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Part 6

NOTE:If any mistakes please excuse me......and guys i dont know what i wrote in this part.........it may be little boring and all are asking about ArSh scenes i will write them once flashback scenes are over....please kindly bare with me....

In Mall

SHONA….did I hear properly………………why she snatched baby away from me…….and why she called baby as Shona……wait……It cant be…….. no she cant do that to me…..it cant happen to me……Shilpa ……I called her…..she is nowhere……i have to talk to her ..i immediately went to hospital and took her address and left to her house……I need all answers Shilpa im coming………..now u cant escape……….3 yrs back u escaped but now u cant…..i wont………

Ring…Ring…Ring………

I want answers now Shilpa u cant run away from me this time…..i got to get answers…im in such a anger no one can stop me today from confronting her…….she left me that day how could she……..and today such a…….my thoughts are interrupted by door click……….

'Armaan…' she silently said…….thats it my anger melted…..3 yrs i died to hear my name from her……..nothing can replace her voice……. she is still the same…see she is talking through her eyes….gosh those eyes can kill anyone they speak a lot.….nothing changed about her…I smiled…..

'Why are u here……..?' when i heard her asking I came back to my senses…I looked into her eyes…instantly she kept her lashes down……I felt pain seeing her avoiding me………its not done………I came inside closing the distance between us…..she looked at me sensing the decrease of distance between us………..her eyes are gesturing only one thing 'fear' …….

'Armaan I asked why u came here……and stay away from me don't dare to come near me……..t..tel me why u came…' she shuddered seeing him closing the small gap between them…….

SHONA……..

'Sho…Shona…….? Wha..what are u talking……now just get… out of my house Armaan………..'' she said stammering 'how he know about Shona….now why he is here….'

Mammaaaaaaaaaaaa

We both rushed hearing Shona's cry……'Mamma…Mamma….' She is crying….

'Shona what happened look im here mein tumare pass huu….dont cry beta….what happened tell me mamma is here……' Shilpa asked caressing shona's back while Shona hugged her mamma tightly………'Mamma jelly is beating tom mamma…….tell jelly not to beat him mamma…..' shona has a dream about her fav tom n jerry…….Shilpa smiled and said 'Shona beta I'll tell jerry not to beat tom now u please sleep…I will stay with u (and by bringing tom toy) and tom is with u so jerry cant touch him so now sleep angel……….

'Mamma u beat jelly its not nice always teases tom…...u will tell know mamma……' Shona said while playing with her mamma's hair while her mamma started tapping her to make her sleep….'Shona stop playing with my hair now sleep….its late….' Shilpa said releasing her hair….

'Mam..ma….' Shona said sleepily……..'hmmm….' Shilpa asked her…..'I want to see hello mamma…..' Shona said in sleepy tone...she is slowly sliding into her sleep…..'hello kaun beta…' Shilpa asked patting her slightly to make her sleep…….'Mall hello mamma…..' while saying she slept………Shilpa jerked when she heared Mall hero…….Shona didn't forget him……how could she still remember him…….

I just watched Shona n Shilpa from door end…….i don't want Shona to be afraid in her sleep making her see some new person near her………..and how sweetly she is asking her mother about tom n jerry……she is simply adorable……'Mall Helo..' this brought me back from my favorite session (staring at Shona)………so Shona didn't forget me……smile crossed my face……

I sat near Shona's legs and about caress them….Shilpa instantly held my hand from touching Shona when saw me….…I looked at her now her eyes have pure hatred…….'don't dare to touch her…and now just go from here…she is sleeping…..' Shilpa whispered slowly not to disturb the sleeping angel……..I want to talk to u…..i said by releasing my hand from her hold…….she sighed and got up and came out and closed Shonas' room………..

'Tell me what u want…….' She asked me….

'Shona……..'

'I stumbled hearing what he asked..………what he want Shona……?????……'Shilpa gulped and asked 'What??????' ……..'Who is Shona……????'I asked her seeing directly into her eyes…….'why……..?????and I don't need to answer u…..so please…..get the hell out of my house………' Shilpa roared and showed her back to me….'i asked u a question Shilpa….'I asked again 'I said u to get out Armaan….' Shilpa retorted….i held my anger and asked one last time calmly 'WHO IS SHONA…..' this time she yelled 'Armaan leave my house…..' ……

That's it……..

I walked to her side and gripped her waist and turned her to my side and asked 'What the hell with u Shilpa…….u left me without informing me and now ignoring me as if I had done wrong…..and why u have a baby……..and who is that baby……god dammit answer me…….' I roared by gripping Shilpa in my embrace tightly and without thinking that next room Shona is sleeping and I may disturb her……that time only one thing is lingering in my mind that 'who is Shona……'

'Armaan ur hurting me…..' Shilpa said while trying to release from my arms but I ignored and tighten the grip tight making her hiss and asked 'what about u hurting me Shilpa..…' I said and a tear escaped my eyes……I don't know when I started crying I can't held my emotions anymore……..she looked into my eyes and I looked at her back…..time stopped………..

'Armaan leave her……now………….' Abhi shouted…….

