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Arnav downed the third glass of whisky and slammed the glass on the table as he recalled Shyam's words, "what did you think saale saab, just because you stopped putting money in my account, i would stop loving Khushiji? even if I were to stop loving her, she would never stop loving me. the truth is before your eyes. She would never let another person touch her other than me. That is why she irritates you so much that you dont bed her. She cannot even bear to let anyone be intimate with her like i have been. The nights myself and Khushiji spent together were so..." He hadnt let Shyam continue. He had hit out at Shyam so hard, that Shyam had become unconscious.
He was disgusted now. He hated himself for loving such an immoral girl, who would have a physical affair with a married man. Recently, he had almost fallen for her innocent games. As he looked at the 3 bottles of whisky he'd finished in one go, he made a resolution " Today I wont leave you Khushi Kumari Gupta "
He staggered to his room to find Khushi watching TV. He bolted the door, closed all the curtains, snatched the remote from her and put the volume of the TV in full.
Khushi, looked at him confused, " Arnavji, what are you doing. Are you drunk? "
Arnav stared at her and heard Shyam 's voice in his head. he advanced on her
Khushi, starting to get scared, " What do you want Arnavji ? "
Arnav shouted at her, above the high volume of the TV, " SHUT UP"
He lunged at her and pinned her onto the bed. He ripped her clothes apart. He was a mad man now. He had been betrayed by the only woman he had ever loved apart from his family.He did everything in extremes. If he hated, he hated like hell, if he loved , he loved like hell too. He would not let her fool him any more with her cries.
Khushi cried out, " Arnavji, nahin, hume chodiyeee " Her cries were drowned in the loud blast of the TV.
Arnav could feel her cries ripping his soul apart. But he ignored them . he kissed her harshly , tasting blood in his mouth. She kept on wriggling and trying to get out from under him. He wouldnt let her go. He ran his hands all over her body and pried her legs apart. He entered her swiftly ripping out a sharp cry from her mouth. That was when he felt her maiden head tearing, He stopped, stunned and looked down at her crying face. he removed himself from her to see the blood on her thighs.
He couldnt believe what he was seeing , " She was a virgin. She was untouched, pure.. and he had..Oh God!! What had he done? He had literally raped his innocent wife, believing the lies of Shyam." He felt the tears form in his eyes.
Feeling him move away, Khushi turned to his side and hugged him hard and cried. " Arnavji, I am feeling so much pain. What is happening. What did you do, Please dont go, Please hold me. "
Arnav couldnt believe what was happening. He had tried to rape her and she had turned to cry in his arms. He didnt deserve this faith and trust she had in him. He felt fresh tears on his face, and said brokenly " I am so sorry Khushi. I believed it when Shyam said that you loved him. That you were in a physical relation with him"
Khushi lifted her head up and stared at him in disbelief, " So all this you did was because you believed that Shyam??? You thought I was in love with him. You thought he and I..." Her voice trailed as her mind processes what Arnav had said.
With blazing eyes Khushi slapped Arnav hard, " i hate you Mr. Raizada. I hate you for having forced yourself upon me, I hate you for having blackmailed me into a marriage, but I hate you most for not having trusted me. You have destroyed the basic foundation for a sacred marriage. " She shouted clutching the blanket close to her with tears in her eyes
" Khushi.. Khushi , please forgive me. I will cancel the 6 month contract and make the marriage forever" Arnav said heartbrokenly
" No you wont. Now I dictate the terms. The 6 month contract stands. We will separate after 6 months. And if you are going to manipulate the contract and cancel it, just keep it in mind that it would be better for me to die rather than live every day of my life with a person like you" Saying so Khushi stormed into the bathroom gathering her clothes
Arnav stared at the closed bathroom door. he couldnt believe what he had done. He was a man of the worst kind. He hated himself. He couldnt stay in this room without suffocating. He walked out of the room
Khushi sat on the bathroom door crying. " Oh Devi Maiyya. what wrong have i done that my life has become such hell? I wish I had never met Arnav Singh Raizada, nevevr fallen in love with him .."
Khushi jerked " Where did that thought come from? me in love with him?? Oh no no no no.. this is so not true" But her heart knew it was. She loved Arnav Singh Raizada, had perhaps loved him from the first moment she d seen him, she'd fallen into his arms. Her heart knew, but her brain would not accept
Khushi sobbed even more, " Oh devi maiyya, I cant believe my heart. Even though that rakhshas has wronged me in the most demeaning way possible, my stupid heart still continues to love him, yearns for him " She put her head on her knees and cried for herself, for the way her life had played out, for the way she had been manhandled tonight, and mostly for the fact that she now knew for sure that she,Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, was unconditonally and irrevocably in love with Arnav Singh Raizada
Hey guys.. howz it.. should i go for a part 2?? plz say
PART 2 ON pg 2
PART 3 ON pg 7
PART 4 ON pg 12
PART 5 ON pg 14
PART 6 ON pg 18
Edited by peepli - 14 years ago
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