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" Perhaps this is what they call love. Where you stand at the bitter cold nights , shackled with the chains of love , than it doesn't matter whether you realise or not for what you are drowning in. "
She is fierce and intense , every step her feet is leading to it switches to the avenue of past memories which she has spent with him and why not ? The storm of lost love is hard to put up with , the storm of lost love making her tied up in the waves of lost sea , a puzzle and juggling of love-life to crash down yourself - to seek for the reason , to seek the theme of providence , to seek the medicine which can only cure your burning poignancy and pounding heart which ribs your chest. And, Khushi comes in that frame so transparently. Doesn't she ?
This love saga is different , this love is a contrast of velvet and steel , this love has surge of emotions flowing through since the day two soulmates met but their brim is filled with ravage , hatred , destruction , angst , ocean of secrecy beneath the barriers of love and hatred , yet they walks in the same promenade together. Why ? Because they are soulmates.
And today, she is with him regardless to be a hatred woman. Her body , senses , each step heading away , night and days , dreams , fear , devastation all the things freezes her up to the extreme of his existence. Her world needs him. But, why not before ? Why not when he had been always there beside her ? Why not when her eyes rolled down only to him ? Why not when her ears been so close of his voice ? He hasn't gave her the stars from the sky and put them in her palm , he hasn't gave her the life of roses that she going to be jubilant with all the ecstasy in heart , he hasn't gave the life which she always tranced of. But still her heart echoes only one voice , his dreams haunts - makes her a firefly to seek him out , even though he is miles apart she wants to hear him for once , she wants to prove her innocence , she wants to be a faithful woman in his eyes. Sometimes, distances are necessary to measure the depth of secret ocean , sometimes the road of love turns stormy to find out would you ever treasure your love , sometimes to be scared of shattered shadows are needy to judge your ownself , a grieving shock to make the way out what does your heart actually is in a need of.
And today , the temple scene hit into my head. She was striding , absent mind , restless , shattered , stranded in one string emotion of love. the world was revolving but she wasn't able to come out from the web of memories. She remembered how he saved her , she remembered how he scooped her up in his arms , she remembered he was the only who broke her fast , she remembered how he engaged to her , she remembered only the moments when her eyes suddenly began to blink. But the beauty , still unhinged by the love of her dark angel. His rage and rant , circles of hatred , tears , stairway of mysteries cannot stop her to reach to him. She was not scared of his revulsion , her mind heart and soul sets up to cross the bridges of thorns upon mountains for him. If only she could turn back the time , turn back the lost memories which ravages her heart into venom of loneliness without him. You see the lost girl feels him everyday , every night , every sec and minutes near to her heart. into the silent screaming inside , her soul yearns to hold him forever.
And what presented in yesterday's episode is the answer of her questions. ' Come and find me , I'm a dark angel who is still fighting with my destruction, who evolves in my own world of gloominess where shining stars doesn't exist because it aches my heart , denial runs in my veins and i locks my heart in my ownself. " Even the dark beautiful scene of bed before the dreams, how she clutches her palm tightly , permits herself and comprehends his need of touch. She closes her eyes , desires to see him in a dream and there she stood up , collecting those pearls , key and the payal. This inclines even though they're far apart their heart is beating as one. No one is complete without having each other.
" Kyun Khwaabon pe tere Saaye hain , Dil kyun hay tanha mera "
His shadows are on her head and dreams , fate is pushing her deep below in the dark corners of his heart to explore him. She is going to be dark throbbing but her glow is always alive in her as a smoke in air to him. Until she , the firefly comes to him , seep in his heart once again , aloof his darkness by giving the light from her wings and take him away from the world of dark hues. How can the dark angel comes an easy knock to her ? He has never been a sea-shore to come and have him , infact he is a deep ocean stands between the lane of enigmatic mystery of love and hate. And here, Khushi is the firefly who can only melt his frozen heart to get him out of there from all the shivers. To set him free, from all the burdens of shadows which kills him. Now, her soul seeks him , getting warm currents of love overflowing in the body. Hence , the universe and fate everything starts falling at her way to resuscitate the dark angel and her internal feelings of love on a outer surface.
Dialogue of the day :
" He punishes himself if he cannot give love to someone " ( Deep meaning , i can feel how redemption would be. )
P.S - Its indefinable to say how much i'm missing Barun. Those flashbacks pierce my heart into unbearable misery. Though, Sanaya , her brilliancy has touched the heights to smooth the episodes up. I want ASR back ASAP! </3
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