We both looked at Abhi who is standing near door and looking me with daggers……within seconds he came to me and punched me right on my face making to loose my grip on Shilpa's waist and blood dripped from my nose…………..i looked at him baffled……he is furious………

'How dare u touch Shilpa…….who gave u permission to enter this house u bas***d……….' he yelled while punching me into my stomach………..'Abhi leave him….Abhi please…..' Shilpa asked Abhi…..

'Mamma….sob….mamma….'

Three of us saw Shona standing near her room door crying badly…………she is afraid from morning seeing all action sequences …….Shilpa instantly ran to Shona and hugged and took her inside her room but not before shouting on both of us…'U both leave my house now…..' she said and left the room leaving both of us……..

Abhi dragged me out of the house and said 'Armaan I don't want u anywhere near shilpa and shona…if I see near her next time I swear I'll kill u…….im not warning but telling the truth….. u better understand……..' abhi said and left me to myself……….' I looked at her house and thought 'Im not leaving her any time soon until I get my answers Abhi…….chahe kuch bhi hojaye I want my answers………..!!!!' I determined and left from there………

Reaching the cottage is saw Riddima sleeping near dinner table….i felt bad for seeing her……im such a jerk I left her alone here in new place……and she waited for me…..i guess she didn't have her dinner………' I went near her and stood beside her and shake her shoulder making her wake 'Riddima im sorry shall we have dinner im hungry……' I said while smiling at her sleepy eyes…..'Armaan u came….where had u gone…..?' she asked me….'hmmm Riddima I just had met my friend accidentally and he insisted me to stay with him so I spent some time with him im sorry…………'…..'Its ok Armaan come we shall do dinner…' both ate in silent….

'Armaan u wont come…im sleepy Armaan….' Riddima pouted....i kissed her on her head and said 'Im not sleepy so I watch tv Riddu u go and rest tomorrow we have second presentation……….' I said…..she kissed my cheek and asked 'Are u upset seeing Shilpa Armaan…?' she asked me I know she is always worried about me and she know why im worried..i sighed and kissed her cheek and said 'NO…now go and sleep my Riddu….' She smiled and left for her sleep……I smiled and switched on tv and started seeing Tom N Jerry…..i smiled thinking about Shona………..and drifted to the day which changed my life again to starting point…………

Flashback

'What u said…????. u shared bed………..how can u Armaan how can u…..' she asked me clutching my collar……..'I never thought u could do this to me…..how could u do this to me........ I never forgot u but u ……..' She sobbed and cried uncontrollably in my arms……seeing her like this my heart melted why she is crying if I share bed with Shilpa…this means she still loves me…???but how??? She married Sid on her wish……….Armaan couldn't bare her seeing cry so to pacify her….'Riddima it's a mistake…it was never on my mind…….it just happened……….we both are drunk and I I thought it was u and I made………' i just couldn't proceed something is stopping from telling……………..

'what u thought me that night……???' Riddima asked confusingly but happy that he didn't forget her……..'Riddima now please stop crying and go to ur cabin I have some case to discuss with Sid…….'….'No tell me Armaan u never loved her right u love me only….u never had done that 'thing' keeping her in ur mind right………….'.'Riddima its not right to talk here u please go away……' 'Armaan please tell me I cant tolerate this trauma u love me or not……' 'Riddima I said go away……' I yelled on her…….

'Armaan im not leaving u just tell me u love me or not….' She retorted in same way as i….i lost my patient 'What the hell with u Riddima I cant understand u……u love me but u cant wait for me…then u married Sid and ur happy with him….and u want me to move on in my life but again u don't want anyone in my life other than u……..i sometime don't understand what u want me to do in my life……..Riddima just tell me what really u want….u love Sid and im happy for it because Sid is perfect he can keep u happy….' I said and turned on her……

'Not more than u……..' I heard her say that……'What u mean…??' I asked her……'He loves me I know that but not more than u Armaan….im fool not waiting for u and marrying Sid……he is perfect husband but he cant love me as u did……..he cant keep me happy as u did….and more than all he is not Armaan……….this is what stopping me from loving him…I tried to move on but I cant Armaan…..u may ask that I asked u to move on in ur life…..but whenever I see u with other women specially with Shilpa I cant tolerate…. it hurts….then I understood what u have gone through when u saw me with Sid……im fool to tell u to move on because I cant do so how u can do it…….im sorry Armaan sorry……' she hugged me tight and sobbed……..

I released from her embrace……I cant think anymore………my heart is yelling…….i need some time alone by myself………I reached my house and left lonavla instantly…….

After two weeks….

I came Sanjeevini after two weeks….i decided whats my future is…….this is what I would have done the same day when Riddima confronted me but im fool to run away from situation…I don't know how SHE is……???.i have to see her right now…….i went to nurse station and asked nurse 'Excuse me can I know where….'

'Armaan…….' I heard riddima's voice…….i turned towards her…she came and asked 'Where were u Armaan…hmmm…cant u inform and go…..i really worried about u…..how could u be so careless……….' She spoke without a break I smiled and held her shoulders and asked 'when have u learned talking non stop……and im sorry for leaving without any note…..' he said sweetly while holding his ears…this act made Riddima smile genuinely……

'Armaan can I speak to u alone….' She asked me fearfully with tension filled face……I smiled at her tension face and said 'Sure Riddima infact I too want to talk to u……..' I said and we both left to fire escape our usual meeting point……..my heart felt light headed………….im really happy………..

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