~|Royal Love-Numbed wid Pain|*VeEraFF*|~Note_49~ - Page 17

Prt 6 (A) :

Walking long through the dark, lonely passage covered wiv the velvety red carpets she finally reached the room..Pushing at the door slightly she got in and walked straight to the window..It had been days since she had actually stood so freely wivout beind followed by those heavily armed guards..She felt so at peace having no one around her for a while..She cherished this so wanted soltitude..Standing in front of the window she looked up at the brightly smiling moon..The darkness around the moon made it look much mre illuminous than it actually was..She always loved to watch night sky. Ironically, night sky was beautiful when it was the darkest. Stars always had seemed to shine brighter with total darkness around. She wondered if the same could be applied to humans too. As the night dragged on, darkness under her eyes deepened..buh she stood there swaying a lil enjoying her soltitude..taking her time to analyze things..

It had been a week since she came back to the palace and well she wasn't exactly pleased..instead she was discomforted..The way everyone tried to remain normal..trying not to make it obvious tht they didn't do anything special for her when they actually went truly out of their way just to make her feel at home..

Seeing how everyone got so happy to see her back, seeing those tears and silent sorries..She felt bad to hav left all these people who had done notin wrong and who cud neva be put to blame…she felt guilty for the first time..thought tht she shudn't hav taken such a drastic step..buh the need of the situation was such..She had felt tht from the start she was the only one holding onto the relation..she had always loved this family..Nivriti maa, Dharam ji (jethji), Sia jiji, Maharaj Aryavardha..Bade tauji ( JV) n had even found a small bro in Agni..buh then this all had to go side line..the major relation of hers had to be wiv her hubby..the one person coz of whom she had cum to this house..buh he had always ignored her like plaque and even tried to get rid of her..in all the ways..by torturing her mentally, emotionally and even physically…

She was still very angry on him..well not angry..just too depressed and disappointed..she thought tht if she gav it anoder chance maybe she was doing a big mistake..it wud be foolish of her do believe him again when she had already seen his cruel amoral animal like behaviour..She wud never forgive him for wht he did..buh he was so sincere in those apolozies tht it came up till her mouth to say " Humne apko maaf kiya.." The way he had held her hand and promised her tht she wudn't see him anymore..he wudn't come anywhere near her..and they wudn't cross paths even..Till now he had been taking full care of doing wht all he said..He never made his presence when she was present..All these days she hadn't seen him much..No one wud let him near..Her father's murderous rage was enuf for all to keep quiet..He was so furious at him tht he had even asked her to come back to Sumaina wiv him..She was too surprised buh then remembered her Father's Love towards his only daughter and knew tht he too was vry hurt after knwing wht all happened to her..He had neva even let a single prick in her way then how cud he ever forgive himself of the big mistake he thought he had made when he married his lovely baby to a devil in disguise of the Oh SO charming prince..

She sighed heavily recalling how hard it was to convince her father to let her stay here…

Her usually chirpy, calm n cool father was so fiercelyangry today. She had shuddered having him raise his voice against her..He neva did tht until it was rilli sumtin tht had angered him to the core. He wasn't tis angry even when she had freed all the women prisioner including Sameera from the confined rooms..or when he had gone out of her chamber..well sneaked out of her palace and even when she had gone to the Koteshwar Mandir Yatra wivout anyone else by her side..

At last, as always her darling father had bowed down to her wish..still too angry to smile at her cute pout..He was so melodramatic the whole while and then she cudn't help buh giggle away when she saw him slumping on the armchair heavily still musing abt her decision..She had thrown her arms around her frowning father and had kissed him sweetly on his crinkling cheeks..Sitting there grumbling he had looked so damn cute..he looked as if he was asked to stop hitting his baby sis or else his Action Carmen set wud be snatched away from him..He had looked at her bewildered buh seeing the smiling face of his daughter he too cudn't resist smiling..and eased down..

She kept grinning diving in the past..Today when her father had been so angry n soooo angry n soooo soooo sooo angry..still he looked just too cute..His cheeks n nose had turned all pink due to all the exertion..and he still looked so handsome..She smiled remembering how she used to always say " Hum toh apse hi shaadi karenge papa.."

Well she wud hav..her father was way too handsome even at this age..and he looked so cute frowning.. She blushed and lightly hit herself on the head..She cudn't believe it..She was drooling over her father..buh well he was so handsome..If he was of her age and a bachelor..she wud hav surely chosen him..She kept smiling..

After so many days seeing her father's smile made her feel so happy..It was always like this..Everyone around her made her feel so important, so special..It was like if she was hurt the oders cried..if she was sad the oders went dull, when she was happy, smiling, giggling, enjoying..evryone around her was happy..When she smiled at oders..howsoever angry, gloomy, frustrated they were..they wud smile back and becum happy..She had such an effect on oders..

A tiny voice inside her said..buh why not him..and the small smile tht had been playing on her lips was replaced by a big frown on her face..

Dropping her gaze from the moon above she looked down to the Royal Gardens for nothing in particular..She wondered why even after all he had done to her, every thought of hers started on him and ended on him..

Anoder prt tomm..