~SD Story Collection~2nd story, 3rd page - Page 3

I still remember the time in grade 9, when I liked a guy named Sharad, there used to be one girl who he always stared at, Kimmi. Kimmi is a girl who I am not friends or enemies with. She is nice, and always complains of Sharad. I think they make a great couple, but I really like him, I can't resist him. I try to look my best in front of him that I have attitude, and I'm smart, which is true. Once the guys had went with my teacher to learn about puberty, while the girls stayed in the classroom. I heard Kimmi saying that Sharad was touching my other friend all over, and when he tries to touch Kimmi, she catches him. She has a boyfriend and is not very fond of Sharad. Sharad is not a very bright man; he is in the popular group, while I am with the "invisible group" as you call it. Now I am all grown up, and have and have made myself into a beautiful woman. I live in my own apartment, and have become what I wanted to: an accountant. I was taking the subway back home, when I saw what looked like Sharad, My feelings arose again, but I already have a boyfriend. So I went up to him and asked "Are you Sharad?" "Who are you?" he asked. "Don't you remember Sharad, me Divyanka?" "Oh, you can see that I lost my job, wife, and house, here, will you spare some change?" I grabbed his arm and pulled him up, and took him with me, he asked where we were going but I didn't answer. I opened my apartment door and let him in "this is where you will stay" I said. He questioned, I said I had no reply, and did what I felt was right. I told him we will go shopping tomorrow, so I went in my closet and got some of my boyfriend's clothes and handed it to him. He thanked me, and I went to my room, and changed, I wore a baby tee, and some track pants. I went on to my computer and worked on my stuff, after a while he came in, and hesitated saying he was hungry. I understood him still after all those years and popped some pizza in the microwave. I sat waiting and observed him after those years. All the cute faces he was making made me want to kiss him right there. After the pizza was ready I handed it to him and said "enjoy" after all who knows how long he didn't eat for, "Wait" I said when I was about to take a bite, "did you brush?" "He nodded, so I assumed he took it from the cabinet. I decided to make his sleeping arrangement on the bulk bed I had, I thought "should I set it up in my room or the living room?" I didn't think too long and said in my room, although I might snore, but visitors could come! I continued my work that night and stayed up late, as making arrangements for someone took long, I heard some noise outside but ignored it. Later, Sharad comes in holding a tray of food "I saw that you didn't eat, so I brought this." "Sorry Sharad, I really need my hands to do this assignment, so I might not be able to eat" I said. "Then I'll feed you," My heart just melted at the moment, and nodded, by accident. I wanted to look at him, but my eyes were refusing to move from the computer screen, he kept feeding me, I think he was reading what I wrote. If he really wanted to know, I was making a report of the company I was working at. When I was done, he stayed up for me, so when I went to sleep, he finally laid down, I warned him not to turn off my alarm as I had to leave early. The next morning he woke up because of the alarm but I didn't budge. He was tired so he laid on my bed and tried waking me up by moving me. After a while he fell asleep and I woke up, I nearly screamed, getting my clothes, running for the shower. After showering I realized my clothes were on the floor halfway across the room! I wrapped my towel around me and made a run for it, but when I reached the spot, I saw Sharad holding my clothes up. "What happened?" he said yawning to my misery, "Please give them to me!" He held them out and when I went to grab them, my towel moved down really low, he almost saw my full chest. So I quickly ran, changed, packed my lunch, grabbed my keys and went rushing out. Sharad was bored the whole day, so he asked me if he could use the computer, calling me by using the phone book. I dropped by Wal-mart and bought some clothes for Sharad, I also felt the need to buy him a chain, so I did so. When I went in my room, I saw him looking at pictures of girls on the internet. That very minute I regretted thinking he could be mine, or about buying those things for him. I gave them all to him, except for the gold chain, what would I do with the clothes anyway? The next morning when I woke up, Sharad had made warm, hot coffee for me, without noticing my robe went off to the side, exposing my bare shoulder. When I was done, I put the cup away, and sat down, thinking of what to do with him. When I was coming from work again I thought of him again. Right that minute I saw him, running to me, he told me he got a job. I felt so happy for him, but remembered something about his wife. I asked him, and he said a long story, he told me that he finally won Kimmi's heart, and the two got married. They both lived in an apartment until Kimmi suggested that they buy a house as they had enough money. After two days of living in it, he was fired from his job; he got drunk, and spent a night with some lady who I thought was Kimmi. Later she divorced him, that's what happened, I felt so sad for him. We ended up soaking and talking on the balcony. I was really wet; you could see all my curves because of the water sticking to my skin. I went inside and asked him to come; he came, but came close to me. I turned away, his hand held me back. I thought about my guy, I can't cheat on my man, so I said "Sharad, I have a boyfriend," he let go and I ran to my bed. I didn't know whether to weep or not. This was so hard, on one side, my crush, the other side, my guy. I couldn't decide but I wouldn't let anyone decide for me either. I fell back and drifted to sleep, I didn't bother setting my