Heights of obsession
Sitting here on this white bed of hospital… away from my family…friends..and the whole world
I am thinking about my journey till now …
From a normal beautician to a forced super star… that is the zidd of an arrogant, self centered and an extremely obsessive person in my life…
He forced me in this only bcoz I just said no to his proposal of being his heroin..in his own project
BY now u already guessed about whom I am talking…
Yes you are right he is none other than the super star RK… the biggest name in industry.. for all gud n bad reasons
Gud…his talent, luks n being the luck of every producer… bcoz he is a minimum guarantee for even a worst film.. powerful brand name to get money just by his appearance on screen
Bad.. arrogance, No-one-can-say-no-to-me attitude , ruining anyone and everyone who goes against his word
He got all this by his talent along with his father's stardom which is really a heavy burden to carry..
My journey to superstar started one fine day when I came to sets of my dear sis Trishna as she is sooo excited and almost nervous as she is doing her scene with her dream RK…her role is a friend of heroin and the hero is flirting with her to make heroin jealous…
N hence as usual she called me for her moral support along with Roma…
That day I wore a plain white salwar suit with red light design n white n red dupatta… I just washed my hair n is still a little wet n hence I left my curls free n rushed to studio… its just 10 mins walk from our chawl..
As I entered in I found the heart wrenching site .. my sis is crying bitterly..as she is soo nervous. I really love her n want to be her support.. n roma is of no use as she herself is crying along with her
I boosted her sooo much tht she was more than ready n gave her take perfectly n came back almost like she is walking in dream.. I was soo happy n want to go back as I hae some appointments in my parlour. But trishna n roma stopped me saying tht we can go after few mins once RKs shoot is completed as it will b within an hour…
As trish is drooling over him I went out for a tour of well known studio.. of course I accompanied mom, roma, trish many times to this place …
As its already time up for RKs wind up I turned to go back to trish n roma. In the process I turned back to go n collide with sumthing rather someone hard. I quickly balanced myself but unexpectedly that some one caught me holding my waist… I tilted my head up to c who is that n got the shock of my life… he is none other than my Di's dream boy RK…
I simply composed myself and ran away from there… but but but that simple collision changed my life drastically.
I don't know why but I got a msg from one of the director to come for the auditions for the role in a film as RK wanted her for auditions at any cost..
I simply refused. But then I got one more msg that if I want to live hre peacefully I shud do wht was asked. I was hell angry on RK n want to face him .. n hence I went to studio bcoz I want to end this matter here only b4 it goes to my home.. yes I got all this to my parlor n hence my family is unaware of this.
As soon as I went I was literally dragged to makeup room .. my protest went to deaf ears..no one even asked me my concern. N in few mins or almost after an hour I found myself b4 camera all set for audition n there he stood the man of the question.
I just rushed to him n asked him WTH he is doing with my life… he simply smirked and said in attitude…RK gets wht ever he wants.. n now I want u by my side.. n I was like is he gone mad???
I simply tried to walk but he simply warned me that walking away from her is nothing less than a living hell for me n my family..as he threatened me that he will simply ruin my family if I refuse him.
After almost an hour of arguing.. fighting …even trying to convince him … I don't have option ther than accepting his offer..
But my big question is WHY ME??? N how can I face trish n my family now..
But I was helpless n gave auditions n went home.. I want to tell this to mom,di & roma but don't know how to say.
Edited by bhanu_rekhag - 13 years ago