MY SOUL MATE #2 - Page 21

Guys iam soo soo sorry for not updating since many days..iam held up with my college very badly😭😭..my ma'm is bugging us with exams n seminars as if we r gonna write our final exams the very next week…ufff…😡😡😭

I'll try to update whenever I get time.so plz bear with me guys..i'll try my best to update regularly..sorry gain…

Enough of my bak bak now…here goes the update…

Maan is shocked now…many questions roamed in his mind..where she must have gone???she must be not ready for this wedding…did she leave the house for this reason???oh god no I hope she won't take any wrong step..maan prayed to protect her..

"pinky don't worry..i'll search for her..u call all ur friends and enquire them whether they know anything and all places where she could go.."maan said while stepping inside his car…he disconnected the call n drove as fast as he can…

"geet kaha ho tum??"maan said while driving….

Maan searched everywhere at gurudwara where she used to spend her time whenever she felt low,at orphan age where he saw her for the first time..he knew that she spends her time with the children over there to forget her grief..but today she is nowhere to be seen…maan who came running from orphanage thumped his hand on car with frustation n worry..he is not able to understand what to do now n where to search her..he brushed his hair in frustation …suddenly something clicked in his mind…"geet……"he said closing his eyes in pain…

Geet who sat on a bench in a deserted area where there is no sign of people..there is only a building there n remaining area is open area with not even a single house or sign of people…she sat there without any expressions on her face but her eyes are pouring out her pain in the form of tears…she not even blinking her eyes as if her eyes also lost their life...she is looking somewhere when thousands of questions rather say confusions roamed in her mind…

She jerked when she heard maan's voice calling her…she looked here n there searching for him n then realised where she is…she unknowingly came to the same place where maaneet met for the first time..after that day when she came to know that maan left somewhere without even informing her she was shattered totally..forgot how to smile n just living like a lifeless soul..she never asked pinky about maan but that doesn't mean she forgot him..she daily visited the place rather say every place which could bring maan's old memories to her n all the moments she spent with him…

She got up from the bench n remembered how they met…how maan allowed them to camp there,how they became friends n how unknowingly she started loving maan who always made her feel special…how he became her reason to live after her bro..but but everything was shattered when a monster named vicky entered their life n ruined her dream..how she denied to accept his love,how she asked to go away from her n how she came back to ask for sorry whilst maan left without even saying a word or asking her for an explanation…

"why maan why???why u r doing this to me??u left me without even saying a word n u didn't even gave me a chance to apologise for my behaviour….i know maan I was at fault..i was the one who asked u to go away from me n I had a reason..i was..i was scared for ur life..but I lost the same life when u went away from me..ha maan you are my life n iam lifeless without u...it was hell for me to live without u but I lived n living…aap ke bina ek ek pal kese jee rahi thi sirf mein jaathi hoon maan…but why are u trying to make my life more difficult…why u are back now?????...many questions raised in her mind which have no answers n only maan could answer her..she wanted to meet maan n question him but she don't want to question him as she is feeling that it was her mistake which made her life a mess…she was the one who pushed him away from her…how can he know her majboori..he thought that she really don't love him n left becoz he don't want to trouble her anymore..this is what geet is thinking..she don't know anything about vicky's murder..she totally forgot the world since that day when she lost her maan..she just thought about her bhai's dream but could not able to forget maan at the same time…

She is walking absent mindedly not noticing her surroundings;where she is n who is following her…a group of drunk men who were passing the way saw her alone there..they smirked n started following her with lustful eyes..they were saying something n passing comments on her figure n all..but geet being lost in her thoughts not noticed them..she is not hearing anything…her legs moved forward unknowingly when she was lost in her thoughts..still tears were rolling down her cheeks continously…she is not angry on him but also not able to digest the fact that he left her once..but why he returned again is the only question roamed in her mind…

The goons who were following her since few seconds n geet did not realise that they are just a step away from her…one of the goon placed his hand on her shoulder to stop her when he found her ignoring them…geet jerked with this sudden touch n saw group of people around her who looked fully drunk..they are looking at her lust fully…geet saw that there is no one around her n she is alone in that deserted area…she started breathing heavily due to fear n took a few steps back(she is facing them)…

"are dar kyun rahe ho??hum hai na tumhare saath"said one of the goon winking at her n took a step a head..geet got scared n she turned to run when that guy held her wrist.."rukho kaha jaa rahi ho humein chodkar..chalogi kya?"he said giving her a dirty smile…geet looked at him disgustingly n tried to free her hand which she failed to do…they were laughing at her helplessness like fools…tears continously rolled down her cheeks…she totally is helpless but however she gathered the courage n freed her hand with a jerk…but he shocked her by pulling her by waist…he smirked at her n tried to kiss her but she pushed that guy away with all her strength n ran from there….they also started chasing her..

