~Living In Hell~ A Taani FF (Part 1- Page 9) - Page 4

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I loved him, but hated her. She used to hit me every other day. One day I saw him hitting her and I started hating him too. My life changed then. Having seen all that shit happening before my eyes, I was... disturbed.

My childhood was destroyed. Facing all those taunts and those de-moralizing talks, I.. I was shattered.

I am a shy, anti-social atheist by nature. but never did I show the real me to anyone. No one know knows who the real Taani is.

I have no shame in saying that I am jealous of people who have friends, because its true. I am jealous. I hate it when I see two people talk and enjoy infront of me. Why? Because they always excluded me. Being an anti-social, I never was really comfortable in talking to strangers or acquaintances. I, thus, expected the second person to come to me and talk.. But that never happened. No one would feel my existence in a group. And I felt ignored, I felt lonely.

People share a lot of things with their friends and parents. Parents, were definitely a no no for me. And friends.. I didn't really have any. So, instead of talking to anybody, I started writing. Writing my pains and emotions in the form of poems and songs. And in no time, I had started composing too. Words mean a lot to me, a lot.

Life was never good to me - nothing better than hell. As far as I remember, I can see myself drenched in sadness, hurt and pain. Darkness all around me.