Sharon sharon sharon u r such a fool...cnt u think once before saying nything...u call him desperate stalker...u really believe he was a stalker????sharon he loves u like no1 before...unconditionally...dis is d thought dat going in my mind...he hurt himself...he cried all coz of me...u dont love him bt u dont have ny rites to hurt him...once voice inside me repeating dis again n again...
I havent saw him since moring...is he f9???i need to find out..he is all devasted all coz of me...he is shattered just by one sentence of mine...
I run to d corridor..rey was der...
Me:rey have u saw swayam???
Re:wat sharon???u r asking about swayam..is everything f9????
Sh:yaa rey everything is f9 just have sum work dats y asking...
Re:i think he didnt came to clg today...
Sh:ohhh cn u call him n ask him d reasn y he didnt came to d clg...
Re:yaaa one sec n dailed swayam's no.
No1 answer d call..he tried one more tym still no ans...den he tried on d landline n ramu kaka told rey dat swayam is nt in home since last nite...
Rey told me dis n a ran back to d parking lot n start crying...
All coz of u sharon no1 knws wer is swayam...he is nt at home..nt receiving d call..i m jut praying ki he is f9...he didnt hurt himself...
I have no idea wer to search him...tears cnt stop falling frm my eyes n drive my car back home...i tried calling swayam bt still no ans...
Nxt day-
I entered d clg n saw him..he is behaving normal...giving instructns to others as der clg is organising clg fest n being d ACS he has to handle everything...
I walk towards him...n stand behind...he turn bt didnt look at me...n walk away...
I call his name...swayamm...wait i need to talk to u...
He stops n turn yesss sharon tell...
Me:wer were u yesterday???sooo many things to do n u didnt came to clg..
Sw:ooo sorry madam was nt feeling well dats y taking rest at home..sorry for d inconvinience...n he walks away...
Me:he call me madam...i knw i have hurted him...d 100 V smile on his face is missing all coz me...n i promised myself dat i will bring back dat smile...
Sharon chal lag jaa on d mission bring back swayam's smile...
Bt karu kya jisse uski smile wapas aa jaye...
Lemme call him to reharsal hall for practice..i called him...n ask him to cum der..
Sw:haan tumne mujhe bulaya???
Sh:yesss i m just nervous ki pata nai kaise hoga hamara dance...
Sw:r u serious???u wanted to dance wid me???bt sorry i cnt dance wid u..n left d hall...
I cn read his eyes...pain is clearly visible der...he is deeply hurted...
I followed him...
Swayam n he turn back...
Me:sorry swayam i knw ihave hurted u..bt its just sudden reactn..wen u told dat u rmy secret admirer...i felt happy for a sec bt den i dont knw wat happen to me...
Sw:sharon its kk...adaat ho gai hai mujhe...yest only v have closed dat chap...n den lets nt talk about dat...
One more tym i failed...i knw him..i knw dat watever i will nuthing gonna work...
I told rey n nil to take him out for sumtym...as he is nt well n all dis work n tensn is nt good for him..he need fresh air...
Dey both take him out..,guys chilled him out...
N i went home back coz i knw he is gonna smile wen he is wid rey n nil...if i was infrnt of him dat will hurt him more...i cnt directly bring his smile back bt indirectly i cn...
Next moring i saw him smiling...i stay away frm him...bt yaaa i cnt deny d fact dat i started falling for him...watever he did for me no1 else did...he changed his identity just for me...n i promised myself dat day dat i will bring back old swayam back soon...
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