She ran n ran n ran but they didn't stopped chasing her..that was a deserted area which have no sign of people there..that place is almost away from the city..she totally forgot that she came there by her bike which she parked there near the building…she is not understanding how to escape from that dirty idiots who were trying to catch her….they were drunk n so they were not able to take proper steps but still chasing her…geet found one of the building there n saw that they were li'l far way from her…she managed to run inside the building assuring that they didn't notice her act..

They reached near the building n started searching for her..they were not sure that she is there but still they didn't stop searching her there…geet found one of the corner inside the building..she ran there n hid herself so that they couldn't find her even if they come in side..she is very much scared to think anything…..also she is very weak as she didn't consume anything since two days..she felt dizzy but managed to sit down holding her head…after few seconds she heard some sounds as if they are breaking something…she is more scared now thinking they may find her…she is panting badly due to continous running n she immediately closed her mouth with her palm to hide the sound of her panting….she closed her eyes tight n tears welled down her cheeks continously…she sat there catching her breath….

Suddenly she felt someone's hand on her shoulder…she almost stopped breathing…she slowly lifted her head to look at the person with scared expressions n is shocked to find MAAN there...that too with tears in his eyes…she looked at him without a blink for a second whilst tears rolled down her cheeks…

Maan:geet……he mumbled with painful voice rather say worriedly….

She slowly got up not breaking their eyelock(emotional)…"maan.."geet mumbled. N next second she hugged him tight n cried her heart out….she is shivering in his embrace due to fear n maan can sense it….he hugged her back tight as if assuring himself that she is safe…

Geet cried for a long in his embrace n slowly her loud cry turned in to a sob…maan…maan..wo…she said between her sobs while her eyes her closed n she gasping for air….maan understood what she is trying to say…"don't worry geet..they went away..dont worry,…mein hoon na"he said ruffling her hair still hugging her tight…geet totally hid herself in his embrace as if it is only the place where she could stay safe….

Maan's eyes boiled in anger remembering that goons who chased her…

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When geet reached near the building she stopped there as she was very tired n also felt dizzy…she looked back to find goons away from her…she then ran inside the building..

Maan who guessed that geet must be here(at the place where they met first time) for sure as he know her very well…after all he loves her deeply n he knows her very well may be more than her…

he was driving to reach the place but his car stopped in the mid way..so he started running as he sensed something wrong..his heart said that his geet is in danger she needs him…his legs moved faster when he started sensing her presence..when he reached that road he felt her presence n looked there to find geet running inside the building n she is very much scared..he looked at her confusingly n then realised that some goons are following her…his blood boiled in anger n his fists tightened in anger…

he ran to them whilst they enetred inside the building..they were searching for her n one of the guy found her sitting in corner..he is about to drag her holding her hair but maan is very quick to stop that dirty idiot…he beat them as if they are punching bags….he was so much worried n his worry turned in to blood boiling anger when he saw that goons trying to hurt his geet,his life…he went through so much n his anger which he hid since few days came out today..he beat them like hell n their condition seemed as if there is no chance for them to survive….

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Maan continously caressed her hair lovingly n his other hand rubbing her back to calm her…geet hid her face in his embrace n closed her eyes as she found her peace there..she felt unknown happiness…maan without breaking the hug moved out of the building while geet didn't even open her eyes..she felt if she open her eyes for a second her peace will vanish as always..she was scared if it might turn in to a dream..her ears felt soothing hearing her maan's voice after many days…she don't want to loose this feeling..so she closed her eyes n hugged him tight by his waist..

Maan is also not less happy than her..he is in cloud9 to find her so close..how much he craved for a single glimpse of her,how much he died to live away from her,how he craved to take her in his embrace,how he craved for her togetherness…he is soo happy today..ofcourse he knows that she might hate him after knowing the truth…she might not forgive him but he don't want to think anything in this moment..he just wanted to live this moment just like geet…

Maan caressed her cheek whose eyes are still closed n kissed her forehead still hugging her…"daro mat geet..mein hoon na"he said in husky voice as his voice supported him to only that extent….no words are daring to cross his mouth he don't know why..may be he don't have courage to face her,talk to her after what he did with her..he gave her pain,he hid the biggest truth from her n today he came back without even letting her know anything same as he did that day n left to london….

Geet who forgot everything for a moment then realised that maan is really there…yes he is back but she didn't expect him there…the tears that rolled down her cheeks n the pain she went through without him n how she became lifeless without him..everthing came infront of her eyes…an unknown anger reached her eyes turning them red..she just pushed him away with anger freeing her self from his tight hold….

