The parchai the shadow

I loved the photo Sagar used when he asked Kahan ho jhanvi. It had both the girls jhanvi and yamini, yamini exactly behind jhanvi like her shadow, her parchai.

Yamini is Jhanvi's parchai, jhanvi is the light within her, she is there only till jhanvi or jhanvi is there only till she is there. Kaaya aur saaya thats what Jhanvi and Yamini the twins are. What Rajeswari had done in childhood to break triveni was alientate the Saaya. By making only Jhanvi part of the family, she had ensured that the girls will end up fighting over Sagar or rather Sagar will ensure they remain divided and never reach the real potential of their combined power.

Saraswati was not interested in that marriage then, she is not interested in that marriage now. She have her own reservations regarding the whole idea. I am really interested to know why Saraswati had her reservations. See today she told she doesnt want to give the hand of her daughter to such a guy who doesnt respect her. The one who put her daughter's life at risk willingly.

Interestingly Sagar himself tells about the incident in which on Holi when he was playing with balloon accidentally Yamini's eyes were injured and she came complaining. Sagar and Yamini used to fight is given, unlike Sagar Jhanvi. What has Saraswati observed in those fights as a mother. Because Sagar has a dark streak in him. And Yamini used to bring out that darkness in him exactly the way he went to feed cashew to her to test if she is Jhanvi.

Jhanvi's parchai Yamini had always exposed the dark streak in Sagar I feel from childhood and that darkness had always worried the mother Saraswati. Yesterday Saraswati spoke about Gautham's anger which only she knew for as for the world he was a gentle caring person. And yesterday it also pointed out towards the fact that the marriage of Saraswati- Gautham may not have been that ideal as we think. It had its share of problems. Saraswati likes Sagar, but definetly he is not her ideal son in law. She has her fears and reservations as I clearly saw in her eyes as she looked at a dreamy Koel. The parchai of Jhanvi have terrified the mother in Saraswati again. No she cant entrust her dil ka tukda with this guy.

Sagar is searching for his light, looking only at the light in the picture while the darkness, the parchai, the shadow lingers behind silently playing with him. Till he acknowledges the darkness, the parchai, light wont be seen.