical admission. It has her cousin nazma name on it. So he gave donations and admitted her in medical college. But this was something she and nazma knew how did he found out they were looking for nazma admission. She clearly remember not sharing this finance issue with asad. Zoya looked at him with devotion in her eyes. Who is he? A demon or an angel who is here to help her. What should she feel for him? Love or pain? Every questions were blurred until he brought another 500 bundle and kept on the table walking out of the room. She sighed feeling uncontrollable pain in her heart..
Rashid was walking to and fro in the room when his wife came with a news of asad coming home. "Now you got the time to return home?" Rashid walked out and instantyl spotting asad he spat venom. Asad smiled at him with a insulting eye contact." Abu can't you change dialogue for once? Its been ages since you haven't tried new." He cracked joke. "Asad its not funny. You know we were worried about you. Your father heard an accident in bhopal and thought-" shirin interfered in middle and seeking rashid arm she said in a emotional tone. "Oh and you all thouggt whether i survived or not. Too bad dad i survived." He laughed as if some joke os been said. "Asad shut up. We were worried." Rashid stepped forward and stood on asad's face. "Worried about ...if i left alive then these property would go from your hand." He again laughed like a drunkard. " asad you know it not what you think!" Rashid tried to defend but asad just chuckled on his defence. "Yes i know. And if you people allow can i just go and hit the bed." He yawn. " i am hore of all this family show." He laughed lazily and starts walking to his room. "Get real or try some acting course abu. Will give you better result .bet me!" He says walking through the door to his room waving his dad hand. Rashid stays quiet thinking what has he done to loose respect from his son's eyes. And the answer to it is "many" says his inner voice.
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