"mera pyara babu..mumma aapshe bahut pyar karti hai.." Her mother took her into her lap...as d girl got shy and hide her face into her mother's hair..
she always got happy on her daughter's this sweet act nd lost somewhere in her memories.
teri parchayi mein surat dekhi teri toh tujhe yaad kiya
na koi shikwa na koi gila tujhse
naa pyar baaki hai naa wafa tujhse
Phir bhi kahin dil ne tujhe yaad kiya
"Armaan dekho samjhne ki koshish karo ..." I arranged his collar nd tried him to calm down..
"no ridhima..hum aaj hi shadi kar rahe hain...ab aur nahi reh sakta main tumhare bina.." he cupped my face nd looked into my eyes..
"Par armaan shadi? tumhe nahin lagta humein abhi ek dusre k baare mein bahut kuch jaan-na hai " I pleaded
"jab tak hum saath nahi rahenge ridhima hum ek doosre ko kaise jaan payenge " he replied back..
"Hum saath toh hain armaan..." I caressed his chest..
"Yeh kaisa sath hai...sara din toh humara yahan hospital mein nikal jata hai..phit tum apne ghar chali jati ho aur main apne..yeh kaisa sath hua ridhima.." he shouted..
"Armaan..."I spoke out
"Kya armaan, ridhima.....tum mere sath mere ghar aa rahi ho..waise bhi tum akeli hi toh rehti ho...toh mere sath kyun nahi reh sakti...aur humein ek dusre ko aur jaan-ne ka mauka bhi mil jayega " he just spoke out..
"Mujhe sochne ke liye time do" I got shocked with wht he said but i calmed down my self..
"Armaan jaldi brkfst karo ...hum late ho rahe hain sanjeevani k liye.." I shouted as he still in d washroom frm 25 mins.
"aa raha hun jaan bas 2 min aur ...." he replied back
"pichle 25 minute se tumhara 2 min 2 min sun rahi hun...;aur yeh kamre ki kya haalat " I stopped as i felt his hands on my waist..
"Kyun naa aaj hum leave le le..." he buried his face in my hair and nuzzled my neck.
I always loved his gestures.. but didnt know if he was actually loved me or was just pretended to get over me.
Our relationship was incredible on so many levels so we decided not to get married..but have a child.
One day We got into an argument which was related to finances. I thought that we had worked it out, but the next thing I knew, he said he was going out and never came back.
Ever since he left, he has treated me and his daughter like we're thorns in his side. When he actually talks to me, which is rare, he's a completely different person. He lies, makes excuses, and comes across as heartless.
I have no concrete idea as to why he left. He acts like I did the worst thing in the world to him, but in all honestly, I can't figure out what that could have been. I was completely dependant on him,
But now I'm a single mom.....Firstly, I survived with some saving, I had before...Till 3 years, it remained the same as I keep doing part time job in a hospital..
but as I think, my daughter get good enough to go to school, I started doing full time job in my firm.
"kuch nahi babu....aap so jao.;" i tried to put her back to sleep
"mumma mujhe pakad ke so jao. phir aapko bilkul dar nahi lagega..." she said
"babu mujhe dar nahi lag raha ...."I replied back
"toh aapko papa ki yaad aa rahi hai naa..."she cut me between" main aapke saath hun naa mamaa...hamesha...main aapko kisi ki kami nahin hone dunga mamma...aap bas pareshan mat ho mamma.."
I alwayz wonder how my little jaan manage to say all dis.. i mean she is tooo young to understand all dis...but no..she is God gifted...Agar kahin bhagwan ne mujhe zindagi mein Armaan se door kar ke itna bada dukh diya hai toh dusri taraf mujhe aisi samajhdar aur pyari beti dekar duniya ki sabse badi khushi di hai jiske aage baali sab baatein pheeki pad jaayen..
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