So there was a girl...someone who held her pride and self-respect above all...someone who faced all adversity with remarkable resiliance, courage and determination...who bore trouble with a calm exterior and quietude, with belief in her inner strength and righteousness...
Life favored her with one crisis after another...She lost her parents, was rendered homeless with the added responsibility of two younger sisters...She came to a strange city to take shelter with a family whom she did not know...She did not waver...she was offered a job at the bottom of the ladder, she accepted, knowing she could carry through....Her younget sister faced a life threatening illness...she needed money and had access to cash which did not belong to her...She did nt succumb to the temptation of compromising her morals for saving what was so precious to her...Instead she chose to part with a house which was dearer than any thing...An integral part of her identity...
Her second sister eloped on the day of the wedding, and she was forced to take her place in an unwanted, undesired marriage...Her husband used her as a convenient battering post to avenge his betrayal...He accused her, tormented her, tried to shatter her peace of mind...She did not break...On the contrary she chose to help him out of his sorrow...to concede to him her silent support and understanding...Her generosity came to to the fore as she decided to care for his aunt, and his family...To put up the facade of a happy marriage...
Slowly and surely she won her husband's heart...But another crisis awaited her...The man she loved turned out to be the person who had killed her mother...Yet even in the midst of of this shattering confession, she chose to show her love for him...By embracing him in the face of impending death...His life was again in danger...She forgot her resentment and ran to him to assure herself of his wellness...
She became pregnant with his child...She chose nevertheless to live alone and care for her baby on her own accord...She was large-hearted, she acknowledged his love and longing for his child...But she wanted to be independent...completely...However difficult it might be for her...She wanted to bring up her child on her own...
That was Bani Dixit..who later became Bani Walia...The character who held us enthralled for so many months with her dignity, consistency and grace..But then, can a fictional character rise above the script???...Is it free to chart its own path...NO...
Nothing was more apparent today...The makers have ensured..the old Bani is massacred...This new Bani is unrecognisable..She's learnt to hurt, she's learnt to betray, most of all..she's learnt to steel her heart against hte person she loves the most...I dont care how they manage explain away this alimony twist...whether she wants the money for Pia..whether she's covering up for someone, or any other reason...It hardly matters...The twist will remain inconsistent with what she was...And will remain a black mark on her...The Bani we knew is lost...Can we find her again...I am not so sure...😕...
love
Rupy
P.S Had decided to refrain from posting for sm days on account of my exams...but today was too hard to resist...I suppose though that if the serial continues this way, soon there would be nthing to resist against...😭