alarm as it was going to be a Saturday tomorrow. When I woke up, I thought of Simon, I had to meet him today like always, but if Sharad is here then Simon would misunderstand. I sent Sharad off with some money, and said not to return before 5, Simon came 10 minutes after Sharad left, and started talking to me about marriage. "Simon, I don't think, marriage is going to work for me right now" He said it was completely okay, he understood, after that we started making out, we forgot all about the time, and Sharad entered the door at 6 'o clock. I regretted giving him a key, now he saw Simon on top of me, with his hands all over me, and myself exposed a lot. His mouth dropped open, and Simon said "He lives with you! how could you Divs? This relation is over" he stormed out, I tried to follow him, but I guess I should have looked at the time and I couldn't make excuses about Sharad because Simon knows everyone in the building. Sharad mumbled his apologizes and I forgave him, I just hugged Sharad right then, not worrying about being partly exposed or anything. He hugged me back, for some reason, but I liked it, I didn't know that I actually did that but I continued. He let go and cupped my face, ready to kiss me, I drew closer, standing on my tippy toes. For some reason he stopped and let go, I went in my room and locked myself in. I think the only reason he was hitting the door, because his bed is in there. I changed into a very exposing outfit and didn't care, I felt moody, I opened the door and sat on the floor. Sharad was completely memorized by Divyanka, he never saw this much of her. He came near her, picked her hands out and looked in her eyes "Divyanka, it will be okay, some people were meant for you, some weren't" He was so close, I didn't know what to say, so I just kissed him, we kissed for a minute, but stopped after. "What do you really feel about me," I asked, he replied "I don't know, I just feel like you are the one, for me, maybe Kimmi wasn't meant for me." I didn't say anything more and pulled him on top of me by his collar. I didn't mind him kissing me, just one part of me is sad, of something; Kimmi, here I am taking her man. I forgot everything in a second and cuddled into his arms. He kissed my neck and my jaw line; I ran the nearest wall, trying to lower my heart beat by staying away. Sharad just followed, and ran his hand down my arm, sending sparks down my spine. The next minute we are sleeping peacefully after some time together. The next morning I wake up and look at myself, should I have let this happened? Is this what I wanted? I had no answer, but I thought by now he must have spent numerous nights like this, so it didn't necessarily mean anything. I went to work and couldn't concentrate, I just couldn't think, I don't know what's happening to me, finally when the meeting started I took my mind off him. When I passed the reception desk, the lady asked me if someone was living with me, I quickly replied "no" and left wondering what to about Sharad if they see him. When I entered I quickly locked the door, and searched for him, avoiding anyone getting suspicious. I looked and looked, getting worried. Finally I found a note saying that he wouldn't be back for a while as he went to work. I was missing him already; I decided to find Kimmi's phone number. I looked through the one spot it could be in, his little bag. Once I found it, I dialed the number immediately. I heard a groan on the other side, I said "hello? Kimmi?" she didn't know who I was. I told her Sharad is lonely without her, and the drunk thing and the lady was all a accident. She told me now she is happily married and wants to forget everything, I said okay and hung up. I was utterly shocked; I thought she still wants him. I wonder how Sharad is going to feel, especially if he is trying to get her back. From that day I started ignoring him, I can't stand seeing him. I wish I didn't phone Kimmi, I wish I didn't find Sharad, I wish I didn't meet him in the first place. After a few days of ignoring him, I was going to sleep, when I was going to turn off the lights, he got on top of me, and pinned me down. He asked me why I was doing this to him, to be honest I don't know what I'm doing, so couldn't answer him. I didn't reply so he shook me, I finally said "I don't know" stuttering on each word. He asked why when he loves me so much, I told him to leave me alone and tried turning to my side to sleep. He wouldn't let me go, so I just fell asleep in his arms. I was at work early and was falling asleep, when I woke up I saw Sharad in front of me kneeling down holding a ring. I stood up and tried to look at him properly, when he said "will you marry me?" My eyes popped out and I fell asleep again, when I woke up I was in my chair again, "Was it a dream?" But I knew it wasn't because my pants had some dirt on it from the floor "Stupid janitor" I thought. I skipped work and ran to meet him, he was walking down the street, I guess he took the "eye popping part" as a no. I called him, and cupped his face saying that "I love him more than anything, but I was feeling insecure, and only he can get rid of it. He asked how and I told him "If you love me now, why were you more interested in Kimmi? Was it because she looked pretty then and now I do too?" He was just shocked, and replied "I did like you but I liked her too, I was thinking whoever came to me first I would be hers. Either you came after I made you jealous or Kimmi came after falling for me. Now we are married since that day, and we are strong as ever, I hope I'll never doubt him like Kimmi did.
The END!
Sorry for taking long, I couldn't find where I put this file until I thought about my important folder where I keep all my wallpapers. Plz leave comments, and thank you for those that did. And big questions, where are you guys getting those "new" Sharad pics from, did i miss something?
BY:KIRAN
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