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Aastha please don't leave my son alone...i just wanted to save my son from this pain...but cann't do anything...everything get ruined today...he came to know that swati was not loyal to him she just wanted his property and was blackmailing his baba for money for some fabricated videos ...anjali was sobbing badly...
Anjali:tum uss par shak mat karna aastha...all videos that swati showed were fake...mera beta bilkul beqasoor hai...he loved that girl so much...but she only betrayed my son...
Anjali:i know astha...shlok ne tumhare saath bhi ghalat kiya hai...tears roll down from anjali's face...he is adamant...he always wanted to win over others...he never wanted others interruption in his matters...but all he wants is love...he thought that swati loved him and i am against his love that's why when she suddenly left shlok and died in that accident...he blamed me without even knowing that swati was such a cheater.
Astha:don't worry aayi...sab theek ho jaye ga...i won't leave him at any cost...astha hugs anjali to make her feel better...
Anjali:my son needs only love...only your love is his remedy now...otherwise he will be shattered ... woh ab tak uss swati ko pyaar karta aaya hai...but today after knowing her truth he will get totally heartbroken...pyaar se bharosa uth jaye ga uss ka...
Astha:main hoon na aayi...she assures anjali that she will never leave shlok heart broken...
Astha came to her room...she somehow control her tears infront of anjali but now she was crying bitterly...
Astha cann't control herself from loving shlok despite the fact that shlok married her only to take revenge...
Astha:i love u shlok ...i cann't leave u ...u said u married me for revenge...but u always supported me in my bad times...indirectly...
Astha:main shlok se nafrat karney mein bilkul har gayi hoon...main bohat chahti hoon shlok ko (i love shlok so much)
Now she was worried for shlok...she thought where he can go...
Astha:shlok was not looking ok when he left...i have to search for him...i hope ke shlok khud ko shambhaal paye...
Suddenly she remembered that before marriage once shlok told her that whenever he feels sad or hurt... he always wants to spend sometime alone in his farm house ...
Astha:haan...woh zaroor farm house hi gaye hoon ge...i will go and check him there ...she wiped her tears...took her purse and left for farm house...
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It was cloudy outside...and moreover it was getting dark when astha reached the farm house...she rushed inside quickly...and called for shlok...but she found him no where...
Astha:kahin woh apney room me na hoon...and she was right...shlok was lying on his bed all drunken...totally unconscious...with wine bottle in his hand...
Astha:feeled so bad for him...she takes that bottle and placed it on one side...and sat near him...passes her fingers through his hair and said...main aap ko iss takleef se bahir le aayun gi shlok...and covered him with blanket...
Hamesha tumko chaha aur chaha aur chaha aur chaha kuch bhi nahin
Tumhe dil ne hai poojaaa aur poojaaa kuchi bhi nahin
Astha:thought that shlok has not eaten anything since morning...so she should make something for him...so when he will wake up he will eat something ...drinking bottles and bottles of wine is not good for him...she said to herself...
She entered kitchen and cooked some food for him...
Aastha was doing all this for the love she was having for shlok...otherwise she knew that how will shlok react...
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It was 7:00pm ...when shlok wake up...it was all dark outside...a sheer calmness prevailing everywhere...like the silence before the storm...shlok looked here and there ...where the hell this bottle goes...he was very frustrated already...and now this was adding fuel to his frustration...
Astha cleared all the bottles from his room when he was unconscious...
Shlok:feeled as something is not ok...someone is definitely here...how this all mess got cleared by itself...he thought who came here...he went outside to check...
He found astha in the hall cleaning all the mess he created...
Shlok:tum yahan kya kar rahi ho???...he shouted
Astha:suddenly turns...
Shlok:i m asking u something dammit ...answer me ...kyun aayi ho yahan...he again shouted...
Astha:aap ke liye shlok...
Shlok:i don't need anyone...just go away and leave me alone...i m alone and can live this way...i don't need u or anybody else...
Astha:shlok...u r not alone i am with u...
Shlok:stop all this ...i know u r very happy to see me in pain...after all i gave u only pain...and u are here to remind me how it feels when your love gives u pain...
Astha:i wish u knew how i feel inside but u don't...
Astha:bhool jayiye aap swati ko...kyun khud ko uss ke liye takleef de rahey hain...
Shlok:i don't need ur advice about what to do or not...just leave ...from here..
Astha:i will not go anywhere and will not leave u shlok when u need someone the most...
Shlok:getting furious now...tightly hold her arms and said...kyun baar baar merey kareeb aaney ki khosish karti ho???... kyun????...he shouted...
Astha: because i love u...sunna aap ne because i still love u...
