IT HURTS :| (KaSh post)

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anku-

@anku-

Stunner

+ 4

Posted: 15 years ago

</3 Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye </3

I am sitting here in my room. It's raining so badly....it reminds me of 'KaSh baarish' 😳 And it hurts. I am watching a Goodbye KaSh VM and the song is....Tujhe Bhula Diya </3 Along with the sad DMG title song 😳 It hurts.

Watching the VM, the memories are...coming back... at full force. Of KaSh as...AR. Of KaSh as....ArSh. And KaSh as....KaSh themselves 😳 And..it...HURTS!!!...

Watching the VM, getting those memories back, the moments....It kills man.

Watchin'...all those... KaSh AR scenes, the off-screen moments....again and again..when you're tryin' to get over... but something always comes back.. again and again...gives a sad feeling...it leaves me hollow and...empty inside :((

Right now...that feeling that memories are...gonna be enough :| doesn't help. sighs.

I am trying to...get..over.!!...but the KaShian that was inside me :| will always hide somewhere....and whenever...I will watch the outstanding VMs full of the best times of the show...of 'KaSh AR'...of ArSh...the memories are gonna come up...and so will the KaShian inside me...which is..hiding somewhere...come out. Everytime..!! :(

What happened...hurts! :| But because of 'who' it happened...is what hurts...even more. Sighs!! 😳 :(

Because that...kind of..closes the door...to 'KaSh' once more... :| Largely.!

I say I am Shilpaian now. A Shonaholic...but...that KaShian inside me, hiding somewhere....in a small corner...of my heart...is gonna come out from time to time when I see KaSh memories and ask....ask a question...the answer to which we'll never get...but it will..still...askk....Why did it all happen?!?! :'( </3 SIGHS.

And although the answer...is known...it's in the head...But what to do..the heart, it still wishes and comes down to the two words that humans say the most......

"IF ONLY.....if only.."

If only this...if only that...but what is done..is done!

And it ain't changing.

But still...If only things had been a bit different.

If only Shilpa would have gone out in some other manner if she really was supposed to be taken out...

If only...KaShians weren't betrayed..so badly

If only things were....sighs...a lil different. A lil different for KaSh fans.

For some, Maybe the 'hope' to see KaSh again would have some meaning. Maybe. But as of now, it's a dark room...with no window..and not even a small ray of light. Or should I say...not even the smallest </3 </3

IT HURTS. </3

Seriously, its easier said than done...To get over.! Someone you loved...and thought of...for 3 years!!! Spoke about 'em...all day...all night..! :| :|

I'll lie to myself...if I say I am 'over' KaSh. I am. But not 100%.

And if you're a fellow KaShian with THAT deep feelings...You won't be either. Never a 100%. That KaShian in you...will always surface back...from time to time...when you watch those videos, episodes, sigs, video avis, VMs...IT WILL.</3

IT HURTS BADLY!!!! </3

Coming to the VM.....

THE AMAZING, OUTSTANDING, AND BEAUTIFUL VM...Which left me SPEECHLESS...Which brought back the 'KaShian' in me for awhile...which made me feel..."WHY did it all happen..?"...Here it is...

Made by one of the most talented VM makers...Jenny!!!!(jenny1000)

THANK YOU SOO SOO SO MUCH JEN for the BEST VM todate! It is fantastic. All the coloring..all the pics, getting everything together. It is a PERFECT job <33 Thank you for getting the memories together..!!! Which we shall always...look at. With a smile on our face. For all the times we saw...of KaSh AR, ArSh and KaSh. AND OUR DMG Gang. And for compiling the best of those times in your amazing VM.

🤗🤗

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9tKO9--WNM[/YOUTUBE]

It broke my heart...Once more. It's not just a KaSh video. It is a DMG video. It is the video of the best DMG Gang who were once together.!

It sends shivers down my spine..as and whenever...I watch this :| Because, hell...it contains LOADS AND LOADS...OF MEMORIES. Which we shall heart always. Cause those moments that are now memories....WERE REAL. And We lived them. And we'll love them...ALWAYS.!!!

One part of my heart, a small corner will always...ALWAYS...be a KaShian. And it will...make me cry..happy tears :') ..make me smile..make me think..why I loved KaSh. But I did...And I don't regret. Cause..sh*t happens. You gotta deal with it. And I will. By keeping those memories...intact. And look at them...with a smile..And not any negative thought. Cause, YES. Those moments, those memories were...ARE..And WILL Be...REAL.

Some of us, like me, will move on...from KaSh..!

But we shall cherish KaSh and be happy with what we got.

We didn't deserve..what happened..

but it did...

But still...we'll be happy with what we got and

what...We Have. That NO ONE can take away...Cause...

