Arpitha stood at the window looking outside, actually thinking about wat happened before.
Prasant came to her and kept his hand on her shoulder"mai jaantha hu arpitha tum kya soche rahi ho,Aakash ki baare me na?mai jaantha huki uski ye bartav maa ke saath tumhe bahut takleef diya hoga,wo isa nahi kahna chahiye,lekin arpitha wo ankitha ko leke bahut pareshaan horaha hai, uski patni aur unki bachhe ke leke wo bahut fikar hora hai isiliye wo isa kiya ,per maine unse baat ki,wo maa se maafi maangega, tum bhi jaanthe hona arpitha wo maa ko bahut izzat karthe respect karthe, wo bhi apni kiye keliye bahut sharminda horaha hai.
Arpitha:- nahi ,. Prasant mai iski bare me nahi soche rahihu.mai jaanthi hu jobhi hua wo galati se hua,aakash ko mai samj sakthihu aur galathi humari bhi hai. Mai bus maa ko leke pareshaan hu. Mujhe lagtha hai ,maa maan sir ko leke kuch jyaada pareshaan horahi hai,isa kyu karrahi ho wo, pehle kabhi isa nahi hai maa. Aur aapko lagtha hai ki maa such bolrahi hai? Jarur wo humse kuch chuparahe.
Pra:- haa,.. mujhe bhi isa lagraha hai,.. khair, tum chintha math ho, mai pata lagaunga kya hai,. Tum maa se kuch math pucho.
Ar:- thik hai.
Ankitha sat on the bed thinking the same. Aakash came and sat beside her taking her hand in to his,"Ankitha, I am sorry, mujhe se galathi hue, mai isa nahi baath karna chahiyetha maa ke saath. Mujhe maaf kardo, mai kal subha maa se maafi maangunga aur phir kabhi isa nahi karunga . I promise u.
Anki:- nahi,.. aakash aap ko mujhe se maafi maangne ki koi jarurat nahi. Galathi mujhe se hue. Mai aaj tak sirf ek beti hi hokar ji rahi hu. Kabhi ek jimmedaari patni nahi ban paayi.Humesha maa ki chintha hothi rahthi hu. Per ab mai bhi maa bannewaali hu. Mujhe meri bacche ki khayaal bhi rakhna hoga. Aap bahut acche ho, acche pati ho, acche papa bhi ho,isiliye aap humari chintha karthe the. Mai aapse waada karthi hu , aaj se mai hum dononki puri dhyaan rakhthi hu, sirf ek acchi beti nahi , acchi patni aur acchi maa bhi banneki khoshish karungi. Aap ko aur shikayat karneka mouka nahi dungi. I promise u.she hugged him.
Geet laid on bed to sleep, but sleep is not near her. Her mind again and again recollecting the total events fr. the morning. First her encounter with Pammi and her sharats and her threat, followed by Maans worry for her safety, his concern and care ,effection and love in his eyes , how he shocked thinking that something happened to her when she fall down everything came in to her mind asking her questions which she doesnt know answers.
She questioned herself ,why I took up those sharats of pammi, why I agreed to her?Am I afraid of her threat? Or I was worried for Maanji?wat happened to me?till today my all preferences and care everything is my family only. But today wat happened to me? Why my heart refusing to leave Maanji? not at all ready to leave him to them, dreading if something happens to him, wat if they do harm to him?
I want to save him fr. them, but how ? don't know?why should I care for him? Aakash thik kaha,mujhe meri family ke baare me sochna chahiyetha. Per aaj jo maine kiya use dekhkar koi isahi kahsaktha hai, Aakash thik kaha. Per mai kyu isa behave karrahi hu? Kya horaha hai mujhe? Mujhe isa kyu lagraha hai kiMaan ji mujhe bahut chahthe hai? Aaj tak maine socha wo mujhe bahut izzat kartha hai, care kartha hai. Lekin aaj unki bartav kuch aur kahraha hai.
Suddenly she sat up on bed remembering his confession"Mai ji nahi saktha"
Ye kya hai unhone isa kyu kaha?aur kya hai jo maine unki aankhon me dekha, kitna concern care effection love clearly visible in his eyes. Wo kya hai babaji?mai kya dekhrahi hu? Kya wo such hai babaji?kya ye pyaar hai? Kya wo mujhe pyaar kartha hai?
Ye pyaar ,mohabbath,isa ehsaas maine kabhi nahi mehsoos kiya. Aaj tak mai isa ehsaas ko meri dil me kabhi ane nahi diya. Ye saare chizonko mai ussi din dabake meri dil ki andar khas ke band kiya jisdin meri shaadi uss vikram se hua. Aur ek baar mai is Delhi me pehli kadam rakha us din mai ye saare ehsaas ko humesha humesha keliye mar dala. Aaj tak mai yahi socha, per ab kaha se araha hai isa soche? Bahar aake yakeen dilaneki khoshish karrahe ki wo abhi tak jinda hai, aur bhi jina chahtha hai.kyu mai ye sab chahne laga hu?kyu mai ab uski jarurat mehsoos karrahi hu?kyu mera dil baar baar Maan ji ki taraf jaarahi hai?mai apne aapko kyu nahi rok paa rahi hu?unhe dekhne ki bagar ek pal bhi rahna mujhe se nahi ho raha hai? Kya mai bhi unhe itna bhi chahne lagi hu? Kya mai bhi unhe pyaar karrahi hu? Hey babaji? Ye kya horahi hai mujhe?
Geet ka dil ki dhadkan achanak tej horahi hai uski dhun uski khano me sunayi derahi hai.uska badan bahut garm honelagi. Full body filled with unknown currents of sensations which started fr. her heart and slowly passing through out her body giving sweet torture which she never ,ever experienced before in her whole life. [Even though she was married and mother of two children but she never get love fr. her husband ,we know wo use abuse kiya. Bahut torture kiya].
The sweet currents passing through out her body fr. top to toe,giving goosebumps to the whole body . her body curled and curled with the ache of that sweet pain. Her cheeks became pink, face turned into total dark pink with shy eyes became heavy due to excess blood .she curled and curled her legs which r throbbing for some thing which she doest know . She pressed herself to the bed to control herself which is a futile attempt.she turned on bed on her stomach pressing her self to the bed and her face hiding in the pillow, clutching it with her palms .she smiled like a teenage girl who fell in to love for the first time .she blushed covering her face in her palms shying like a newly wedded bride. She laid on bed imagining her as a bride to Maan. She closed her eyes falling in to sleep dreaming Maan.
Imagine this song which exactly reflects the true feelings in geet.A VERY BEAUTIFUL SONG.
Film singham
Saathiyaaa,.. Saathiyaa,..
Pagalese dil ye kya kiya,...
Suliyaa,..sunliyaaa,..
Tujko diwaane ne sunliyaa,..
Dil tho ,uda,..uda,..re aasamaa me,..baadalonki hai,..
I think many of u know this song ,if not please listen to this before read this . then only u can better understand wat I mean to say about geet ki haalat .
Thank .u . yaar.
link for part-107https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/94958874
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