Jis raah pe, hai ghar tera
Aksar wahan se, haan main hoon guzri
shayad yahin dil mein raha
Tu mujh ko mil jaye, Kya pata...
Kya hai yeh silsala
Janu naa, Main janu naa
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Shlok:pyaar hamesha dard de sakta hai janti ho na ...meri zindagi mein ab koi jagah nahi hai pyaar jaisey khokley rhistey ke liye...just go away now ...leave me alone...
Astha: i will not go...shlok hold her arm and dragged her outside the door but she resisted...shlok strongly pushed her on one side on the foor...where her hand gets injured by a nail projecting from the window frame...her hand started bleeding...but shlok was so mad at the moment that without noticing anything he locked the door...
Astha was constantly knocking all the doors of the farm house ...asking shlok to open the door once...begging him to listen to her atleast once...but it was useless...
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Astha was adamant too...she sat silently on one of the chairs placed in the garden...thinking that she will stay here no matter what...
Shlok:all furious...started drinking again...all incidents were making his mind to explode...he was drinking glass after glass of wine...shouting that why u cheated me swati...i loved u so much...then why? ...
Suddenly a voice gained his attention...whats the big difference shlok... i cheated u and u cheated that innocent girl aastha...then why u r calling me cheater...what about u shlok...suddenly astha's voice interrupted swati and said ...even he cheated me i still love him...i m not like u...i will never leave shlok...u understand...
Swati:was laughing...no astha...he will always be alone...no one can heal his wounds...he deserves this...hahahaaha...
Shlok:shouted stop this both of u...but the next moment he realized that it was just his imagintation... a sound of his innerself... a bitter truth...that at this moment he wants and needs someone to share his feelings...and only he was remembering astha...and her words that she loves him still even after all his misdeeds...his mind recollects all the moments he spend with aastha...he realized how pure was astha's love for him and what swati did ...
Jab jab tere paas main aaya, Ik sukoon mila
Jise main tha bhoolta aaya, Wo wajood mila
Jab aaye mausam gham ke, Tujhe yaad kiya
Ho...
Jab sehme tanhapan se, Tujhe yaad kiya
Hmm..dil... Sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk jaa zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Aisa kyun kar hua janu naa
Main janu naa o..o..
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Suddenly it started raining ...astha got all wet...it was extremely cold outside...but she didn't move an inch from her place...
Shlok:went near the window to check what's this noice outside...but left shocked when he saw shivering astha sitting on the garden chair...with the believe that shlok will listen to her once...the moment his heart dominated his mind and he move towards the garden...
Shlok:silently went near her and offers her ...his coat ...she stood up in shock ...tears roll down from her face ...she could see the pain in his eyes...
Shlok:put his coat on aastha...
Kuch bhi nahi Jab darmayaan
Phir kyun hai dil, tere hi khwaab bunta
Chaha ki de, tujhko bhula
Par yeh bhi mumkin ho na sakaa...
Kya hai yeh maamla, Janu naa
Main janu naa
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Shlok:(this time he softly said)...chali jao yahan se...
Astha: nahi jaon gi...aap ko chor ke shlok...
Shlok:don't want astha to suffer for him...but he really didn't know what was her happiness...she just wanted him...
"We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people that don't even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets!"
Shlok:i know who send u here...mrs.agnihotri na...just go and tell her that she will never win...she cann't gain my trust back...she remained silent that's her mistake...and u r also making a mistake following her...leave me astha...otherwise i will divorce u...
Astha:left surprised ...at his rudeness...
Astha:slapped him...and said...bohat hi selfish ho tum mr.shlok agnihotri...khud ke elawa tu tumhein kuch nazar hi nahi aata na...main aur sasu bhai tu natak kar rahey hain na aap ki parwa karney ka...par kya aap ne kabhi parwa ki apney parivaar ki...apni aayi ki...apni patni ki...us lardhki ke pyaar ka matam mana rahey ho subah se jis ne aap ko dhoka diya...unka kya shlok jo aap ko hamesha se sacha pyaar kartey aaye hain...how dare u to say that u will divorce me...
Shlok:wanted to tell her how much guilty he is for his misdeeds...but his ego never allowed him to do that...but the pain in his eyes were obvious...
Astha:i give u all my love ... i waited for the day when same love grows in ur heart for me but mein har gayi shlok... aap ki ego aap ko kabhi kush nahi honey de sakti...she was shouting at the top of her voice.
Little drops of tears escape shlok's eyes but the rain never let astha realized this...
Kuch bhi nahi Jab darmayaan
Phir kyun hai dil, tere hi khwaab bunta
Chaha ki de, tujhko bhula
Par yeh bhi mumkin ho na sakaa...
