Rakhi says..she loves Abhishek..breaking news.

New Delh, August 13: Barely eleven days after she garlanded Toronto-based businessman Elesh Parujanwala as her perfect groom in the NDTV Imagine's show 'Rakhi Ka Swayamvar', Queen of Drama, Rakhi Sawant has developed insecurities about her 'ideal' man. Rakhi divulged that it's not just the communication gap and her illiteracy that could hamper their relationship. In an interview with a national daily, the item girl expressed her concerns over Elesh's flirty nature and the string of affairs he had in the past. "Elesh had a string of affairs, and none of them lasted more than a year. He also said he loses interest in women very quickly. It's scary for me, especially after I have gone through a broken relationship. I don't want to be heart broken again. Though Elesh says he loves me, I need my time to decide," said Rakhi.

Rakhi also admitted that she still loves Abhishek, her former boyfriend. "I am still carrying a huge amount of my past with me. He didn't love me, but I did. I was left heart broken, so naturally I'll take my time to bring back the trust factor in a relationship."

It is surprising to know that Rakhi and Elesh have met just twice after the show which made her wonder if he is the right guy for her. "I have met Elesh just twice after the show. I hardly know him well enough. How can I say he is the one for me?"

Well, Rakhi, if you are only worried that you didn't get to spend time together, then it will be solved soon when both of you come together for the next NDTV Imagine show, 'Pati, Patni Aur Woh' where the two of you will be playing mom and dad.