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hii girlies your naina is back with an os after long... did u all miss my os or not...????
anyways the queen of one shots is back...!!!!!!! đ đ
i dont know why i gave this name to the os, but it just seemed so apt... so beautiful...
hope u all like it...!!!!
VIRMAN OS ** THE ROAD NOT TAKEN...
people say that one should never think of their life as perfect like a fairytale. because fairytales n their perfection is nothing but an illusion of human mind. perfection - nothing in this world can be perfect... perfection doesnt exist in the real world but we humans sometimes forget it and then god opens our eyes by showing us the hidden ugly truth of life and breaks our beutiful illusion of perfection. i manvi virat singh vadera also learned this and that too in a blink of an eye. i also thought that my life is just beautiful and magical like a fairytale. i found my prince, my knight in shining armour, he gave me strength to even fight death and destiny... he gave me another life... he won me from death... i married my prince charming and our life thereafter.. just as beautiful like a butterfly... i thought that my love story has also reached a state where i can put a tag of " and they lived happily ever after...". soon one more small little happiness knocked at my door. i got to know that i am pregnant... a new life is taking shape inside me... a baby, an epitome of mine n virat's love growing inside my tummy. there will be a baby soon in my arms which will only be ours... our creation... i was soo happy that i failed to notice virat n his comprehensiveness about this little life growing inside me. i failed to notice taht he wasnt happy... he didnt want that little bundle of joy... he didnt want our baby... our baby which was a part of me now... a part which i cannot ever thinking of separating from myself. but then i took a decision, my di wasnt able to concieve... while i was enjoying this phase of motherhood, my di... my di who was like my mother to me, was dying to experience this and have a baby of her own. i know di has done a lot for me... which may be mom n dad couldnt also have done for me... my di is my god... she killed her first unborn just to save my life... how can i ever repay back her but i wouldnt even let go a single chance to thank her. i decided to give my baby... my first born to di n jiju... i know they would take care of my baby so well taht i dont need to worry... i was more than happy to do something for my di... jeevika di has always given me every possible joy and happiness in life then how could i step back when i got a chance to bring a smile on her face but... but a mother inside me was crying... crying because she was giving away the apple of her eye... she was separating her kid from herself. but he refused to take my baby away from me saying that she has all right over my baby and she doesnt need to have a legal right on my baby. a mother inside me was beeming with happiness because her baby wasnt going anywhere... now her baby would remain with her only and she would be able to love her baby. now i thought that everything would be fine slowly and slowly as di n jiju found a surogate for di and now they would get their own baby... their own little bundle of joy... again life was just perfect until the hell broke lose. it was my first sonography, virat accompanied me and cancelled his interview n meeting just to be there with him... i was so happy so have a husband, a companion like virat... i am blessed to have a partner like virat... but circumstances played a game with both of us... virat was there with me but still he wasnt able to accompany me at the time i wanted him the most... we were to see our baby for the first time n i wanted nothing but virat at that time... but he wasnt there... it broke my heart into pieces but di came n gathered all those pieces. my di was there with me and we together saw the life breathing inside me... everytime di used to be with me, i felt complete... but this time i was feeling empty and lonely... my husband wasnt there with me... he should have been there with me holding my hand... i wanted to share this memorable moment with him... i was angry on virat but i understand he must have been struck somehwere... because else he wouldnt have left me alone in that moment. we came back home n i went into our bedroom just to see virat talking about some musical tour... a musical tour for long 2 months... doesnt he wants to be with me in this critical situation...??? doesnt he wants to feel his baby growing inside me...??? what is he upto...??? why does he wants to go away from me...?? i asked him and the final ounce of strangth i was holding also broke... he said he didnt wat this child... he thinks my baby is nothing but an obstacle in between his aims, goals, dreams and his future... my virat broke me... broke me beyond repair... this time he didnt hurt his wife, this time he has hurted a mother... he called my baby a mistake... an unwanted one... how can i bear all this...?? he completely disowned my baby... a mother and a wife were debating in my head... a wife wad trying to understand her husband while a mother just wanted to protect her child and then a mother inside me took a step. i decided to protect my child because that was the only thing that mattered to me. i got up wiped my tears and decided to leave this house and virat so that virat can work on his dreams n attain what he has dreamnt of all his life. i dont want to come between his name and fame. i dont want my husband to fail because of me n my baby... so what he doesnt want this baby... i want this baby... because its a part of me... i would leave virat so that he could get what he dreamnt of and i would get what i am dreaming of right now... i would get my baby... and as a wife, i would get my husband's hapiness n success... i feared staying there because staying with virat would have ended in getting rid of my baby, which i couldnt stand... so i took a stand... i will do anything and everything required to bring my bring my baby... i will take care of my baby alone... i will be both his mother and his father... but this manvi vadera will never ever stop loving her husband... her first love... I STILL LOVE YOU VIRAT...
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I just couldnt stop myself from writing this... đł
Anupamaa