Maan is not shocked with this act of her's as he was expecting this to happen…he looked at her with pain in his eyes n they were filled with tears…he didn't say a single word or ask her any question but just dipped his head down closing his eyes in pain….geet who is also in tears n looking at him in anger was expecting him to question her why she pushed him but he is silent…he is still silent…he didn't asked her explanation that day n he is doing the same today..she didn't like this maan which she never knew..

She took steps towards him n held his collar which made him look at her…he could see the pain in her eyes she is trying to show anger but she don't know that she failed to do it…he could see only n only love for him n the pain which she went through being away from him…"say something maan..atleast now for god sake…don't u want to question me why I behaved like that??dont u want to ask me???

Maan didn't say anything but examining her eyes which were asking him thousands of questions which he cant answer.."plz maan atleast speak out now..plz"she shouted holding his collar..when she found no reply from him she looked at him sternly still holding his collar.."ok…aap chup rahiye lekin mein nahi rahungi..i want answer from u…boliye maan kyun aaye ho aap wapas??kyun??when you left me alone without even thinking how I'll leave without you then why u are back now???boliye maan I want answer from you…she shouted n left his collar in a jerk which made him take two steps back…tears rolled down his cheeks seeing her pain…he want to answer her but it was difficult for him to speak a single word as his voice stuck in his throat..

"geet..mein"he tried to speak finally rather say fumbled to serach for explanation..

Geet who was crying badly while covering her face in her palms spoke.."I know…meri galti thi…I was the one who asked to go away…I was the one who said that I don't love u..i don't have any right to take off my anger on u when I was at fault but…" she came to him again n looked at him lovingly…she placed her palm on his cheek.."but maan why didn't u ask me the reason???why didn't u try to know the reason??ek baar bhi mujse baat karne ki koshish nahi ki…bas chale gaye muje akele chod kar…kyun maan..kyun??"

Maan want to scream that he didn't leave her alone as she is always with him in his heart but she is alone physically…he didn't wanted to leave her but situations made him to do..he cant even reaveal truth to her…he just closed his eyes in pain…

Maan tried to say something but geet continued.."iam sorry maan…meri wajah se u were hurt…I only gave u the pain when u loved me more than ur life…mein buri hoon….bahuth buri hoon…but maan mein kya karthi mein.."

"shhh"he stopped her closing her mouth with his palm…."shhh…no need to say anything n don't u dare to say that my geet is bad..….u can never hurt me…my geet can never hurt me…"

Geet smiled in tears thinking how much he loves her..she gave him so much pain denying his love..he never accept it becoz he loves her soo much n she knows it…she thought to ask him a lot…show anger on him but she could never do it…she did it once when she was forced to do by that vicky..and now she don't want to loose him again..she cant even think to let him go as she cant breathe without him now…she thought she wont let this chance go away from her hand again she wont loose her love her maan again…she kissed his hands which were holding hers…."I love u maan.."she confessed in a simple way yet with all her love...

There is no need to say the thing verbally which he already knows it..he knows that she loves him…she also knows that he loves her n he said it too..

These three words made maan feel like his life returned to him which he lost back..those three word solaced his heart which was in so much pain…even he knows that she loves him but this confession soothed his ears..he was craving to hear those three words from her mouth..he felt like he won the world today…geet hugged him tight expressing her love for him,how much she missed him n she cant live without him..maan too hugged her back…he closed his eyes feeling the moment assuring himself that he really heard those soothing words….

Geet hugged him tightly...maan hugged her back and closed his eyes rejoicing the moment...

Precap:

Maaneet moments n maan's confession again😃…

Abhi mujh mein kahin

Baaki thodi si hai zindagi

Jagi dhadkan nayi

Jaana zinda hoon mein toh abhi

Kuch aisi lagan is lamhe mein hai

Yeh lamha kaha tha mera...

Ab hai saamne..ise choo loon zara

Mar jaaun ya jeeloon zara

Kushiyan choom loon

Ya ro loon zara

Mar jaaun ya jeeloon zara..

[still,somewhere inside me,there is a litle life remaining..a new heart beat came up,I got to know that iam still alive..some such tenacity is there in this moment,where was this moment of mine??now it is in front of me..should I die or live a little..should I kiss joys or should I cry a little,should I die or live for a while..]

iam so sorry guys i know update is bakwas..😭😭 i hardly got an hour to type upfdate n wrote whatever came in my mind..iam soo sorry if i failed to reach ur expectations..will try to give better updates from next time...sorry again😭😭

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