Manali You are just like my elder sister n i m sure none of us can even imagine ur pain.i want to tell you tht i love you n I'm hoping that you will, in time, find a way to bring happiness back into your life Inshallah. Wishing you strength.Be gentle with yourself and as caring as you can be with your Family. My prayers and thoughts are with your family. There is not much I can do personally but I know that God is big and He is able to help you far more than any person ever can.You will find knowing support here and I hope you will return often. May God bless you and your family at this time.
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