Memory is a paradise out of which even fate cannot drive us.~ <3

Enjoy the VM.! <3

The song..in it...LITERALLY, the song looks like it was made for us KaShians <3

</3 Teri yaadon mein likhe jo lafz dete hai sunayi
Beetay lamhe poochte hai kyun hue aise judaa
Khuda, khuda mila jo yeh faasla hai
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hai
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune tha likha... </3

Note:- This is not at all for those who are not KaShians or don't like Shilpa Anand. Don't come in saying stop blaming etc. Cause this post may have some part of it talking about someone but it is SOLELY about KaSh and our memories. So, DON'T COME IN. You're not welcome if you aren't a KaSh fan or Shilpa fan.

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Anmol

@*Adorable_Anu*

Sparkler

+ 4

Posted: 15 years ago

omg anku. you're gonna makeme cry. as if the VM wasn't enough to bring tears into my eyes. but amazing VM by Jen. watched it this morning.. watching it again now. the song is made for KaSh & KaShians.

KaSh will always be a part of us somewhere. even in those 2 years when i never used to watch any KaSh stuff.. everytime i saw a KaSh sigg/avi, all the memories just came back to me. KaSh have that affect on you. KaSh are unforgettable. because once a KaShian, always a KaShian.

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 15 years ago

yaa its do really hurt.....😭

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Ananya

@_Ananya_

Voyager

Posted: 15 years ago

Ankuuuuuu :(
You made me cry. Such a beautiful, yet heart wrenching topic. All your emotions,love,pain,sorrow was poured into it and I echo every feeling.

The very title and opening lines,"Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye" reduced me to tears as did your reference to "KaSh" baarish :(

It seems so unbelievable,like a horrible nightmare. We just got them back yaar!! And their story hadn't even begun properly as yet. It's hurting so,so badly. It's ending too soon and too horribly.

Jenny,your vm was outstanding. Loved it. Sad but lovely. All your hardwork shows. The sad version of the title track made me sob like a baby though.

All these memories come flooding back to me and I intend on treasuring them. They hurt at the moment but KaSh were mesmerising as a jodi and
I wanna remember each and every scene,except their separation.

Tujhe bhula diya sums up my feelings so accurately, "beetey lamhe,poochte hain, kyun hue aise juda."

Anyway, I Loved the topic. A proper good-bye KaSh topic I guess..

PS-now I know why love HURTS.

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Zahra

@Xiahtic-5

Stunner

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

Anku i am crying now really yaar i have tears in my eyes

Ofcourse i want to congratulate those people who snatched away our happiness which we got after two years people can never be at our place we got through this two whole years with no jhalak of KaSh and here people cried even when there fav was onscreen working but i don't give a damn to oher bcz for me no one exist apart from KaSh and if KaSh can come back after two years thn it can happen again i am hoping for anything now bt i am surely wishing for it and will see if it is meant to happen thn KaSh will come back for other i have got nothing good to say so it would be better if i dnt say at all one thing is for sure you snatched our jodi from us lets see how long will you see yours

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annu02

@annu02

Inactive

+ 2

Posted: 15 years ago

Ankuu .. the way u wrote it

its seriusly made me cry

its hard!

~~Annu

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pavs

@pavs

Inactive

+ 6

Posted: 15 years ago

it hurts...i feel so miserable for shilpa

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Maham

@Maham

Voyager

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

yes it HURTS.............it really Hurts!!😭😭😭

n it hurts even more when same happens the 2nd time.......n tht too by "someone" u cud nvr expect frm...........

Shona gonna miss u ...............

Edited by ridz_arman - 15 years ago

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nida

@Nida_21

Voyager

Posted: 15 years ago

hey ,

u made me senti all over again 😭, i cant believe it happened , man this is soo bad , i remember in one of her recent sbs or sme interview shona said ,' i shall not go again like i did last time , ' i dont rememebr the exact words n i was soooooooooooo happpy .....but guess no one liked , wanted us to be happy , hamari khushiyaoun ko (which lasted hardly for a tiny duration) kisi ki nazar lag ghi .....but one thing i m happy about is that after all this happenning i actually came to know how much i love Shona , her onscreen presence , her masti , her magical laugh, her innocent eyes, n her shararati andaaz ,,,....n by god i m going to miss her n our kash .......yeah it hurts , it hurts even more thn the last time because most of us were happy , settle n to sme extent accepted the reality that Shona is no longer our riddhima , da riddhima we all fell in love with .......but after getting her back n giving us false hope n happiness , n taking it away so brutally n harshly n totally destroying our new arsh love story before giving it the proper start that it deserved , we as fans deserved , our shona deserved ........god it hurts , n yes its hurts very badly ....n guess whoever did it are paying the price ...
p.s...sorry for the long reply , n the vm is very beautiful n equally emotional..

love
nida....

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patakhaguddi

@patakhaguddi

Sparkler

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

#10

Anku,
I watched this VM this morning, and I got emotional. Now I read your post and watched it again, and I'm crying. I don't really cry....I...KaSh was so special. KaSh was a dream, a fairytale, a wish but alas. Dreams and Fairytales and Wishes. They are never real are they?
To All My Fellow KaShians, I applaud you for your loyalty and your strength. To Shilpa, I admire your courage. To, KaSh, I say goodbye.

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