Kya hai yeh maamla, Janu naa
Main janu naa
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Astha:ja rahi hoon mein ...magar janey se pehley zaroor kehna chahoon gi ke...kash aap apni ego se agey bhi kuch soch saktey...tu aaj aap akeley na hotey...mr.shlok...
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As astha took her next step away from shlok in anger...she fainted...
Shlok:shouted...asthaaa...and holds her in his arms...
He lifts her in his arms and took her inside...made her lie on the bed and sprinkles some water over her face...
Shlok was feeling totally numb at the moment...the fear of losing astha dominated her mind...he was tapping astha's face continuously ...asking her to open her eyes...
Astha...soon gain consciousness and opened her eyes...the very next second shlok locked her in his arms for a tight hug...
Astha was in tears to see this caring side of shlok once again in her life...but soon she remembered about the divorce thing shlok talked a moment earlier...she get up from the bed and said ...divorce chahiye na aap ko mujh se...mujhe chaley jana chahiye...aap ko tu meri zaroorat hi nahi hai shlok...aap apni zindagi akeley guzarna chahtey hain na...ok main aap ki khushi ke liye yeh bhi bardhast karron gi...
Shlok:(who a moment earlier experienced the fear of losing astha...whose happiness was only with her)don't want her to leave...he grabbed her arm...and said... please rukh jao...mujhe akela chor kar mat joa...i need u aastha...please...there was so much pain in his eyes that astha feeled her heart melting at his pain...tears rolled down her face...
Astha:moved closer to shlok...cupped her face...and watch him lovingly for a moment...(and said)...kahin nahin jao gi aap ko chor kar...kabhi nahi jaon gi...kabhi bhi nahi...aur agar aap ne mujhe divorce deney ki baat ki tu apni jaan de doon gi...before she completed the sentence shlok put his finger on her lips...main aisa kabhi nahi honey doon ga...both hugged each other...to lessen their pains...their sorrows... which love had given them...
Both were lost in each others arms when shlok noticed the wound on astha's hand...
Shlok:yeh chot kaisey lagi???...he searched violently for first aid box...cleaned her wound...and apply bandage on her hand...
Shlok:batao kaisey lagi yeh chot???...and suddenly he remembered how rudely he pushed her out of the house...meri wajah se hua na yeh...meri wajah se na...and he punched hardly on the wall...
Astha:shlok...what are you doing???...its not your fault...show me your hand...she caressed his hand lovingly...and said shlok...aap ne kuch nahi kiya...woh aap ka khusa tha...jis ne aap ko yeh sab karney par majboor kiya...aur khusey main tu insan bohat kuch ghalat karta hai...
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It started raining once again and electricity goes off...
Shlok...lighted a candle...and asked her to sit comfortably...he is with her...as he knew how much she fears from darkness...
Shlok sit next to her..staring her constantly... soon they lost into each others eyes...
Astha:shlok ...i tried my level best to hate u ...but i failed...i love u shlok...
I don't regret the amount of love I have given you. I don't even remember how much it is. All I know is that I have loved you to the fullest with no limits, no doubt and no fear.
Shok:i am really really sorry for all my misdeeds...
Astha:don't be sorry shlok...i just love u ...i forgot all except my love for u...
SHLOK:...how can you love me so much astha...even after knowing that i am a bad person...he placed his head in astha's lap...
Astha:(caressed her cheeks) ...words fall short whenever i want to tell u how special you are to me,but all my happiness is linked to you shlok...kash aap samajh patey ke aapki kya jagah hai meri zindagi me...main ne aap ko bohat pehley hi maaf kardiya hai shlok...she bend down and kissed shlok's cheek...
Shlok:today i want to promise you astha...i will rectify all my mistakes...i will give you sooo much happiness that u will forget all bitter memories of our past...
Astha:i know you will always keep me happy...my life will be full of smiles once again...
Shlok:was having tears in his eyes ...he was surprised at her strong faith in him...he thought ...how can i ignore her for such a long time? when she was always there for me...
The intense pain in their eyes and their deep love connected their souls ...the moment they need each other badly...
Pure love is a willingness to give without a thought of receiving anything in return...
Their breaths were mingling with each other...
"There is nothing more lovely in life than the union of two people whose love for one another has grown , from the small acorn of passion, into a great rooted tree".
Shlok brushed her lips with his fingers...wanting them.
Astha kissed his lips...both shared a passionate kiss...the moment they demanded and needed more and more of each other...
Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs, Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes, Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, A choking gall and a preserving sweet.
They were lying in each others arms covered with white sheets...loving each other and soothing each other...
The moment they both completed each other...their love healed all their pains and inner scars...
Sometimes i feel why do i love u so much...
sometimes i think it's not enough...
Sometimes i think if i could love you more than enough...
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