khushi couldnt bear it... she had never even imagined abt credit or anything all she wanted that he shud get well soon because deep inside her heart she had a feeling that arnav lost is voice because of her. tears flowed down her eyes involuntarily...
arnav couldnt bear 2 ssee her tears he loosend his grip and resumed his work of cutting his plants.
Arnav understood how his words had hurt her but she deserved it right?? bt still he felt he shud not hav said them the innocence in her eyes the tears made him feel that somwhere the gr8 ASR was going wrong... he wanted 2 tell her a sorry when he turned around he found that she was not there.
he din see her much that day even when she came 2 the room she chose 2 ignore his presence. even during the dinner she dint utter a single word he felt lyk silence ws haunting him... he felt silence all around even though everyone xcept her was talking and laughing.
in the room at night he din want 2 hurt her further.. so without fighting he chose 2 sleep on the recliner.
he was not feeling very comfortable sleeping on the recliner tossing and turning every now and then.
he opened his eyes sensing tht someone was opening the french door to the pool side. after a few minutes he heard khushi talking. anger shot up was she talking 2... SHYAM. that thought made him restless.. he went near the french door which was slightly ajar. when he looked outside he saw her standing alone a nd looking at the sky. there were no stars.
K: amma babuji even u ppl dont want 2 hear me oiut right? i felt tht atleast u pp would hear he. bt anyways iam angry with u ppl. u shud not hav left me alone lyk this and went. c if u don cum in 5 min, iam nt going 2 tok 2 both of u 4evr. she waited and waites nearly after 10 min the sky cleared and she saw those 2 stars which were her amma and babuji.
K: u r l8 bt uppl atleast came. atleast u ppl love me . then why did u leave me in this world and go? even i shud hav come in that car with both of u that day.
tears flowed down her eyes as she spoke
K:amma babuji? u see a small space in btw both of u? that smol space is enuf for me. plz take me there. wht mistake did i commit 2 stay in this wrld nd suffer ol these? was it my mistake that shyamji came nd acted as paying guest? was it my mistake that he influenced buaji nd got me engaged 2 him? was it my mistake that he is still behind me after i broke the engagement? is it my mistake that i gt marrried 2 arnavji? bt marriying him i never regretted it with my heart even though i say i regret it, because... hmm tht was all my foolishness 2 imagine up all those stuf about the mighty ASR and bliv that even he felt sumthing 4 me.
arnav couldnt digest what he was hearing... was it his jijaji who was responsible? afterall was khushi innocent?? nd did she feel something 4 him? his eveys were filled with tears.. nd how he had hurt her from the very first day of marriage... dat 2 4 a reason she was nt responsible 4... she din even knw abt it...
K:amma.. when u take care of babuji when he is ill. nd try with all your hear 2 cure him... has he ever told u tht u were doing it merely 4 credit? ... she sobbed slightly... bt u knw? ur son in law id different. he thot tht i was doing it 4 credit... she paused a lil lyk she realised sumthing... oo did i say SIL?? how cud i? amma.. this marriage.. (she held up her mangalsuthr) this mangal suthr.. (she touched her forehead) this sindhur and my name SINGH RAIZADA.. all this things r merely 4 6 mnths.. nd ater tht ... iam just KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.. i cn no longer add SINGH RAIZADA 2 it..
this realisation dawned him... just six months.. she vl b with him onli 4 the next six monts.. nd this fact was hurting her.. he knew how much khushi had respected the relation marriage nd her fate was playing with her. he himself had told her tht she shud leave after 6 mnths.. bt he din want her 2 leave. he wanted her 2 b with him 4evr. as KKGSR his bubbly irritating wife.. bt... wht he had done 2 her.. he was nt even worth of standing in front of her... he sat on his knees as he cud nt even think of the pain if she wud leave him..
K: after 2day i have decided. i dont want anymore CREDITS. he feels that i do everything 4 credit rite? ok..i wnt even tok 2 him.. i dunno hw iam gonna do tht bt i hav 2 ... atlst 4 his happines.. he hates me 2 the core nd i knw it... so 4 him 2 b happy.. i vl do tht i wnt disturb him again with my bak baks. bt 4 di's nd every1s happiness i vl act in front of the family... those moments i vl share with him rightfully as hus wife... itzz memories r enuf 4 me 2 spend the rest of my lyf after these 6 mnths...nd amma babuji... reserve my place 4 me.. i vl b der soon..
arnav understood her pain... wht?? she is nt gonna tok 2 him?? how cn she... no hw can he pass his dat without hearing her bakwas or fights?? no he cudnt bcoz those things had become a habit 4 him.. morning fi8 4 bathroom.. aftrnoon fi8 in ofc whn she brings dabba nd at ni8 the fight 2 sleep on bed.. nd she is gona b there soom?? no way.. she cnt leave me nd go.. nd iam nt letting her go.. KKG.. SR this is the laast tym ur saying this once more nd u vl c the worst of me.. nd i hv 2 investigate abt shyam.. nd fynd wht khushi was saying ...he got up nd went 2 the recliner as he knw she wud come in any tym nd he din want her 2 fynd tht he had heard her convo. jus a few seconds after he laid down on the recliner.. she came in with puffed eyes.. closed the french door and proceeded 2ards the bed.. before laying down.. she cast a look at her so called hubby with concern and layed dow..
arnav wanted 2 wip[e those tears and hug her and tel her how much he loves her.. bt he controlled himself..
A: mrs ASR , this is the last tytm u cry lyk this. nd the last tym u spk abt dying.dare not next tym... nd frm 2mr onwards ur gonna c ARNAV not ASR.. u cant imagine how lovely nd romantic iam.. i vl bring bak ur trust and love 4 me.. nd abt the 6 mnths contract.. u wnt even remember abt it KKGSR... u just wait.. 2 day on wards u vl b happily talking 2 ur amma babuji nd 2 cance l their place reservation... even whn they call u.. u vl tell them i cant leave my arnavji... he dozed off 2 sleep peacefully after a many dayz planning clearly in his mind...how 2 woe his wife nd bring bak her luv.. most importatntle he has 2 break her NO TALK resolution.
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ok guyz.. this is my first ever os.. i recently joined if nd a very active reader of OS<FF SS nd ol.. first tym i hv tried my hand in writing.. u ppl hv 2 tell me hw was it.. gud or bad.. plz comment nd lt.. nd tell me whether i shud continue...
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